For What I Never Said

i'm sorry i never said "i love you"

You Never Seemed to Love Me Back Enough

I'm sorry that i fell in love with you. I'm sorry that you never seemed to love me back enough. I'm sorry that now you don't have her anymore and want me, i'm not there. But i'm not sorry that i have moved on and found the greatest thing in my life.

Sorry I Can't Express My Emotions

I am sorry I can't express my emotions. I'm sorry I can't adequately express my needs. I try, but it comes across as blaming and then i just want to run away. I'm sorry I can't trust in your love for me. I'm sorry I'm not comfortable with you touching me. I don't know why. I love you more than I've ever loved anybody. i hate that you're so reasonable. i think we should break up. I'm sorry i don't have the guts to tell you that.

That I Let You Kill Just Enough of Me

I'm sorry that I let you kill just enough of me that I will never be able to fully love anyone else. I'm sorry that I still think about you everyday and that even though it's been 2 years, if you knocked on my door I would walk away from everything to be with you. I'm sorry that I love you after all you have put me through. I'm sorry that my soulmate and love of my life is someone that I can never be with. I'm sorry you are such a coward.

While I Was Kissing You

I'm sorry that while I was kissing you, all I could think about was getting away and going home.

Your Equal as a Friend

I'm sorry that I'm happy sometimes when things don't work out for you because I feel more like your equal as a friend.

The Cure Is Worse Than the Illness

I'm sorry I went to the doctor after a month of insomnia and was diagnosed as bipolar.

I'm sorry I ever started taking the medication. I'm sorry I regained all of the weight I'd previously lost. I'm sorry that I hate myself again.

I'm sorry I ever did this to myself. I'm sorry that the cure is worse than the illness

My Dearest Nana

My dearest Nana,

I'm so, so sorry that I'm cold towards you sometimes. I yell at you, I get annoyed with you. And sometimes I dont realize that I hurt you or make you cry. I'm sorry nana...I'm so sorry, and its easy to say that if i ever lost you, i couldnt live out the rest of my life. A very big part of me would be lost.

I love you, please know that. I'm trying here, please know that too.

That Was Never a Lie

JB~

I am so sorry that I lied to you yet again. My heart aches, I feel so empty inside. I can't eat or sleep. I loved you with all my heart and soul, that was NEVER a lie.
I never wanted to hurt you, that wasn't my intention, I wanted to tell you the truth for so long, but I remembered how upset you got last time, so I kept my secret...hoping it would never get out. But it did, I didn't know what to tell you, cause you wouldn't believe me anyway. I feel numb, the lust for life I had is gone..I miss you like you can't imagine and I will love you always.

Me~

My Not-So-Loving Behavior

I do love you...I'm sorry it always seems you have to call me on my not so loving behavior. You are by far the most amazing man I've ever met!!

Your Favorite Cashier

Years ago I was working as a cashier in a natural foods store in California. I was just out of a long relationship and was struggling to get 'back in the game'. You were a regular customer and we hit it off pretty well, I was your 'favorite cashier'. I took a chance and asked you out a few days before I moved back home...while you were at the front of a long line of people on a very busy day. You stammered out a quick 'sure, I'll get in touch with you' and basically ran out. I embarrassed us both, sorry Dana.

I Always Want to Run Away

im sorry i didnt see you as much as i wouldve liked granny. im sorry i hardly remember granda, im sorry i smoked with the money you gave to me. im sorry that i didnt care about my friends cause i though i had new ones. im sorry i let everyone down. im sorry i wont pass all my exams & im sorry that im so lazy. im sorry that i lie all the time. im sorry that im always too cowardly to face my mistakes. im sorry i always want to run away. im sorry nothing about me is perfect & im sorry that everyone hates me.

The Boy I Like Just Used Me

im sorry i got so drunk and didnt tell anyone where i was going, im sorry i cheated on my boyfriend three times that night, im sorry i lied to my mom, im sorry i cant remember much, im sorry that i now cannot face people that had become my best friends, im sorry that the boy i like just used me. im sorry that i cant tell my boyfriend or anyone else the truth. im sorry that i was taken advantage of. i wish id never got so drunk or done any of these things but there's no going back now. im sorry everyone!

For the Big Change in Motivation

I'm sorry for the very big change in motivation in school the last semester, but I've just found out that it feels so much better to feel like you are alive, and I'm not letting that go. And I am still motivated, but not in the same way. I want to feel like I'm preparing for life in the same time as I'm living it. Just so you all know, I was depressed before, and at that time it was easier to do your homework and be at least a little more concentrated in class.

So when I got out of that I felt alive, something that I had not for eight,nine months. My life isn't school, but I'm trying hard for the most of the times to be motivated, I just think it's more fun to feel happy. Don't worry about me, and if you do, I'm sorry for that.

I Was So Wrong

I apologize thats all I can say. I didnt know you werent the friend I trusted and believed for almost 8 yrs. I didnt know you forgot who I am. I didnt know my honesty was perceived as weakness. I was real, I cried, I told you how much you hurt me, I never thought I lost my dignity in all of this. You were supposed to be my friend. This is too much to handle. I was sure you knew my strengths, I cant take anymore. You know better, I know you. I thought you knew me. I was so-o-o-o-o-o wrong. Thanks, Im sorry, I cant do this anymore, its all too familiar. Goodbye.

Sorry Pete

Sorry Pete. Pete was a boyfriend of 5 years ago. I told him he was too overweight. The truth is he was and it bothered me greatly and I always felt bad for that. That's the worst I ever said but still have guilt.

Well, he lost a ton of weight and became a fitness fanatic then met someone right after we broke up - is married now with kids and I'm still alone, perpetually single.

For Pushing You to Egg My Car

I'm sorry for pushing you to egg my car today. I don't know who you are, or why you did it. I know you meant it-I mean who eggs a car in the morning?-but what did I do to you? That's the first "nice car" I've ever bought (and yes, it was used.) It's hard enough to make payments on this car, now I might need a paint job... as if my life wasn't already financially challenged. I'm sorry for whatever I did to you. It's hard to be 21, married, living alone, working so hard to support my family that I can't continue to go to school anymore, its hard being me at this point in my life, and you may think it's funny, but you just made my life that much harder. I'm sorry I'm taking this so hard... it only takes that small thing to finally push you over the edge. I hope that oneday you look back at what you did, and you are able to genuinely learn something good from what you did. I hope that your happy- obviously you're not, to have done this at the break of dawn. So, I realized while writing this that, I'm sorry your life is so sad and pathetic, that for whatever reason, you expressed your emotions through destruction. Have a great life, really.

Sorry I Was Cheeky

sorry mum

sorry i was cheeky earlier i didnt mean too annoy you sorry

I Destroyed My Veganism

I'm sorry D., that I completely destroyed my veganism over the weekend by eating EVERYTHING on that buffet at the reception. And I lied to you about it. And ate a double cheeseburger from McDonald's while on the phone with you yesterday. I'm not vegan, but I never want you to know that, because you think I am.

An Apology to Betsy

Dear Betsy,

I'm sorry that I wasn't enough.

I'm sorry that you let your religion get in the way of us.

I'm sorry for saying all those ugly things I said to you.

I'm sorry that I don't have my friend anymore.

I'm sorry it has taken me this long to be up front about my feelings.

I miss you so dearly. I don't dare tell my wife how much I miss you, because she'll never understand how deeply my soul yearns to be near you.

I'm sorry about so many things when it comes to you. And that's no way to live.

So I'm leaving you behind.

I will always love you.

I love you so much Betsy.

Live a wonderful life...

Brian.

That You Now Have to Wear Condoms

I'm sorry I decided to test out the birth control pill and lost my flipping mind and experienced unexplainable and sporadic fits of mental instability.

I'm sorry that you were bloody terrified about my mental health.

I'm sorry that you now have to wear condoms every time we have sex so we don't have babies yet.

I'm Sorry Molly

I'm sorry Molly I've tried to avoid my feelings for you and enjoy our friendship as is and i know I'm in a relationship,but i love you, i have for quite some time and never really knew how to tell you or if you even felt the same way,or if there was ever a chance i love you deeply and am glad you are in my life in some form, i am content to have you as friend if nothing else

I Love You Cristina

I'm sorry that i didn't tell Cristina B******* that I love her...I love you Cristina

I Didn't Want to Have Sex With You

i'm sorry i didn't want to have sex with you. i'm sorry that you raped me, but i'm not sorry that you never going to see your unborn baby.

When I'm Needed the Most

i'm sorry for never being there when i'm needed the most. i hate the person i've become. i hate the things i do. i'm sorry i never say "i love you" to the people i love most. i'm sorry i've turned into something so cold.

Because I Really Don't Give a Damn

I dont know how to make you understand that I love you and only want to be happy with you and spend the rest of our lives together. Im sorry you care what other people think of our relationship because I really don't give a damn. I wish that I could change that about you. It affects our everyday lives. Im sorry that our love for eachother is not enough for you. I hope someday that it will be. After typing & rereading this, I cant believe Im in love with someone like this. Im sorry for feeling like Im not true to myself but even more sorry that I would still do anything to be with you.

Drunk Dialing

to an X Friend..

my apologies on so-called Drunk Dialling??

Your Family Doesn't Like Me

John,

I am sorry I had a meltdown this past weekend...but please understand that I do love you.

I just am having a hard time dealing with the fact that your family doesn't like me...funny thing is...they dont even know me.

I hope 2009 will be a better year for us.

I am sorry you feel you have to deal with this on your own but I am there for you...always.

A Jumbled Mess of Ideas and Emotions

I'm sorry i don't always know how to express myself, and when i finally choose to speak up it comes out in a jumbled mess of ideas and emotions.What i was trying to say is that i love you.

Trying With All My Heart and Soul

I'm sorry that no matter how hard I try, and I am trying with all my heart and soul, you find me to be accusatory, condescending, aggressive, confrontational, and threatening. Nothing, absolutely N O T H I N G could be further from the truth...and it seems you will never know that.

Sorry I'm So Horny All the Time

Sorry I'm so horny all the time. But it's partly your fault for being so hot.

That Stupid Fight

Chris,

I'm sorry I started that stupid fight over such a stupid reason. I feel terrible for making you feel like that, I really do.

I'm sorry I blamed it on you when clearly it was filit who made me feel unwanted.

Please don't leave, chris. I love you so much. You're my best friend and I don't know where I would be without you. And I'm sorry if I made you so upset that you wanted to leave jtv. But we both know that leaving is out of the question.

I'm sorry for everything I've done to you in the past too. I know I'm a terrible friend but from now on I'll try really hard to fix that.

ily.