Too Young to Understand

I am sorry I've always been "too young" to understand.
I am sorry you can't trust me.

I always thought of you as my big sisters. I believed you'd love me and trust me above all because we are from the same blood. I never thought gaining your trust would be so much hard work; I didn’t know trust and all its wonders didn’t come easy.
I remember like it was yesterday, a year ago I asked you to confide in me, I said to you we should work on building a better relationship for our own sake. I told you that I loved you and I needed you in my life, you looked at me and laughed and proceeded to tell me you could never trust me.

Why??

What have I ever done but want my big sisters love and support.

In my heart I know I've never done anything to hurt you or lead you to think you couldn’t talk to me as a friend. Besides the fact that you don’t trust me, I still love you, I still think one day you WILL be the 2 best big sisters I could ever want, but as of now, I can’t help but be sorry.

I am sorry you can’t trust your little sister.