I Feel Like I Came In Between You And Him

i feel like i came in between you and him... honestly i wanted it to be just one of those flings holiday flings that just took a toll with one kiss... i love him alot. but i feel so guilty that i broke your relationship of two years... im sorry id say sorry in person if i knew you

That We Are So Far Away

I'm sorry that I doubted you and that every time you came through that was still not enough to convince me. I am sorry that I now selfishly expect you to come through but fear that you won't.I am sorry I can not believe in you. I'm sorry that I tried so hard to make you love me instead of focusing on loving you, because God knows that I do. I'm sorry that we are so far away and that the timing was and is so wrong, and will be for such a long time, and I am sorry that I can not do more to change that. I am sorry I have pushed you away by trying t hold on so tight. I am sorry that I am so afraid.

That I Have Never Forgotten

I am sorry that i have never forgotten what you have done to me and the trust that i have put on you.

That I'm Going To Be Losing You Father

I'm so sorry that I'm going to be losing you Father. I'm sorry that there isn't something I could do to make your life easier, less overwhelmed by Parkinson's. I'm so glad for all the talks we've had, and that I got to tell you how much you've meant to me, throughout my life. But the hurt of losing you, and how much I'll miss you when you're gone, seems so much bigger right now....If I had a magic wand, I'd use it to make you better.

And I'm sorry I don't have one.

To A Strange Canadian Stranger

I want to apologise to a strange canadian stranger whom i encounter in nov. 2007 at Matheson Blvd/dixie rd junction. At the junction when brake to stop, road ice skid my toyota sienna and stop at close to white line on ist right lane. A red neck canadian driving sports car was comming on same lane. i did not hit his car and neither he changed the lane. At next traffic light i was in 2nd right lane and saw the sports car in front of two cars in the ist right lane. Driver of the sports car opned his window and shouted f*** ur *. i waved at him in applogatic gesture, if i caused any inconveinece. Driver continue shouting and spit flowing from his mouth gave me a perfect figure of satan. Till today it haunts me his inhuman behaviour, different from most humble and smiling canadians which i meet during my 6 month stay in toronto.
Well, these things happen. But it still feels lousy. I'm sorry.

That I Never Got To Explain

im sorry i cant talk to you anymore. and that i never got to explain.

About My Country

I'm really sorry about my country.

I'm Sorry You Had To Give Up On Your Baby

A,

Im sorry i wasnt their for you when you trully needed me,but i do not regret it.

im sorry i wasnt the person you wanted me to be.

im sorry i even cared

im feel sorry for you

im sorry you had to give up on your baby

im sorry

MP & CP

I am sorry that I still think about MP, an ex-boyfriend, and CP, my ex-best friend who both betrayed me and are now living happily ever after together. It has been 20+ years and I still hold the resentment for you both. I see you have 2 beautiful children and you both are so happy together, but you did it in such a selfish way, I keep wishing you would get divorced so you don't have your stupid fairy tale life anymore...

I'm Sorry I Said Yes To Dan

Im Sorry I Said Yes To Dan

I Miss You, I Know You Now Hate Me

+ If I Could Change It I Would I Never Meant To Hurt You + I've Lost You Forever . . .

To A 16 Year Old Child

I am sorry you think I am going to continue to take this sort of behavior from a 16 year old child. You're not my responsibility, and I am finished with your lies and sneaking around, you're out of my home today. I am sorry you're too immature to just follow your own parents rules and that they don't even want you. Maybe you will grow up somewhere along the line and realize your actions and only your actions have caused all of this.

I Let So Many People Beat Me Down

I'm sorry to myself that I let so many people beat me down, abuse me, and try to break me. In the end, sometimes I think you did break me, but then I realize you didn't. If you had, I would still be around you, begging for your attention like a sad little puppy and hoping for a crumb of your love and affection. But I'm not, am I? I guess you'll never understand that, either, how I could be so unlike all the others you have trampled beneath your selfish feet, how I could refuse to let you chain me and train me to cringe at your command. I'm sorry to myself that I ever let myself doubt my own strength and my own righteousness and my own intelligence, and my own right to BE WHO I AM. I was not the problem. YOU were. Now that all of you are gone, out of my life, unable to hurt or use or abuse me any more, the problems are magically gone, too. Coincidence? Nope. Don't think so. Thank God I realized that I could live as a human being, if only I let myself get away from those of you who are NOT human beings.

For Not Being Who You Think I Am

I'm sorry for not being who you think I am. For the past few months we have been talking and we have really gotten to know each other. You even said that you trust me more than anyone, and you consider me your best friend. I'm sorry that this day had to come, and I'm sorry that we can no longer speak to each other. This had to happen eventually, but I never imagined it would be this painful.

What I Can Do To Make Things Right

I'm so sorry for hurting you. I had a good woman and I lied to you. I knew you needed trust and i was so afraid. I pray you will give me one more and last chance to make things right. I loved you from the start and will always love you. Please forgive me for not telling you I was married. I'm legally separated and have been the entire time we were together. It's just taken years because I can't afford to pay the balance to get the divorce. We were meant for each other. When I lost you I lost my best friend too. Tell me what I can do to make things right.

Deeper and Deeper Hatred

I am sorry that the hatred for you have become deeper and deeper. I am sorry that I have trusted you so much that i have given you a chance to betray me and destroy me completely.

You Don't Love Mom Anymore

I'm sorry I found those e-mails, I'm sorry you don't love mom anymore. and I'm sorry you don't love me. I'm sorry you can't trust me enough.

To End This Before It Begins

im sorry but i plan to end this relationship before it begins...

God, Sacrifice and Marketing

I'm sorry God. You sacrificed your only son for my happiness and sin free life and I don't thank you enough for everything you have given to me. I love you so much and and I'm sorry I have let you and myself down lately. I'm better than this and I know it. I've let myself down and I'm sorry. I can restart fresh tomorrow. Anybody looking for the feeling of contentment, try the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. Its worth a try right it's not gonna hurt anything.

You Have Always Believed In Me

i'm sorry for all the hurtful things i've said and all the pain i have caused you. your the most amazing person i know and i only ever made you feel worthless. you have always believed in me and i appreciate that tons. your happiness brings me joy. i really hope your future is filled with happiness and i'm really sorry about all the bad things i've done. i changed and will never hurt you again.

thank you for being such a good friend to me kins. love you

All I Want Is An Apology

I am sorry that you can't see that all I want is an apology.

While You Were In Jail

i'm sorry i never visited you while you were in jail. i'm sorry for how much you struggled and i was never there to help, i never told you how much i appreciate you and how much i admire you. i wish i could have helped and i hope you are happy now

I Will Kill Myself One Day

I am sorry but i will kill myself one day... i m avoiding all the chances of making it easier on me to... but i know its how i will die and i know everyone will wonder why was i so selfish to end my life... but those who lived inside would know i did not live for me but i lived for them

All My Trusts In You

i am sorry that i have put all my trusts in you. YOu have betrayed me and you make use of me in everything. I am sorry that those who still loves you are still being make use by you.

I'm Sorry You Think I'm Weak

I'm sorry I disappointed you by going against what I believed in. I'm sorry I did things that I would never do. I'm sorry you think I'm weak. I'm sorry you think I'm not me anymore. I'm sorry I have never felt like this about anyone and you think I'm crazy. I'm sorry I can't see you. I'm sorry you're the only person I'd choose over anyone, still. I'm sorry I've changed. I'm sorry you're not sorry about anything. I'm sorry I'm rambling.

Your Family Hates Me to the Bone

because of what ive done, i destroyed ur brother's trust and friendship towards me, caused conflict between our families, and most hurtful of all, i destroyed whatever closeness and happy memories that we've had by hurting you.. i never meant that to happen, i blame myself for what happened.. one of our common friends told me that you were saying bad things about my parents and i acted foolishly without even proving it.. now i have to live harboring this secret that i really regret what happened and how i wish i could bring back that day.. i would have just stayed home and not texted u for us to meet somewhere, and u not knowing i was bringing someone who was to hurt you.. i am really sorry for what happened and i know your family hates me to the bone and i know the closeness between our parents will never be brought back again because of what i did to you.. id like to talk to your brother who has been one of my closest childhood friends growing up.. i admire his talent in drawing and his super sense of humor.. im sorry because now i know ill never get to share jokes with him.. i want to say sorry to your parents as well, i really never meant that to happen..

Naail from Chem A (2006)

i just wanted to tell you i still feel guilty about all that happened... I am sorry about what happened and I feel responsible for all of it.

P

I Don't Think I Ever Was a Muslim

I don't think I ever was a Muslim... I truly did not ever believe that it was right to be brought up in a Muslim world and not being able to choose my own religion... what you taught me and what those teachers taught me made me believe that its better to choose the religion and get indulged in it on your own rather than be one from birth. I don't believe in Islam nor do I believe in any other religion, but it does not mean I don't believe in GOD. I believe in a God and have faith. I am sorry I upset you by not praying and all. I totally respect you and all of you who are Muslims.

To Marry a Woman

im sorry that im not going out or i wont be bringing a guy home anymore... mom i was not kidding when i said i wanted to marry a woman, i am a lesbian and i plan to adopt a baby rather than give birth to one...

A Nasty College Rumor

In college I spread a nasty rumor about you. I am sorry. Your mom had just died and you were going through a really hard time. I was suppose to be your friend. I should have come clean about the rumor...but instead I just lied more. I have never been proud of that.

I was scared you would hate me and that it would cause you more pain. I regret not doing the right thing. I saw you recently at a funeral and I see that you are doing well. Although our paths don't cross often I am glad to see that you are doing well. I know we will never really be friends...but I wish you the best life has to offer.

I May Never Be Able To Grow Up

I'm sorry that I may never be able to grow up. I can't stop smoking pot, no matter WHAT I do. I've quit and gone back so many times and I don't even know why. I've gone to see a counselor for all my "head trauma" and I just can't get over everything that's happened in my life. I don't know if I ever will either. I just can't help but take the easy way out every time. I'm sorry mom... I will never be able to admit it to you and I hope you never find out.

To an X-female Friend

I am not sorry that I still Love u??.. why can't we both accept the same in front of each other..but it has be geniune .. I won't expect you to say yes to me.. can we atleast start talking..I miss you a lot.. I think of you every day...

So Quit Asking Me

I'm sorry I don't like you back, but its been 3 days. honestly. we don't even know each other, so quit asking me when we're gonna go out! we're not!

That I Moved 2500 Miles Away From You

Dear Old Friend,

I am sorry that I moved 2500 miles away from you and you feel that I left you. I was only trying to live my own life. For so long I had done nothing but live vicariously through the lives of others. My sister, parents and even you.

I am happy with my choice, it has been 7 years now and I wouldn't change a thing. I didn't move to hurt you, I did it for me and it was the best thing. It hasn't always been easy, but this life is mine to make of it what I will.

We don't keep in contact anymore. Our friendship had become pretty much one-sided for several years before I moved. I had to do all the work, all the calling, all the driving. I got tired of it so I quit, just to see what would happen. Our friendship did not stand up over the miles and it saddens me greatly. We had some good times and I miss my best friend, the one I met 21 years ago. Not this negative, secretive person that you have become.

JT

Not Being There

Im sorry for not being there

Sometimes, I Still Worry About You

J, I am sorry that we cannot be friends anymore. Sometimes I wonder if you regret the the choices you have made? I wonder if it was all worth what you compromised.

Sometimes, I still worry about you.

I'm Glad You're Back

I'm sorry that I lost sight of who I was and made you a bad person. I'm sorry you had sex with so many men. I'm sorry you got drunk a lot and had blackout after blackout. I'm sorry you were arrested. I'm sorry that your car was totalled. I'm sorry that I sent you to rehab three times. I'm sorry you have a reputation for being a slut, alcoholic, school skipping, badass when I know that's not who you are. I'm sorry that you go to therapy because I caused you so many problems. I apologize to myself. I'm glad you're back.

That You're Not Stronger Than I Am

dear dad,

i was in your car today
and i put her picture under those business cards you never use anymore

i put it there because i know how sad it makes you to see her face
your little sister was really beautiful.

I'm sorry, but that was over 25 years ago.

i hate it when you cry.
but only for selfish reasons,
cause i want a REAL dad.

I'm sorry YOU were so devastated when Alex died last month.

he was one of my closest friends
I'm sorry you have to make everything about yourself.

you're supposed to be strong for me.
you cant lean on me when i need someone to lean on.
thats not what dads are for.

Im sorry you're not stronger than I am.

Sorry I've Neglected This Website

Sometimes even though our justifications aren't moral, and we know we're wrong, we still hang onto our feeble excuses with every ounce of our strength because it's better than telling ourselves that if we could go back and do things differently, we would.

Everything we did, we did because at the time, we felt like it was the right thing to do.

I'm sorry i've neglected this website so much recently, i'm sorry only when i did something wrong and i felt so alone in the world that i came here to write about it.

2 of My Girlfriends

I'm sorry for being so petty and jealous of 2 of my girlfriends, that I didn't go to either of their weddings,because I couldn't stand the thought that someone committed to them and not me, when supposedly I was always the "sweet, pretty one" growing up. I apologize...

You Raised Me Like Your Daughter, and Taught Me Well

You raised me like your daughter, and taught me well. You were my supporter, my helper, my motivator, my comfort blanket.
I'm sorry that I didn't return the favor when you got ill. I'm sorry I begrudgingly did favors for you. I'm sorry that I only visited you once in the home while your memory was still good; and that I still didn't visit enough when I knew your days were numbered. I couldn't bare to see you like that.

I'm sorry that I couldn't comfort you in the hospital. I'm sorry that I was at a concert while you were taking your last breath. I'm sorry for not being by your side, where I should have been.

Most of all: I'm sorry I didn't get the chance to let you know how much I appreciate everything you did for this family, and how much I love and admire you and your strength.

I miss you.

For Richard

For Richard who attended Manchester polytechnic 1988/89. I left a house we shared without talking it through with you at all. I was totally freaked out, I was mugged at knife point just months earlier so I handled the problem really badly. I just had to go for personal reasons nothing at all to do with you. I should have explained things and been open. I am so sorry as I know you left the Ploytechnic shortly after this. 20 years on and I still have guilty feelings, if you ever see this I truly hope that you can forgive me. Sorry its been so long I just found this site.

That I Sent You a Photo

I'm Sorry that i sent you a photo of some one else, claiming it was me

I Just Hope it's Enough

Im sorry for making you feel upset and so unwanted
Im sorry I made you feel this way
Im sorry I havent always been there like I should
To be honest Im not a very good friend
& so I am sorry for all the pain & hurt I’ve caused
For everything I’ve ever done to make you feel less than you are
For hurting you beyond repair
I cannot undo what I’ve done and never can
You’re forgiven me but I don’t know if your pain will ever go away
I wish I could undo it but I cant
Reverse it somehow
But I am only human
And a bad one at that
For making you feel like this
& I call you my best friend
I always say & try to leave by
Treat others as you want to be treated
Yet I always end up disappointing you
when that’s the last thing I ever want to do
Trust me
I didn’t know I would hurt you so much
& Im so sorry
I just hope its enough.

Relationships Take Work

i'm sorry that i wasted all these years of both our lives because i wasnt ready to work on our relationship when i had the chance. i'm sorry that i won't ever get another chance to make it up to you. you were right, relationships take work and i was just too lazy to work on it when i had the chance.

An Apology to Myself

For the likelihood of sleeping with that man twenty years my senior, that man who is helping me move forward toward my goal, that man who's oldest child is not 6 years younger than myself. Our relationship would benefit me so much more if I didn't create an intimate bond, which I would ultimately have to break. An apology to myself because I have no business with a father twenty years older than myself. But he seems to be interested in me, and that makes my heart beat faster than it normally does. And my youth and vitality make his heart do the same, as does the fact that it's a shade taboo. At least this time around he is not married, so I won't have to owe (her and) myself an apology for that. Anyway, like I said, I'm sorry in advance for f---ing it up. I hope you'll help me get my feet wet and give me a raft to float on before things get stormy.