Submitted apologies posted by Joe as they're received.
6.30.2008
I'm sorry I didn't listen to everybody when they told me you would screw me over. I'm sorry I loved you like you were my own family and more. That I trusted you when I knew the things you had done in the past. You knew I was in love with him and had been for years. We talked about him, me and you, all the time. We talked about how much I loved him, like I had never loved anybody before. You listened to me talk about him, cry over him, and you knew how much he meant to me. You were supposed to be my BEST FRIEND! For two years we we inseperable, always together. You knew the very depths of my soul. And you knew he was my heart. YOU KNEW EVERYTHING! And now you're going to marry him. I'm sorry I ever met you.
You'd Sound Like a Creeper
i'm sorry i don't really care about driving 3 hours to see someone who thinks we're really good friends. so what if we only met once after talking for a couple weeks? it really isn't worth the drive. if i was the girl and you were the boy, your begging would make you sound like a creeper. thanks.
I Wanted to Keep Our Baby
I am sorry that I didn't have the guts to tell you that i wanted to keep our baby regardless of the fact that you wanted an abortion...I am sorry i ruined my life trying to keep you from ruining yours....
6.27.2008
Please Forgive My Craziness
Hey my angel, im sorry i acted so crazy today. all i truely wanted to do was see you. I got very frustrated when you told me you were going to go somewhere at a certain time and that we would have to hang out earlier. I felt as though you were changing our plans, that i was looking so forward to. i never meant to be rude or say the hurtful things i said to you. I should have been happy that you were trying to work both of your plans out. My mind just wasnt working right for me. I love you with all of my heart, and I wish we could make up and put this all behind us. Please forgive my craziness. You mean everything to me.
I Am Sorry You Do Not Appreciate Me
I am sorry you do not appreciate me. I am sorry you take my love for granted. I am sorry I feel I can not trust you...you made me feel that way by cheating on me. I am sorry you will never admit you cheated on me yet I heard from the source herself you did. I asked her and she told me. I wanted to know more but was afraid. I cannot understand why you did what you did nor will I ever understand. I am sorry I tell you that I have forgiven you however you know as well as I do that I have not forgiven you nor will I ever forgive you. Who is it that said "forgive and forget"? It was obviously someone who has not lived through what I have been living through every day for over a year. I keep playing things you said and did during that time and now I question every single thing you say and do. I am sorry you felt you had to go back to her to put some type of closure in the whole thing...she cheated on you when you were with her...you knew the pain yet you felt it was okay to make someone relive what you did?! You will never have someone who treats you as well as I have nor in reality do you deserve it. To this day I beg of you to spend some time with me. Spending time with me consists of being in the same house with me...nothing more. I am sorry I feel I need to move on and find someone who will love me for the loving individual I am. What goes around comes around. I am sorry I am losing the love I once felt for you...wait a minute...I need to step back here and realize...I shouldn't be sorry at all! I am not the one who hurt YOU...YOU hurt me...to this day your words and actions continue to kill me...emothionally and physically I am dying! I deserve better than that! I am a wonderful person! A person who needs to have a man in her life who will not cheat on her, be able to say "I love you" and above all treat her with respect...something you do not do! Do not put your guard down...as it is time for me to move on and find someone else and when I do I will no longer feel I need to keep you around.
For Snooping on All Your Private Apologies
I'm sorry for snooping on all your private apologies..I can't help myself.
6.26.2008
An Apology to Max
Max -
I heard the rumors that you were getting kicked out of the house. If you did, I'm so sorry to hear that. But I had to tell MY love one everything about what me and you did that night... I couldnt lie to him anymore and it was breaking my heart. I could had prevented it, but I was a slut, and a tramp. I stopped doing all of that stuff - but I also feel so horrible that YOU had to suffer from this. I know your life is hard, but also - I felt that you were using me just as Luis was also using me for your guys' sexual pleasure. I felt sick, and honestly, you dont know how much you guys hurted me - emotionally, and mentally. It was my fault too... I dont think Joel will let you off the hook, considering after that night, you changed against us and stop speaking to me COMPLETELY, it's as if you wanted for a fun time, then stop being friends. And so, in a way - NO one in the family will ever forgive me for what I've done. That's the way it has to be, because now I am living a better life - without all the guilt. And I'm going to church again, too - to cleanse my sins and to have a better future. I wish you luck in your future.
I heard the rumors that you were getting kicked out of the house. If you did, I'm so sorry to hear that. But I had to tell MY love one everything about what me and you did that night... I couldnt lie to him anymore and it was breaking my heart. I could had prevented it, but I was a slut, and a tramp. I stopped doing all of that stuff - but I also feel so horrible that YOU had to suffer from this. I know your life is hard, but also - I felt that you were using me just as Luis was also using me for your guys' sexual pleasure. I felt sick, and honestly, you dont know how much you guys hurted me - emotionally, and mentally. It was my fault too... I dont think Joel will let you off the hook, considering after that night, you changed against us and stop speaking to me COMPLETELY, it's as if you wanted for a fun time, then stop being friends. And so, in a way - NO one in the family will ever forgive me for what I've done. That's the way it has to be, because now I am living a better life - without all the guilt. And I'm going to church again, too - to cleanse my sins and to have a better future. I wish you luck in your future.
That You and Your Brother Can't Speak
Luis -
I am sorry that you and your brother cant speak to each other anymore because of me... although this is the second time this has happened, You used me so much, manipulated me to be with you - even told me you loved me - so I can share my 'good fortune' with you. I knew you never loved me but you also broke Joel's heart just as bad as I had done to him. He can NEVER trust you around any girl and that's why he will refuse to talk to you ever again. As for me, I still have Joel to talk to, he still loves me. I've gotten my STD test back and it proved that I'm clean, despite all that you put me through. I'm so glad I stopped talking to you completely, because you were NEVER a friend to begin with. I hate you now more than ever for all you've tried to do to me and Joel.
Now I hope you suffer for the rest of your life for splitting your family up as well as mine. Thanks for showing everyone what a pathetic low-life jack ass you are. And dont contact your ex anymore - she IS going to have that baby with her NEW BOYFRIEND whether you like it or not. SHE will NEVER be with you- I'm very close friends with her now. SO give it up with her - you're going to be a lonely bastard the rest of your life. I hope you are happy with your yu-gi-oh cards too, that's the ONLY thing you got left... oh, other than the LOW paying Job you have at Domino's... drop-out.
I am sorry that you and your brother cant speak to each other anymore because of me... although this is the second time this has happened, You used me so much, manipulated me to be with you - even told me you loved me - so I can share my 'good fortune' with you. I knew you never loved me but you also broke Joel's heart just as bad as I had done to him. He can NEVER trust you around any girl and that's why he will refuse to talk to you ever again. As for me, I still have Joel to talk to, he still loves me. I've gotten my STD test back and it proved that I'm clean, despite all that you put me through. I'm so glad I stopped talking to you completely, because you were NEVER a friend to begin with. I hate you now more than ever for all you've tried to do to me and Joel.
Now I hope you suffer for the rest of your life for splitting your family up as well as mine. Thanks for showing everyone what a pathetic low-life jack ass you are. And dont contact your ex anymore - she IS going to have that baby with her NEW BOYFRIEND whether you like it or not. SHE will NEVER be with you- I'm very close friends with her now. SO give it up with her - you're going to be a lonely bastard the rest of your life. I hope you are happy with your yu-gi-oh cards too, that's the ONLY thing you got left... oh, other than the LOW paying Job you have at Domino's... drop-out.
6.25.2008
Sorry I Had to Be Ugly for So Long
I am sorry that I put my effort and time in watching perverted video. that I it caused me to waste opportunities and makes me deeply grieved about what has happened and perpetuated human grief. I am detoxing because that is the first step I know how to set things right. I apologies for the money misplaced because compaigns on both sides of the conservative and liberal leguages spent money promoting there offers, adultry, dissolution, desensitized organs, demonstration, expression, fantasies, loops, hope, annilation, redemption, propaganda, objectification, dispair, sancitication, revolution, recitification. I am sorry because I made bondage that creates difficult living and our capacity to make a difference is waning because one is not supposed to hold on to repeative American crude, I feel like we need to let the dieing flesh decay, and I am sorry that life is hard to deal with when taking the safe route, preserving, and being succembed to sickness of mind, body, or spirit being mixed with contamination. I have defied good advice and never can deviate from the maximum. I contributed to nasty thinking, depraved life, I jush want things changed to anything unknown, and life restored and don't want to cause problems ever again, I would really like to give everything to be reformed in pure and Godly image, so God almighty help me, let me lead a life absolutely, excatly the way you wish. I want to people to see me just how I am and sorry I had to be ugly for so long.
6.23.2008
Attracted to Anything with a Penis
im sorry for sending those pictures to him. it was the heat of the moment and i wanted to please someone. i know now that i can probably never tell you. you mean so much to me and it was a mistake and i know that if you knew that it would hurt you alot, and i cant bring myself to do that.
im sorry. you are right. i am attracted to anything with a penis. i wanna please, and obviously guys know that because they use me for pictures so often. i wish i oculd tell you. i wish you would understand.
im sorry. you are right. i am attracted to anything with a penis. i wanna please, and obviously guys know that because they use me for pictures so often. i wish i oculd tell you. i wish you would understand.
But She Knows Everything
I'm sorry, but she knows everything. I want her on my side, because I can't stand losing you. I lied to you, and told you she has no idea, but I've been forwarding your emails to her. All of them. I'm sorry I'm manipulative, but you're even more so.
I Made the Wrong Choice
I'm sorry that so many years ago I made the wrong choice and slept with you. We were young, you were married and you just had your son. It should have never happened and I'm sorry I persued you and did that to you and your family.
6.22.2008
I Went Over to Anna's House
CC,
I'm sorry I went over to annas house and messed around with her even though we were hooking up at my house earlier tonight. I also want you to know that I never stopped loving you and that I have always loved you from the moment I met you. I hope you will be able to forgive me because your the only girl for me.
With love,
Woods
I'm sorry I went over to annas house and messed around with her even though we were hooking up at my house earlier tonight. I also want you to know that I never stopped loving you and that I have always loved you from the moment I met you. I hope you will be able to forgive me because your the only girl for me.
With love,
Woods
Using Me as a Piece of Ass
im sorry that youre an asshole. im sorry that youre just using me as a piece of ass. im sorry that i allow myself to be used like that. im sorry to my best friend who is going to ultimately get hurt in the end. im sorry that i am so selfish.
While You Run Off With My Heart
im sorry that i cant get over you. not so much sorry to you, but sorry to myself. its not fair. it really isnt. i am stuck here alone while you run off with my heart. something is wrong with me. i have people who are waiting for me to just say yes. people who are better. people who are nicer. people who really care. people who i know will treat me so much better than you ever did or ever couldve. but still. something about each of them is wrong and thats the fact that they arent you. i think im over you and then you come flying back. you plague my dreams. no matter how hard i try you still have me even though you dont want me. it hurts. i wish i could go back and have it how it was. it wasnt perfect but i was happy. you made me happy. i wanna be happy like that again. i miss it.
i miss you
i miss you
The Prick Parents
I'm sorry my parents are such prickkks.
I'm sorry all my entire family has ever done is teach me how not to be.
I'm sorry i've felt like i've had no one for so long now, that i'm okay with it.
Again, sorry
I'm sorry all my entire family has ever done is teach me how not to be.
I'm sorry i've felt like i've had no one for so long now, that i'm okay with it.
Again, sorry
6.21.2008
You Being with Your Girlfriend
C...
I'm sorry that I love you so much. I'm sorry that I can't handle you being with your girlfriend. I feel horrible that this keeps happening, but I can't change how I feel about you. I love you with all my heart, but you just don't seem to understand. I know you love me too... I just wish you could handle the fact that we're both guys. But the fact remains that I still love you, and I would give anything to make you as happy as she does. I just want to be with you so badly.... I'd give anything to be in that room with you right now.......
S
I'm sorry that I love you so much. I'm sorry that I can't handle you being with your girlfriend. I feel horrible that this keeps happening, but I can't change how I feel about you. I love you with all my heart, but you just don't seem to understand. I know you love me too... I just wish you could handle the fact that we're both guys. But the fact remains that I still love you, and I would give anything to make you as happy as she does. I just want to be with you so badly.... I'd give anything to be in that room with you right now.......
S
To Lick Her Clit Again
I'm sorry I cheated...
We got drunk and I should have come home to you. You just don't seem interested in making things whole, but at the same time continue to tell me how much you love me.
Instead of leaving, I put my hands and tongue over every inch of her body. I shouldn't have. That I know.
What really scares me is that I want to do it again and have less desire to stay with you. I know you love me. I'm trying to return that love, but even after years, find marriage with you less attractive.
I just want to lick her clit again and I shouldn't.
We got drunk and I should have come home to you. You just don't seem interested in making things whole, but at the same time continue to tell me how much you love me.
Instead of leaving, I put my hands and tongue over every inch of her body. I shouldn't have. That I know.
What really scares me is that I want to do it again and have less desire to stay with you. I know you love me. I'm trying to return that love, but even after years, find marriage with you less attractive.
I just want to lick her clit again and I shouldn't.
6.20.2008
My List of Things I'm Sorry For
being born
not going to college
not working
being a bad cook
not liking to shop
being wrong sometimes
saying the wrong things
jumping to the wrong conclusions
not going to church
not being perfect
not being able to say no
not taking care of the taxes
mismanaging the money
not communicating well
trusting people
hating most of my family
hating most people
feeling guilty
not going to college
not working
being a bad cook
not liking to shop
being wrong sometimes
saying the wrong things
jumping to the wrong conclusions
not going to church
not being perfect
not being able to say no
not taking care of the taxes
mismanaging the money
not communicating well
trusting people
hating most of my family
hating most people
feeling guilty
That I Wasted Time on Any of You
I am disappointed in realizing I was only as good as the last thing I had done for you. I was the one who would listen for hours, not judge, and try to please you, every one of you.
When I needed understanding or someone to listen to me it wasn't there. There was no response when I had a problem.
I changed the dynamics in the family when I stopped being the scape goat. I became the target of viciousness and turned your backs on me no questions asked.
You are a bunch of narcissistic self-elevaating trolls. I am sorry I wasted time on any of you.
When I needed understanding or someone to listen to me it wasn't there. There was no response when I had a problem.
I changed the dynamics in the family when I stopped being the scape goat. I became the target of viciousness and turned your backs on me no questions asked.
You are a bunch of narcissistic self-elevaating trolls. I am sorry I wasted time on any of you.
6.19.2008
6.18.2008
I Rode the Coastline and Mountain Passes
I rode the coastline and mountain passes for months shouting your name and feeling sorry for myself.There isn't a day that passes where I don't think of how things may have been different if I actually did turn right on I-75 and head to SA.I'm tired now and it's time for me to follow a different path.I am so sorry that I couldn't be the man you wanted,even if only for a little while.
I'll always miss you.
P.S. I'm also sorry if I scared you as much as you scared me.
I'll always miss you.
P.S. I'm also sorry if I scared you as much as you scared me.
6.17.2008
I Would Have Done Anything to Make You Stay
I'm sorry you weren't in love with me anymore. I'm sorry I loved you so much. I'm sorry I would have done anything to make you stay, and I'm sorry for being sorry.
I'm Sorry I'm Rambling
I'm sorry we never became what fate intended us to become. I'm sorry that I'm not good enough for you. I'm sorry that I still love you. I'm sorry that I always miss you. I'm sorry that I let you treat me like you owned me. I'm sorry I was so ignorant and naive.
I'm sorry that we aren't best friends anymore after we were for half of our lives. I'm sorry that you replaced me. I'm sorry that I've always been jealous of you. I'm sorry that you're better at me than me.
I'm sorry that I ruined us. I'm sorry that I chose him over you. I'm sorry that sorry can't even explain. I'm sorry that you don't want anything to do with me anymore. I'm sorry that we are no longer.
I'm sorry that I'm not perfect. I'm sorry that I'm not skinny. I'm sorry that you've made me hurt.
I'm sorry that you act like you don't care about me. I'm sorry that you put everyone before me. I'm sorry that I've always wanted to be you. I'm sorry that everyone likes you more than me. I'm sorry that you backstabbed me so many times and I forgave you so easily. I'm sorry that I never did anything wrong to you.
I'm sorry I am not the same person anymore. I'm sorry I don't always do what You want me to do. I'm sorry I'm not reflecting You in the best way I can. I'm sorry I have lost my faith. I'm sorry that I want it back, but don't know how to start. I'm sorry that I don't want it back. I'm sorry I feel selfish. I'm sorry I don't understand most any of it.
I'm sorry for not wanting to be sorry anymore. I'm sorry for always being sorry when I shouldn't be. I'm sorry for letting people walk all over me. I'm sorry I hate so many things in my life. I'm sorry for not always doing what I know I can. I'm sorry I'm rambling.
I'm sorry that we aren't best friends anymore after we were for half of our lives. I'm sorry that you replaced me. I'm sorry that I've always been jealous of you. I'm sorry that you're better at me than me.
I'm sorry that I ruined us. I'm sorry that I chose him over you. I'm sorry that sorry can't even explain. I'm sorry that you don't want anything to do with me anymore. I'm sorry that we are no longer.
I'm sorry that I'm not perfect. I'm sorry that I'm not skinny. I'm sorry that you've made me hurt.
I'm sorry that you act like you don't care about me. I'm sorry that you put everyone before me. I'm sorry that I've always wanted to be you. I'm sorry that everyone likes you more than me. I'm sorry that you backstabbed me so many times and I forgave you so easily. I'm sorry that I never did anything wrong to you.
I'm sorry I am not the same person anymore. I'm sorry I don't always do what You want me to do. I'm sorry I'm not reflecting You in the best way I can. I'm sorry I have lost my faith. I'm sorry that I want it back, but don't know how to start. I'm sorry that I don't want it back. I'm sorry I feel selfish. I'm sorry I don't understand most any of it.
I'm sorry for not wanting to be sorry anymore. I'm sorry for always being sorry when I shouldn't be. I'm sorry for letting people walk all over me. I'm sorry I hate so many things in my life. I'm sorry for not always doing what I know I can. I'm sorry I'm rambling.
You Were God-Awful in Bed
I'm sorry I had sex with you. You were god-awful in bed. Really, I never want to do it again with you. I'm sorry you want more and I never intend to call you back.
Imposing My Insecurities
I'm sorry I said it. I was imposing my insecurities on you, and I said it because I knew it would get to you......I'm sorry.
6.16.2008
For My Horrible Grades on Finals
I am so sorry for my horrible grades on finals. i know it will dissapoint you. and im sorry i have more fun drinking with my friends and napping than studying.
Someone Call In
I'm sorry no one is doing apologies by phone. That would be so neat to listen to, hear emotions and thoughts, raw and unique.
Someone call in! Tell us a story.
Someone call in! Tell us a story.
6.15.2008
I Had a Nervous Breakdown
I'm sorry I had a nervous breakdown and ruined a relationship that was moving way too fast anyway. I am sorry that I completely destroyed it by becoming so infuriated with you that I told everyone you were a child molestor. I miss you, and what we had, but I know in my heart it will never be again, and even if we tried it would be weird. I'm sorry we are not more compatible. I'm sorry that we didn't meet under better circumstances. I'm sorry that you thought I was fat and disgusting. I'm sorry that I let you make me feel like shit. I'm sorry our relationship was ruined.
6.13.2008
Your Mental and Emotional Abuse
I am sorry that i wasnt able to take your mental and emotional abuse. I'm sorry i wanted to repay you back so i said the same stuff back to you. im sorry you are hurt just as i was. i am sorry you feel awkward now and dont wanna talk. I am sorry you think im a cheater and a liar. I am neither but its ok to have your opinion. i am sorry that i cant deal with your insecurities so i get insecure myself. I am sorry you cannot trust me because of that dumb threesome YOU wanted. I didnt even have sex with him and your still mad. I am sorry im not like your ex and bow down to you. I am sorry im not perfect....
6.11.2008
For the Past Sixteen Years
I'm sorry I've never pleased you once for the past sixteen years. I'm still trying.
6.10.2008
A Dangerous Weight
I'm sorry to myself for not realizing my beauty before it was too late. I was so self conscious I ate myself to a dangerous weight and can't get rid of it now. What have I done? I'm so sorry.
My Heart is Heavy
forgive me please, i tried hard to be a good father and husband. i failed. my heart is heavy. you know me. i wish i could cry but i can't. all of our hearts are broke- you, me the girls. i know it is my fault. my flesh was weak. i will go on as will you guys. i am alone now and will be forever- i am so sorry. i am sad, just like you i am sad
6.08.2008
I'm Sorry She Didn't Realize
I'm sorry she told me that. Stupid how she thought it was so innocent and i just laughed when inside it tore me apart.
It's killing me, i don't know what to think.
I'm sorry she didn't realize
It's killing me, i don't know what to think.
I'm sorry she didn't realize
6.07.2008
About Kelly & John
Kelly,
I'm sorry you blame me for John leaving you. I am his wife. That didn't mean much to you when you kept chasing him, and got him to want to leave me again for you. But this time when you broke up with you, it wasn't for me. I won't give him an answer of getting back together with him, he's dirty now. He broke up with you for what and who you are. I'm sorry you blame me for him leaving you. I'm sorry you need to have your sister yell at me for you. As I told her, you can be pissed off at me all you want. I wasn't the one who played with your heart, I'm not the one who couldn't make up my mind on if he wanted you or me. I never once begged him to come back to me, nor did I ever ask him to. Not ever once. He was the one who couldn't stop calling me, texting me, IMing me. You can blame me for your loss of him, you can blame our kids for your of loss of him. And I'm sorry, but he played us both. Did you ever happen to notice, (except for this last time) but he always had his ass covered? Either he had you or he had me, he was never alone, and he was never the one who was hurt. It was always either you or I. He always made sure he didn't come out of this alone. But if you want to keep blaming me, you go ahead and knock yourself out. I'm sorry you don't blame the one who did it to you. I've never been anything but nice to you. I never talked bad about you to John, I never talked bad about you to our kids. But you did. Do you really think that made you look better in his eyes? Nope, it made him see you were an awful woman. He would tell me everything you said about me. I don't care what you think of me, but you should have cared what he thought of you, and what you said in front of our kids. Thats one of the things that made him keep coming back to me. I wasn't vengeful or hateful to someone I really didn't know. He loves my compassionate heart. You should have had one. Then maybe you would have stopped blaming the one he ran to, rather than him running. But like I said, this time he left you cause of you. I won't give him an answer. He's tainted, a liar, a cheat, a coward and a little boy, who doesn't know how to play nice with others. I'm looking for a man, who knows what it really is to treat a woman. I hope you will do the same. But you won't. You will wollow in your selfpity and blame me, and for that I pity you.
I'm sorry you blame me for John leaving you. I am his wife. That didn't mean much to you when you kept chasing him, and got him to want to leave me again for you. But this time when you broke up with you, it wasn't for me. I won't give him an answer of getting back together with him, he's dirty now. He broke up with you for what and who you are. I'm sorry you blame me for him leaving you. I'm sorry you need to have your sister yell at me for you. As I told her, you can be pissed off at me all you want. I wasn't the one who played with your heart, I'm not the one who couldn't make up my mind on if he wanted you or me. I never once begged him to come back to me, nor did I ever ask him to. Not ever once. He was the one who couldn't stop calling me, texting me, IMing me. You can blame me for your loss of him, you can blame our kids for your of loss of him. And I'm sorry, but he played us both. Did you ever happen to notice, (except for this last time) but he always had his ass covered? Either he had you or he had me, he was never alone, and he was never the one who was hurt. It was always either you or I. He always made sure he didn't come out of this alone. But if you want to keep blaming me, you go ahead and knock yourself out. I'm sorry you don't blame the one who did it to you. I've never been anything but nice to you. I never talked bad about you to John, I never talked bad about you to our kids. But you did. Do you really think that made you look better in his eyes? Nope, it made him see you were an awful woman. He would tell me everything you said about me. I don't care what you think of me, but you should have cared what he thought of you, and what you said in front of our kids. Thats one of the things that made him keep coming back to me. I wasn't vengeful or hateful to someone I really didn't know. He loves my compassionate heart. You should have had one. Then maybe you would have stopped blaming the one he ran to, rather than him running. But like I said, this time he left you cause of you. I won't give him an answer. He's tainted, a liar, a cheat, a coward and a little boy, who doesn't know how to play nice with others. I'm looking for a man, who knows what it really is to treat a woman. I hope you will do the same. But you won't. You will wollow in your selfpity and blame me, and for that I pity you.
6.05.2008
Because You Are My Life
Im sorry.
I mean it from the deepest part of my heart and soul. It will be the most tragic episode of my life I have no doubt. I cant seem to express the significance of living this life I live in a positive, genuine, and real way. The importance of self and respect for so many I have come to know and love along the way. It is THE most valuable gift of life we are given. It is so basic, so obvious, so pure and yet so rare and out of reach for so many. I want more than anything to be understood in a way I know nobody ever will, because nobody ever has. Live for now, let the past be the past, cherish family and friends for who they are, for the goodness and love they bring to life. Look ahead, focus on the positive, the happiness that is there for the taking. Im sorry for not being able to help you understand how important this is to me and to all of us. I realized today after yet another young friend died that I have to stay true and be me. I have to accept and appreciate all that touches my life. I have to be ok with me and thats a lesson that only a well lived life learns. Im sorry I cant help anyone understand but I will go on being me. I hope one day the value of love, friendship and this life we are given is as important to you as its is to me for one reason and one reason anly! Because you are my life, you are the reason, you are most important. I wish you knew, Im sorry. I love you with all that I am, all that this life is about. Its so simple, so in my face, why cant you all see????? Im sorry!!!
I mean it from the deepest part of my heart and soul. It will be the most tragic episode of my life I have no doubt. I cant seem to express the significance of living this life I live in a positive, genuine, and real way. The importance of self and respect for so many I have come to know and love along the way. It is THE most valuable gift of life we are given. It is so basic, so obvious, so pure and yet so rare and out of reach for so many. I want more than anything to be understood in a way I know nobody ever will, because nobody ever has. Live for now, let the past be the past, cherish family and friends for who they are, for the goodness and love they bring to life. Look ahead, focus on the positive, the happiness that is there for the taking. Im sorry for not being able to help you understand how important this is to me and to all of us. I realized today after yet another young friend died that I have to stay true and be me. I have to accept and appreciate all that touches my life. I have to be ok with me and thats a lesson that only a well lived life learns. Im sorry I cant help anyone understand but I will go on being me. I hope one day the value of love, friendship and this life we are given is as important to you as its is to me for one reason and one reason anly! Because you are my life, you are the reason, you are most important. I wish you knew, Im sorry. I love you with all that I am, all that this life is about. Its so simple, so in my face, why cant you all see????? Im sorry!!!
I Wouldn't Hug You Back
Dad,
I'm sorry for the time you hugged me and I wouldn't hug you back. I'm sorry for saying I hate you, and I'm more than sorry I yelled at you. I'm sorry I refused to spend Father's Day with you, and I'm sorry I ignored you. I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye. Most of all, I'm sorry it's too late. I wish it didn't take your death to make me realize how lucky I was to have a dad. I would give anything to go back to last Summer and say goodbye, if only I'd known that would be the last time I saw your face. I wish saying sorry would take away the pain and regret I have to live with for the rest of my life.
- your daughter.
I'm sorry for the time you hugged me and I wouldn't hug you back. I'm sorry for saying I hate you, and I'm more than sorry I yelled at you. I'm sorry I refused to spend Father's Day with you, and I'm sorry I ignored you. I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye. Most of all, I'm sorry it's too late. I wish it didn't take your death to make me realize how lucky I was to have a dad. I would give anything to go back to last Summer and say goodbye, if only I'd known that would be the last time I saw your face. I wish saying sorry would take away the pain and regret I have to live with for the rest of my life.
- your daughter.
Trying to End It and Then Going Back
I'm sorry I'm sleeping with your husband. I'm sorry I fell in love with him.
I'm sorry I keep trying to end it and then going back.
I'm sorry he won't leave you...
I'm sorry I keep trying to end it and then going back.
I'm sorry he won't leave you...
6.04.2008
So Called X-Female Friend
Sorry,
I am sorry I was never this rude & in-considerate, selfish, Ur actions made me do that,
Ur daily leading on me, especially just trying to prove that u cared for me, which in reality was just opposite.. I am sure u came back to me to get ur whims & fancy fulfilled .
I could always sense it, You along with your friends lead me on ,u went & told everything to him ,what ever conversation & communication we use to have..
& Again U came down telling me that “I AM SPECIAL”.. Friends don’t betray trust & faith in each other & I kept on ignoring that thinking .. positively .. which was in reality not.
I warned u on the incident before hand by passing symptoms .. but u kept on ignoring it...as if I was just being just cribbing.
You never wanted to sit with me & speak to me to explain myself on why I use to be annoyed. Reply use to be “IT’s ur decision”
But other wise.. U use to sit with this friend of urs & other person talking for hours after office timings, even u use to visit pubs with other person.. it was all deliberate.
Reality is this ..u took advantage of my accommodating nature.. which u could see & use me to be popular & prove ur worth..
sorry this way u will never be able to prove your self to any body in life.
U even never apologized in person.. & always supported ur Intimate friend ..still I didn’t learn from those things.. I guess I was In LOVE WITH YOU.. & a ASSHOLE
I now keep asking myself on Q’s.. why was I so blind even after seeing & feeling things around me.
AFTER the incident on our so called meeting u said “SIR DO NOT WORRY .WE WILL HIT THEM WHERE IT WILL HURT THEM THE MOST”…. But after that what happened..u come down & say SIR “I Cannot betray a person who has been good to me..”..wasn’t that a betrayal & Leading on.. I guess that’s why u started hiding ur-self from me.. by not even passing ur new phone no to me.. By the way who needs it now.. at least not in this life time.
U even started behaving as if I have been BAD to You & trying to prove that by telling lies to your friends.. on how I was behaving with you..
I guess I should sense that .. I now believe that what ever secrets u told me about ur SO CALLED PAST LIFE TRAGEDIES .. where Plain & PURE LIES… in order keep me TAG along to get ur whims & fancies & dirty games played & won.
U R such a”*****”” I guess no dirty word can be said about u. u are worse than that..
ALL of this on day come back to haunt u.. I will pray for that.. & I would be happy .. U cheat people in the name of friendship & relatrionship.. which u r doing it your BOYFRIEND by going around with others also(MUST HV LOST COUNT)
I am again SORRY for myself for taking most atrocious personal decision in my life by being “FRIENDS” with U.
I am not sorry for all bad words I said about u.. hope u must have read those .. I am happy at last I could express myself as what I feel about u.
Thanks to this site.
I am sorry I was never this rude & in-considerate, selfish, Ur actions made me do that,
Ur daily leading on me, especially just trying to prove that u cared for me, which in reality was just opposite.. I am sure u came back to me to get ur whims & fancy fulfilled .
I could always sense it, You along with your friends lead me on ,u went & told everything to him ,what ever conversation & communication we use to have..
& Again U came down telling me that “I AM SPECIAL”.. Friends don’t betray trust & faith in each other & I kept on ignoring that thinking .. positively .. which was in reality not.
I warned u on the incident before hand by passing symptoms .. but u kept on ignoring it...as if I was just being just cribbing.
You never wanted to sit with me & speak to me to explain myself on why I use to be annoyed. Reply use to be “IT’s ur decision”
But other wise.. U use to sit with this friend of urs & other person talking for hours after office timings, even u use to visit pubs with other person.. it was all deliberate.
Reality is this ..u took advantage of my accommodating nature.. which u could see & use me to be popular & prove ur worth..
sorry this way u will never be able to prove your self to any body in life.
U even never apologized in person.. & always supported ur Intimate friend ..still I didn’t learn from those things.. I guess I was In LOVE WITH YOU.. & a ASSHOLE
I now keep asking myself on Q’s.. why was I so blind even after seeing & feeling things around me.
AFTER the incident on our so called meeting u said “SIR DO NOT WORRY .WE WILL HIT THEM WHERE IT WILL HURT THEM THE MOST”…. But after that what happened..u come down & say SIR “I Cannot betray a person who has been good to me..”..wasn’t that a betrayal & Leading on.. I guess that’s why u started hiding ur-self from me.. by not even passing ur new phone no to me.. By the way who needs it now.. at least not in this life time.
U even started behaving as if I have been BAD to You & trying to prove that by telling lies to your friends.. on how I was behaving with you..
I guess I should sense that .. I now believe that what ever secrets u told me about ur SO CALLED PAST LIFE TRAGEDIES .. where Plain & PURE LIES… in order keep me TAG along to get ur whims & fancies & dirty games played & won.
U R such a”*****”” I guess no dirty word can be said about u. u are worse than that..
ALL of this on day come back to haunt u.. I will pray for that.. & I would be happy .. U cheat people in the name of friendship & relatrionship.. which u r doing it your BOYFRIEND by going around with others also(MUST HV LOST COUNT)
I am again SORRY for myself for taking most atrocious personal decision in my life by being “FRIENDS” with U.
I am not sorry for all bad words I said about u.. hope u must have read those .. I am happy at last I could express myself as what I feel about u.
Thanks to this site.
6.03.2008
Sorry I Didn't Sleep With You
B
I sorry I didn't sleep with you. When you asked me, I want'ed to but there were so many people there and I thought maybe you were just trying to impress the people around us.
If you still have that feeling let me know. I'll say yes the next time.
L
I sorry I didn't sleep with you. When you asked me, I want'ed to but there were so many people there and I thought maybe you were just trying to impress the people around us.
If you still have that feeling let me know. I'll say yes the next time.
L
Ten Years of Abuse
I'm sorry I've let you abuse me for the past ten years. If I had only learned to stand up for myself, you never would have gotten this bad.
I'm sorry I destroyed our relationship by being so weak and alone in this world that you had no choice but to take advantage of my disadvantages and treat me with such cruelty.
I'm sorry I've put on so much weight and become so self-concious that I make you sick.
I'm sorry you haven't felt I was worth being seen in public with, not even once in the past three years. I'm sorry you think I'm stupid.
I'm sorry I don't do a good enough job of cleaning up after you and waiting on you hand and foot.
I'm sorry I destroyed our relationship by being so weak and alone in this world that you had no choice but to take advantage of my disadvantages and treat me with such cruelty.
I'm sorry I've put on so much weight and become so self-concious that I make you sick.
I'm sorry you haven't felt I was worth being seen in public with, not even once in the past three years. I'm sorry you think I'm stupid.
I'm sorry I don't do a good enough job of cleaning up after you and waiting on you hand and foot.
6.02.2008
To the Absolute Best Parents
I'm sorry I never was good enough, and I'm sorry I'll never be good enough. You are the absolute best parents anyone ANYONE could have. I'm always coming up short and letting you down. I can never get it right. I can never admit that I'm wrong and I just don't try hard enough. I don't deserve to be in the same room as you, let alone the same house. I just wanted to say that of all the things I don't do, I do love you. You occupy the greatest part of my mind, heart, spirit, and soul, for always and eternity.
Stephanie
Stephanie
That You Still Feel Wronged
I'm sorry that I couldn't live the way you wanted me to live anymore. I'm sorry that you still feel wronged by my leaving. I'm sorry that you are taking out your frustrations by making our daughter miserable. I'm sorry that you can't take responsibility for your own actions and grow up and be happy.
6.01.2008
I Just Can't Do This Anymore
Baby,
I'm sorry but I just can't do this anymore. I love and adore you deeply, and I would give so much to just be with you always. But you can't leave your situation. We talk constantly, we share, we love, we enjoy one another's bodies like no other's. Yet, oddly enough you are committed to where you are. We send each other love texts constantly and when we are together our time goes so quickly, and you are always longing to be back with me. You tell me I am the closest person to you and have been for years. I would never ask more than you could give, and apparently you cannot give anymore. Tonight I sent you a message of you touching my soul, and when you responded you discounted what I said, and it broke my heart. Perhaps I do put too much of my love into you, but you are the most incredible man I've ever known. You are the most giving lover, and the kindest man. You adore me in a way I've always wished for. But I cannot keep you. I want someone I can keep, someone who will let me adore them back without discounting my adoration of them. I do not have you on a pedastal, as you are human, but I have always adored the man you are. But your self esteem is so low, I would guess because of the circumstances you live in. Your wife chooses to be with lots of other men except you. Or rarely you. But that is your choice. I cannot save you. You cannot save me, I want to, oh how I truly want to, and for that I am truly sorry. I love you baby, but I'm sorry but, I have to find what is right for me. Someone I can love completely, and can love me completely back. I'm sorry baby. I really want to keep you.
I'm sorry but I just can't do this anymore. I love and adore you deeply, and I would give so much to just be with you always. But you can't leave your situation. We talk constantly, we share, we love, we enjoy one another's bodies like no other's. Yet, oddly enough you are committed to where you are. We send each other love texts constantly and when we are together our time goes so quickly, and you are always longing to be back with me. You tell me I am the closest person to you and have been for years. I would never ask more than you could give, and apparently you cannot give anymore. Tonight I sent you a message of you touching my soul, and when you responded you discounted what I said, and it broke my heart. Perhaps I do put too much of my love into you, but you are the most incredible man I've ever known. You are the most giving lover, and the kindest man. You adore me in a way I've always wished for. But I cannot keep you. I want someone I can keep, someone who will let me adore them back without discounting my adoration of them. I do not have you on a pedastal, as you are human, but I have always adored the man you are. But your self esteem is so low, I would guess because of the circumstances you live in. Your wife chooses to be with lots of other men except you. Or rarely you. But that is your choice. I cannot save you. You cannot save me, I want to, oh how I truly want to, and for that I am truly sorry. I love you baby, but I'm sorry but, I have to find what is right for me. Someone I can love completely, and can love me completely back. I'm sorry baby. I really want to keep you.
Nothing To Do With What You Did
I'm sorry Daddy.. I really wish I could see you more. It's nothing to do with what you did, and I miss you every day.
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