A Thank You

This is not an apology but its a THANK YOU. Thank you to all who have posted their anonymous apologies onto this site. Without your input, I wouldn't be able to realize there are many people in this world who also has been through the same situations as I have, who gave me advice through their words without knowing it, who gave me courage to be able to apologize to those I've been meaning to speak to, who have let me cry to my heart's content because of myself and for the writer, and most of all, who's willing to share their life with me through a site.

For the ones who have written negativity on this site, I hope you understand everyone goes through the same situations in life; maybe you just haven't experienced it yet. Not everyone has the courage to confess up to their wrong doings, but at least they're remorseful enough to be apologetic about it even if it's through a site. Please be considerate to their apologies and themselves. You never know, they might be the person who's next to you on the streets, or a person you know.

Thank you, all of your apologies have made a great impact on my emotions and my life.

What a Good Father You Were

I'm sorry that I wasn't appreciative of what a good father you were. I'm sorry that you felt like you were never enough for me. I'm sorry that I was mean about your family. I'm sorry that you were never happy. But I'm not sorry that we made three wonderful children and that I love you.

I'm sorry that I let you treat me so badly by staying with you and I'm sorry that you are so miserable.

So Caught Up in the Fantasy

P,

I think of you often and the naivety that led you down a path you never expected to go. I'm sorry you were so caught up in the fantasy, you couldn't see it was a costly game of reality.

I remember the talks we had about her, they weren't always pretty. Deep down you must have known what she was capable of. But, your heart saw through it and never once acknowledged the inevitable consequences.

I wish you would have leant me more time to talk with you. I'm sorry through all of this you lost the people you held dear. I hope for the life of you, you are half as strong as you were to get there.

I Will Do Anything To Make This Work

I'm sorry that I cheated on you. When the sun goes down I lose my mind with regret and grief. I feel like I don't even know the person who did this to you... but it was me. It only made me realize how much I love you. I was drunk and lonely and I have issues with men, issues that you've erased until now. I was good, baby. I was good for so long. You made me want to be a better woman and so I was. But then I ruined it all. I pray that it's not too late. I am weak- so very, very weak. I am so, so sorry that I hurt you. I want to end the cycle of betrayal that my father left me with. I can't bear to hurt you. I can't bear to see a look of pain on your face. You are the only man who has ever loved me. You are the only man I can ever love. We are meant for each other. I pray every night for forgiveness. If you are sick, I want to heal you. You don't deserve this. You've had enough pain in your life. I pray to God that I will never have to tell you. You are my everything. I will do anything to make this work. I love you so much. Forever and ever. I'm sorry.

Sorry Seems to Be the Hardest Word

Dear S.R.

Well its come down to this hasnt it? I am sorry....wait...i think we are both sorry it has.

I just want to move on with my life...as you do to....

I am sorry it had to end this way...we did have quite a few good laughs and good times along the way....but unfortunatly I think we both only remember the bad times right now.

I am sorry...it couldnt work...as much as we both tried and tried....neither one of us could get past our ego's.

I am sorry for hurting both you and me.

I hope you are sorry too, and maybe ... in the future...we can be friends again.

Like Elton John says,,,,"Sorry seems to be the hardest word"

Well I have learned over the past 16 months to say it. I hope you can too.

Sorry.

D

I Hope I Haven't Lost You Forever

I'm not sorry for loving you. You are truly amazing.

I'm sorry for not trusting you and doubting you. I'm sorry that you can't see what you're missing and don't understand the extent at which I would give up the world for you. Just because you're worth it.

I'm sorry I made a terrible mistake, but I hope I haven't lost you forever...

That I Have Loved You 3 Years Ago

I am sorry that I have loved you 3 years ago and fell deeply in love with you...

I am sorry that I care about you so much that I stoped caring about anythinh else...

I am sorry that I never got to tell you hom much I love you...

I am sorry that I wasted my time with you...

I am sorry for the days,weeks,months,years I wasted believing that you luved me as much as I luved u...

I am sorry that I was such an idiot not noticing you were jst playing with me and didn't hav any feelings me...

I am sorry that when I knew about that I still carried the feelings I had with me...

I am sorry that after 7 months not talking to you and was trying to move on, you suddenly called and apologised for hurting me!

I am sorry that I forgave you...

I am sorry that you asked me to be your friend after that and I agreed...

I am sorry that when you asked me to tell a girl that you like her I couldn't!

I am sorry that I tried but failed to make you happy!

I am so sorry that I luv you!

I Am Weak for You

So sorry. It's been so many months, and yet... I linger. I keep trying to wander off, to walk away, to separate myself. I apologize; I am weak for you.

Back in the 1970s

L- I betrayed our friendship back in the 1970s. I don't know whether you ever forgave ME, but I am STILL trying to forgive myself. I came to understand that I thought so little of myself that I didn't think my actions could hurt anyone; I felt invisible. I am so, so sorry.

K - You didn't even know me, yet I betrayed you. I once planted a tree at Yosemite in the hopes that a gift to the earth would be a gift to the Universe and somehow redeem me.

To anyone I've ever hurt due to my selfishness or insecurities, I apologize with my whole heart. I can't make it up to you; I can only live consciously now.

Never to Change

Im Sorry For All Thats Happend.

Im Sorry For Everything.

Im Sorry For Falling In Love With You.

And Putting You Thru All I Did.

You Said Yhu Fell For Me Tu.

Which I Generally Belive You Did.

But The Age Was A Problem.

Now Things Have Changed.

We dont Talk The Way We Used To.

I Say I Dont Luv You AnyMore.

Im A Lieing Idiot.

I Do.

I Know You Dont Feel The Same AnyMore.

Just The Way You Speak.

You Dont Look At Me In That Way Anymore.

But I Wish You Did.

We Were unrealistic from The Start.

It Was Never Going To Work.

Although, Looking Back Now, It Seemed

At The Time, We Were Made For Eachother.

I Told You Secrets.

You Told Me Yours.

Maybe I Dont Miss You

Maybe I Just Miss The Things We Said

How You Made Me Feel.

The Acts.

Im Sorry For Lieing.

Although The Magics Gone.

I Love You Always.

Never To Change.

Rest in Peace, Blossom

i'm sorry i had to make the hardest decision of my life and put my dog to sleep today. rest in peace, blossom.

Oprah Says You Must Forgive

I am sorry for what I did. It was a mistake of head over heart. I cannot tell you the sadness I have. I will never be able to forgive myself, so now it seems silly to try to have you forgive me, but I try.

They say on tv shows like oprah that you must forgive, and people forgive the people causing them pain their whole life, but what would some one like oprah know about our problems? If you don't forgive me my whole life that is fine but I want you to know I am terrably sorry.

No Guts to Say Goodbye

I am sorry to say that u still have no guts to say "goodbye" and have the closure between us.. I have already said "goodbye" thru E-mail,U still feel that U will come back to me for your own selfsih & manipulatives reasons.. do not try that ever.

Feelings Lost

I used to think I was so strong

Never faltering, never showing

Outward signs of any feeling

No hope, no joy, no love

Only a blank stare, a blank soul

Now I realize I was going through life

Not caring, not knowing, not even

Feeling all there is to feel

And now because of you, there’s nothing left to feel, to know, to wonder

All I have now is

A lost, broken spirit devoid of all hope

A cold, icy heart devoid of warmth

And there is nothing left to feel.

I'm sorry that I let you get under my skin...I'm sorry, but I thought that you

liked me.

I'm sorry for being me.

For Being Angry All the Time

I'm sorry, sorry for being angry all the time, sorry for being jelous, sorry for saying disgusting things to you, about you, and about your family, sorry that I wasnt the one that would be your angel.

Last Time, I'm Sorry

Why do i constantly find myself apologising?!?

It's not my fault anymore. Because i took that blame and i dealt with it. You need to get over it/yourself.

I'm not sorry.

You should be sorry. I hope one day you'll be a big enough person to realise that the mistakes wern't all my side. I hope one day you'll find the stregnth to apologise.

I'm sorry i have to wait for that day. I'm sorry i worry it will never come.

But i'm not sorry for what happened.

Please, get over it.

Today more than ever.

Realise.

Because i know that today you think i'm not thinking of you, but i am. Yesterday, Tomorrow and Today.

Okay, last time. I'm sorry.

Everyone makes mistakes. But it's how we rectify those mistakes that define us.

A Shadow of the Person I Fell in Love With

D- I am sorry that I fell in love you. I am sorry I'm still in love with you. You are a shadow of the person I fell in love with. I'm sorry that I let you reel me back in countless times. I'm sorry I always trusted you. I'm sorry you're going to spend the rest of your life with someone you care about but aren't in love with. I'm sorry you let go the best love you will ever have in your life.

My Heart Burns with Love and Regret

I'm sorry I had you. I never wanted you in the beginning. Now I'm trapped and have to play this part of father. Now you have to deal with my mistakes because of her manipulations. I want to be good to you. I want to be a good person to you and don't know how. The times I see you are too few and far between. For this and I am sorry. My heart burns with love and regret. Please forgive me.

So in Love

I am so in love with you.

I'm sorry.

When There Really is No Me

I'm sorry I made you love me, when there really is no me. you are in love with someone that does not exist. the sad part is the real me does love you more than anything. i wish i could be her for you.

That I Flipped Out

I'm sorry that I flipped out on you last night. I said some really mean things and I admit that I was just trying to manipulate you to try to make myself feel better. The truth is that I need to take responsibility for my own happiness and quit blaming you for my misery. You have done nothing but be a great guy and love me and care for me for the past three years--faithfully and compassionately. Sometimes I'm just so scared, impatient, selfish, and confused. I want things to be different that cannot be different and I think that life is not fair, I blame it on you but its not your fault. It's nobody's fault. We've both have made mistakes in our past that we have to deal with now, we can rewind time no matter how much I want to. Even though I get so angry and frustrated sometimes I hope you know that I do love you, I do want to marry you, I know deep inside we can get through this. Things aren't really that bad, but my mind gets stuck sometimes, I get obsessive about those old thought patterns. I'm so sorry I put you through all those nights of endless irrationality and fights. I'm so sorry that you have to feel bad because you don't understand how to fix you. It's not your fault. It's my fault. And I promise I'll try harder now. This has got to stop.

A Rippling Impact on Your Psyche

I am sorry I wrote that letter to the editor regarding your annoying habits at work. I had no idea they would have such a rippling impact on your psyche. Please consider this a retraction!

Sorry in Sorrysville

More Than Just Meaningless Sex

i regret sleeping with u last saturdaY. honestly, i dont enjoy sex that much n i think that sex is over rated. i know that for some weird reason u were thinking that i was afraid of getting laid but its not that. the only reason i went into ur room was coz i didnt want to sleep alone. i respect u for who u are and ur lifestyle, but i regret u using me improve ur own little resume. i know we're better friends and something more than just meaningless sex.

An Issue of Trust

I'm sorry I can't trust you. I've tried, but it did not work. I know I need to et the past go, but as I do it seems something happens again. I'm sorry. I know it's me who needs to leave this behind but I'm sorry It's still there.

That I Have Ruined Your Life

BW -

I am so sorry that i have ruined your life. I feel your pain everyday. I know that all you want are your children, and I am holding you from everday contact.

I know that you try to protect me from your time with them...but the lies...oh God the lies. I can not take it anymore. You are not protecting me...you are hurting me more than you can imagine.

I have never loved anyone the way I love you, and I need to be loved that way in return.

I know what it is that I need to do, but I do not have the courage. I feel there is only one way to escape this constant hurt, loneliness, and heartbreak.

Please just know that I love you...Oh God, I love you. Carry that with you everyday!

But Jesus Makes Me Feel Uneasy

DAD!

im sorry but jesus makes me feel uneasy... i had always thought he is creepy even as a kid, those scary dreams i never discussed includes him... and i dont wanna say anything about this or talk about this because you are the head of the church dad.

DAUGHTER

In the Rain by the River

J- I am sorry that I wasn't able to give all of myself to you. I am sorry that I held reason higher then my heart and still ache when thinking of you holding me in the rain by the river. I am sorry for the loss of a beautiful and passionate love.

That I've Given You a False Sense of Security

I am sorry that i have given you a false sense of security by making you believe you are the only man in my life right now. The truth is that my 2nd option is really the serious one to contend with, and even though I have not slept with him, he has been a constant for a number of years, and I have shared very many intimate moments with him, as recent as last week. I really think that if we lived in the same country, this would all be different. I am sorry that in the meantime, I have been weak and dishonest, and have not hunoured you at all.

For Not Loving You

I'm sorry I can't love you. I don't know if it's because we got off on the wrong foot in the beginning and I couldn't trust you after that, but I'm sorry I can't love you. I wish that I could because I want to so badly, I love you, I'm just not in love with you. I wish that I could be. I want to be. I'm sorry that we continued to see each other without "that spark" until you had to let me go. But you did so many horrible things... but I still wish I could love you, but I don't. I think that maybe if I was able to loved you things would be different. I wasn't ready for another relationship, but I wanted to be because I crave that wonderful connection you have with someone when you're in love. I wish I could've had that connection with you. I don't know why I didn't, or why I couldn't, cause I wanted to so bad. I'm sorry.

I'm also sorry that I feel the need to apologize for not loving you, after everything you did. Forgetting my birthday, your constant head games, sneaking behind my back countless amounts of times with your ex, and whoever else. Then blaming all of our problems on me, making me feel guilty. Well I'm sorry that I got involved with another one of your type.

I'm Sorry You Don't Take Yours

L- I am sorry I believed you when you told me you loved me and wanted to be with me. I'm even more sorry that i betrayed one of my best friends just to be with you. You used me, and then when you were finished with me you left me to take the fall for everything. I fully take my share of responsibility, I'm sorry you don't take yours. It will haunt you one day, trust me. I am sorry I lost one of my best friends because I believed what you told me. I am also soooo sorry that for some reason I still love you. I am hoping that will pass....all in good time I pray!!

Why Did it Take You So Long to Say It

I am sorry to have not realized sooner that I have been in your way and to have cramped your style for the past 9 years, as you put it. Then who is the fool, why did it take you so long to say it.

I Wish I Loved You

I am sorry I pretended to love you when I did not. I felt if I pretended long enough I would truly feel that way. You are a good person and I cannot tell you how much I wish I loved you beyond words. I am sorry I do not.

How Important You Were to Me

I am so sorry you never knew how important you were to me. I am sorry I loved you because of who you truly were. It makes me sad because if I had known I would have altered my behavior.

I Let My Imagination Run Wild

I'm sorry that I let my imagination run wild about the total stranger in the car next to me at lunch today. He was so attractive, I just couldn't help but fantasize about feeling his prickly beard all over me when he kissed me. I thought about meeting him there every day and having sex in the back of his SUV. You know that I would never ever act on this, but I feel terrible that I let my mind wander off so far (and with such great detail). I love you.

All I Do is Update My Blog

I'm sorry that I never get any work done because all I do is update my blog, read others blogs and dream about going on vacation. I hate this job and I'm sorry I ever accepted it. To be honest, I only took it for the money. I've come to realize that it's so not worth even that. I'm sorry I waste your money and time working here.

I Have a BF

I am sorry that I have never told you that i have a bf. I am sorry for pretending that I love you when i did not anymore. I am sorry that I forced you to break up with me. I am really sorry.

Please Forgive This Stupid Girl

I'm so sorry baby...

That we live so far away from eachother.

That I can't be there to hold you when you're hurt.

That we always want to be in eachother's arms but know that we can't until a very long five years.

That every other couple can walk together holding hands while we have to hold our hands to our heart to feel eachother's warmth.

That I act stupid sometimes when I'm sad and I take it out on you when I don't mean to.

That I get mad or jealous of the girls that are after you.

That I keep crying like a baby over ever little thing.

That you have to waste so much of your energy to make me smile.

That I get so selfish over you that I don't ever want to stop talking to you.

That I wake you up in the morning so you're not late to school and annoy you so much until you're in the shower.

That my parents don't want me talking to you.

That the only way we can talk is by you texting my email.

That the only way we can see eachother is through pictures we've taken.

That the only time I can hear your voice is when my dad isn't around.

That the only time we've ever been in eachother's arms is in our dreams.

That I can't help you when you need me most.

That I can't kiss your tears away.

That I can't make that frown turn upside down.

That I can't sleep the night away with you.

That I can't come with you to your prom or you can't come with me to mine.

That we will never be able to eachother graduate.

That I put you through so much stress.

That I keep talking about my past when I should just shut up.

That I'm always quiet because I want to hear your voice.

That I tell you to do this and that and sound like a mom.

That I get scared all the time.

That I tell you I'm okay when I'm really not.

I'm sorry that I hate the words "Ok" and "whatever" when I really don't know why and I don't think I've ever told you.

That I can't show you how much I deeply love you.

That everyone wants us to be separated.

That we have to defend our relationship.

That no one will ever understand how much we love eachother.

That I have to leave you for five long years.

That we have to suffer without being able to see eachother or hold eachother for those long years.

I'm sorry you get hurt so much from your past,your family,your friends,and me.

That I had a stupid dream of becoming a doctor and because of that I have to leave your side for so long.

That I'm never going to be that perfect girl that you so deserve.

That I have so many sorries to tell you.

My love, through all these sorries, there is one thing I will never ever be sorry about. And this is, falling madly in love with you. Though I'll be miles away...though I won't be able to share those special moments with you. Though I'll never be able to hold you close to me for those long years...I swear I'll make it up to you, I swear I'll give you my all, I swear I'll never leave your side again.

I love you baby, please forgive this stupid girl :'(.

Ruining Everything

Im sorry I get drunk and ruin everything.

To Mash

Mash im so sry 4 bein a bitch. i ges i jus didnt lyk u angin round er. im sry 4 hurtinu while we wernt 2gether. u wer ryt nt bein my m8. love u alwayz

That I Fear Rejection

im sorry for lying about being sexually abused, and about being raped. im also sorry for lying constantly about everything and nothing at the same time for what i thought was no apparent reason. i finally figured out why i did it. i was adopted, and i didn't know why it all hurt so much so i felt the need to make up reasons for why it hurt so much, so that you would know that i was really hurting, and so you would not brush it off as not that bad. i guess when you are adopted you feel lost and alone and you hurt alot an it's all a normal result. i never knew that's why i felt the way i did though, and for making those "reasons" up i am honestly sorry. and im sorry that i fear rejection to much to actually tell you.

The Loss of Ronnie

I am sorry to hear about the loss of Ronnie, your brother, I am sorry I cannot tell you this in person. I wish I could be there because I know this brings up a lot of old memories, but know that I am praying for you to recover from this and to pull through it all. This was a really horrible thing to hear, and I just hope you all are doing okay. My prayers are with you and I truly am sorry to hear such painful news.

I Couldn't Say I Loved You Back

im sorry that i hurt you so badly that you decided to join the military and leave to iraq. i met you the same time i met my boyfriend. it was bad timing..but im sorry i would call you and talk about how he would cheat on me...and im sorry i never listened to you. im sorry i asked you to take me out that night. we both felt worthless after we kissed. i am sorry you didnt get to know me better as a person. and im sorry i was never there for you when you were there everytime i needed you. i sorry that i couldnt help you to make better decisions because you were always getting in trouble. i am sorry that im probably never going to see you again..if you ever make it back home. i am sorry i took advantage of you when i knew i was someone you could love. and i am especially sorry that i couldnt say i loved you back.

That I'm Starting to Hate You Now

Michael,

I still love you. I'm sorry that I cheated on you and I could never get up the courage to tell you and that I threatened to break up with you and then was shocked when you took me seriously and broke up with me.

I'm sorry that I complained about it. I'm sorry that I'm starting to hate you now. I'm sorry that I've made fun of you, and that I only ever fantasized about fucking your best friend. I really, really loved you. And I still do. I'm making my final attempt right now to get over everything and move on.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

Maybe I Had a Reason to Cry

I'm sorry i made that stupid decision. I was drunk and the alcohol influenced my thouhts. I'm sorry she read it.

I'm sorry that i cried but i'm even more sorry that you thought i was crying because of the alcohol. Maybe i had a reason to cry.

I'm sorry you'll never know i overdosed the other night. I'm sorry it didn't work and i just woke up with a headache.

I'm sorry that i feel like death is my only way out and would take it gladly.

I hope you read this and know it's me. I am so sorry, if i could take all of it back, i would.

I'm sorry i'm not strong enough to face out when i fuck up, and that i'd rather face death. Again, sorry.

My Lie, My Experiment, My Life

I'm sorry that I let you live my lie, my experiment, my life. I'm sorry that I was so attracted to pain and depression that I kept you down. I'm sorry that I didn't love you enough. I'm sorry that I didn't take better care of you. I'm sorry that I let others lie to you and never stood up for you. I'm sorry that I let them step all over you. I'm sorry for pretending to be strong when I was weaker than weak. I'm sorry that I broke you. These words might not mean much but I had to say them. The best kind of apology is the promise not to do it again, and I promise I'll never do that to you again. For you are my one and only heart...my one and only soul.

On the Allowance of Comments

I'm sorry the owner of this blog has chosen to allow comments to the apology posts. That kind of takes away the feeling of anonymity, when you know that some stranger can come along and scold you or pass judgment (good or bad) upon you, without having any knowledge of the context of your situation or anything to go on besides what may be a few cryptic lines of text. I'm also sorry for those people who seem compelled to comment on the apologies of strangers and act as though they have all the answers or know everything about the people and situations these apologies apply to. You can't get much more arrogant than that! I pity the people in your lives, if you are so judgmental and shallow in the offline world, too, that you judge those around you by a handful of words or one glance. That's about all you get, here.

The December Kiss

To my best friend,

I'm sorry that I kissed you in December and now we're not friends anymore. I accept my part of the blame. I hope you forgive me.

Sorry I Got Involved with You

I'm sorry I got involved with you. You were my friend's boyfriend, even if you say you weren't. You are her baby's daddy and you spend time with her every single day and still sleep with her whenever you feel like it. I'm sorry that I was too blind to see things for what they really were. I'm sorry that I ever fooled myself into thinking that you were falling for me. When you told me all the things about her that bother you I thought you were telling me you didn't like her. I thought that you were falling for me. I'm sorry that I allowed my desire to have love in my life make me stupid. But more than anything else I'm sorry that I will never feel your arms around me again.

Me, Your Boyfriend, Resentment

I'm sorry that I slept with your boyfriend for three years. I'm sorry that I was jealous of your relationship with him and resented you for it.

I Didn't Hold You When You Were Sick

To my mother,

I'm sorry I didn't hold you when you were sick. I didn't do it to be mean. It was just that I kept you at arm's length for so many years because of the way you treated me when I was growing up. You hurt me so many times that I learned to distance myself from you...I kind of went numb inside when things got too intense. I do it even when I'm dealing with others and things get intense. It's self-protection. If I'd known you were dying I would have found it within myself to hold you. I'm sorry I let past hurts get in the way of being compassionate. Now you're gone and I have to deal with this regret for the rest of my life.

I'm sorry.

Please forgive me.

Sorry I Chose Bill Over You

I'm sorry for the way I acted when you told me you thought you loved me all those years ago. I'm sorry that I acted cowardly in the face of your bravery. When you told me you loved me and you thought I was the kind of girl you wanted to marry it scared me. Strange that it should scare me when it was all I'd wanted for so long. I'm sorry I chose Bill over you--he was nothing compared to you. It was the wrong choice and I lived to regret it. I've regretted it for years. I'm sorry that I didn't know how to tell you that then and I still don't...25 years later.

Friendless in Atlanta

i feel sorry for myself because no one ever wants to be my friend here in atlanta. i still await the reason as to why.

That We Aren't a Better Couple

I'm sorry that we aren't a better couple. I simply don't agree with you on so many points. I feel ignored and unloved. I'm sorry if I make you feel bad when I'm trying to address it. I'm also sorry that it's going to eventually lead to our break up. I really am sorry, but I simply can't deal with this for much longer.

D.

From Your One and Only Daughter

hey ma

im sorry i called you a slut... i didnt mean it... you are the best mom can anyone have... and im sorry you have to face the crap i put you through... when i go home im gonna make you real proud. i love you mom

your one and only daughter

I Built a Wall Between Us

Caitlin,

I'm sorry. I don't even know where to begin. I'm sorry I built a wall between us. I'm sorry that I crawl into myself and refuse to come out. I'm sorry I'm never there when you need me. I'm sorry for every lie I've ever told you, and every truth I dared not utter. I'm sorry I disappoint you. I'm sorry I haven't been everything you want me to be. I'm sorry I betrayed your trust. I'm sorry for every other person I've ever been physical with. I'm sorry for her. I'm sorry for my insecurities, and how they manifested. I am so very sorry for every time I've killed you, for every wound I've caused. It hurts me to think about, but if I could double my pain to ease yours, I would gladly. Living without you would hollow my heart, but if it's what will make you whole again, I accept. I hope, however, that the thing that will make you whole is my love. I can be the man you deserve. I know I can.

I'm sorry.

That You Had to Bury Your Hurts

I'm sorry you couldn't see what those who loved you could. I'm saddened that you had to bury your hurts. I hope one day you can allow yourself to grieve and find peace with the pain that lingers in your heart.

Dear Ex-Girlfriend

dear ex girlfriend

i'm sorry i cheated and lied and didn't make you feel loved or important. i wasn't thinking straight. i miss you everyday. leaving me was probably a good idea.

To Starbucks

dear starbucks and former employer.

im sorry that i stole stuff from you, most of it pointless, like sharpies and food that you would probably throw away anyways. i also gave people decaf if they asked for caffinated. my friends also stole your syrup and sold it on ebay... you really werent a great employer but i am sorry. kinda

Trying to Turn it Around

dear mom and dad,

im sorry that i screwed up so bad. i have really been trying to turn it around honest. i cost you both a lot of money we didnt really have and put you under tremendous stress. i'm sorry, i never thought it would happen like this and i hope that one day i can make it all up to you. i love you both so much

- your daughter

Too Fat to Fall in Love With

I'm sorry that I think you are too fat to fall in love with. I really do believe that attraction is a huge part of a relationship, and I'm not attracted to you because you are overweight. I can't change what I feel... Why is it such a hard thing to lose the weight?

Also.. I slept with my ex over break.. and I want to do it again.. I know that you and I arent going out, but I also know how much you love me and how much it would kill you if you found out. So I'm sorry for my insecurities and that I want someone who will never want or love me like you do every day.

I'm also sorry to Dr. G, my pharm teacher- I really don't think that your class is worth the 2 hours, and you waste my time. I'm sorry it hurts your feelings, and I didn't mean to hurt you, but get over it. I'm not the only one not paying attention!

Never Friends Again

I'm sorry I have betrayed you again. Never meant to fall in love with her. I miss you, but I know we will never be able to be friends again. And I am so sorry!

Plans to Have Casual Oral

In advance...I'd like to apologize for my plans to have casual oral with a friend.

To my parents, I know I told you I'd do better...but I guess I'm just good at letting you guys down at this point in life.

To my ex-boyfriend and best friend, I know that you're expecting us to get back together, but I'm leaving soon, and odds of us ever seeing each other again are...rather slim.

To my friends who have no idea what kind of person I apparently really am, well, need I say more?

To the guy, in case I end up changing my mind and not going through with it, although I doubt that that will happen, even though I kind of wish it could.

To his parents, I feel like I influenced him into it. Don't ask me how, I really don't know how to explain...

To myself, I know I can do better with my life; there's still a lot of it ahead of me. And I know I'm going to regret this later. Here's to not listening to my better judgment, heh.

But We Were in Love

i'm sorry for being such a bitch. i know that u fell in love with me first and i followed only late after. but we were in love. and believe it or not i loved u much as u loved me. i'm sorry we couldnt put our differences aside. we were both in a phase where we were exploring ourselves and i dont blame u for sticking to being who u wanted to be. i know i am what i am today at the sacrifice of our relationship. i hope u can forgive me for that.

*me

For PJF

This is for pjf whom I owe an apology and a bit of gratitude. I now feel it is time to say what I've wanted to say and couldn't until now.

Recently I've been through many changes in my life and thoughts of you are heavy on my mind. It is important for me to say what has taken a long time to come to terms with. We were severed from each other in a way that I never dreamed could happen. There was so much left unsaid and I understand that can only remain as it is.

We had a very special bond that cannot be compared to anyone I’ve ever known. In the couple of years we knew each other you taught me invaluable lessons about myself. You were there unfailingly through many struggles and accomplishments never wavering your confidence in me. For once in my lifetime, I shined. You helped me to feel valued and appreciated unconditionally. Your sincerity was true and it opened up doors that I hadn’t found the key to until you taught me where to look. For that I want to express my gratitude.

My apology to you old friend is that I’m sorry for the harsh words I said during the whole ugly mess. I felt so lost, hurt and abandoned from every angle. I’m not sure you ever realized how much your presence in my life meant to me. It was an emotional rollercoaster like I'd never known before.

I fought to keep the goodness we shared; instead I helped to destroy it. I’ve lived with much regret from any pain I may have caused you. I know you tried hard to limit the hurt and I do realize you had no choice but to walk away. I hope you can understand how I felt and forgive me in your own way. And please know that I didn't lash out because I hated you; it was because I’d lost you.

For All the People I Have Hurt

I want to make several apologies for all the people i have hurt in my life:

1. Mom and Dad...

I am sorry for being a lousey daughter while I was growing up. I am sorry I did drugs, drank, had sex at 16, stole money and alcohol from you, and that I secretly wished you were not my parents anymore.

2. Cathy S....

I am sorry I called you fat and ugly all those years. I am sorry for the way I treated you. You were a real friend back then and I was a kid and i didnt see it. I hope you are doing well.

3. The Beauty Barn....

I am sorry that I stole all that stuff from your store before I was getting married...but I was poor and couldnt afford anything. I know you are out of biz now, but if i could pay you back I would.

5. Susan C....

I am sorry I called you stupid names in college...I really did love your guts...

6. My ex inlaws A and B...G and D...

I am sorry I hated you and talked poorly about you all those years I was married to your son. I miss you all.

7. Jimmy....

I am sorry I divorced after 16 yrs together...I am sorry I broke your heart...If I could take the pain away I would...I miss your friendship.

8. S...

I am sorry I didnt urge you to get help years ago. You are in desperate need of couceling and I am sorry I cant make you go.

9. The bank....

I am sorry I left when things got rough...I am sorry I wasnt a great employee, but I was going through a terrible time and I didnt know how to deal with it...

10. Maria....

I am sorry we lost touch....It was all my doing because you know who didnt want me to be friends with you....

11. My entire family...

I am sorry for all the drama I put you all through over the last three years. I want to thank you for all your love and support...I am sorry that I cant pay you back right now...but I will in time.

12. My dog....

I am sorry I have to work two jobs and cant always be there to play with you...Things will get better soon.

And to the rest of the world...to anyone I didnt mention...please accept my apology for being a bitch. I am a different person now....I will try to make it all up to you.

Thank you for listening...

ME

Nobody Wants Me

i'm sorry nobody wants me.

I've Learned to Tune You Out

I'm sorry for being so selfish. I don't mean to ignore you... but after 10 years of blah, blah, blah, and constant yelling... I've learned to tune you out. I know that isn't right... but it's the only way I can keep myself sane.

You hate the world. You seem to hate everything, and everyone around you. Nothing ever seems to be good enough for you... including me.

So Much Hurt in the World

I'm sorry that there's so much hurt in the world, that we make our lives such a mess. I'm sorry that it's so hard for us to understand that the best thing that we can do is just love each other and truly put other people's needs before our own.

I'm sorry that we have screwed up religion and the message of Jesus so badly that we can't see that love like that was all He ever wanted us to do... once we do that, the rest just comes naturally.

I Kissed My Ex

I'm sorry i kissed my ex (who is also my best friends crush) yesterday.

I know it would upset you if you knew, i'll never be able to apologise in person for this because i'm too scared of losing you.

I love you, i'm just stupid and insecure.

Sorry You Got So Mad Last Night

I'm sorry you got so mad last night.

You do stupid things when you're angry, you only wake up mad.

I know you regretted it this morning, but i also know you're too much of a selfish coward to ever admit you were wrong.

You're pushing everyone away, i hope you realise soon.

I love you x

It Still Gets Out

I'm sorry that my secret isn't as secret as i thought it'd be...

I didn't want that many people to tell, but it just goes to show that even when you tell the people you think you can trust; it still gets out.

Just to Reassure My Own Insecurity

I'm sorry i kissed him yesterday, i don't feel too guilty, but i know i shouldn't of done it. I'm sorry i cheated on you twice now, and sorry i probably will more, just to reassure my own insecurity.

Someday I Hope to Stop This

I'm sorry that you cheated on me. I'm even more sorry that I stayed with you because there was a small part of me that hated you. I'm sorry that I wanted to use that hatred to end things and feel fine while you would suffer. I'm not sorry that I trusted you like a child before I even knew you...I felt alive. I am sorry that I want that feeling back and it's no longer there. I'm sorry that I search your ex's profile everyday just to find some sign that you may be cheating again. I'm sorry that I don't trust you.

I'm sorry that I see the worst part of myself when I look at you and someday I hope to stop this.

Sorry.Sorry.Sorry.

Get Help

I'm sorry that you are an alcoholic loser who is gay. and who cheated on me. get help. and dont lie.

Our Generation

I'm sorry that you're all too chickenshit to apologize to those who are owed it in person. I'm sorry that our generation relies on the internet for such. I'm sorry I wasted my time typing this.

For Behaving So Poorly

I'm sorry for behaving so poorly. I do think we bring out the worst in each other - or at least I hope that's it - because the alternative is that you really are a jerk and I really am nuts. And so, although I miss you, it's probably for the best that we don't speak again. Nevertheless, I want to say I'm sorry for how I behaved. All my insecurities and uncertainties came out in the worst possible ways.

Goodbye.

We Can Grow Close Once Again

I'm sorry we didn't work out this time around. i do still love you...as much as I can right now. i was hurt and I'm still coming to terms with loving myself and that makes it difficult to show love for someone else. I'm sorry you often felt like I didn't care or I didn't show it. I only hope that we can grow close once again. I miss you.

That I Called Your Son Gay

I'm so sorry that I called your son gay. I didn't mean it, and hell, who knew you would be in front of me?

Please consider my apology!!!

While We Were Going Out

I'm sorry for cheating on you while we were going out. I'm sorry for all those lies, all those times when I tried to convince you that my ex-girlfriend was the psychopath and not me. I'm sorry for trying to put you two against each other. I will not try and make excuses. I regret. I apologize. I'm sorry.

For Acting Crazy

I am sorry for every lie I told you. I am sorry for being scared. I am sorry for not loving you the best I could. I am sorry for taking you for granted. I am sorry for acting crazy. I am sorry I let you go.

Something Not Worth Your Effort

dear Dad,

I'm sorry I didn't turn out to be what you had in mind. I'm sorry I'm not as smart or as athletic as you when you were my age. I'm sorry I screwed up every opportunity you gave me to study. I know I'm your only son and I cant blame you for having high expectations. I'm sorry you wasted your life providing for something not worth your effort.

Your son.

FR

For Tuning You Out

i'm sorry for spending too much of my time with people who didn't deserve it, and tuning you out of my life. i'm sorry for being flakey more than once, and taking my bad days out on you. i take not hearing from you that you haven't forgiven me yet. things can go back to how they were if you would just call me. i hate not having you in my life. and this can be fixed. promise.

Big Hunky New Daddy

I'm sorry that you made me have sex with you and got you pregnant. I will be a good dad! Just please promise me you wont leave me for that lesbian chick!!!!!!!

Love,

Big Hunky New Daddy

For Not Apologizing About It

I'm sorry that I've been taking my frustrations out on you. I'm so sorry that you've gone to sleep crying because of me. I'm sorry for hurting you, and I'm really sorry for not apologizing about it. Most of all, I'm sorry that I've cause so many bad things in your life.

Tired of My Friends

I'm sorry I got so boring. We used to have a lot of fun going out on the weekends, getting drunk, going to concerts, parties, whatever. Now I just want to be alone and go to bed early. I just don't feel like it anymore. Everyones so desperate to get fucked up. I'm sorry for being so hateful, and for being a bad friend, and basically abandoning you. I'm sorry for getting tired of my friends.

And Mom, I Don't Believe in God

dear mom

i have been having sex, drinking and doing drugs for the past three years. im sorry im doing this... i m sorry i feel like u some how made me in to who i am. and mom i dont believe in god... wish i could be that innocent girl that used to believe in all those i used to believe in. i m sorry love ...,.

For Trying to Take My Own Life

I'm sorry for trying to take my own life that night! I'm sorry that it ruined our friendship! I'm sorry that you thought I just wanted attention! I guess you were right though, except I didn't want attention, I desperately needed it, I needed everything that came after, I needed to be reminded that I'm very loved and that I'm irreplaceable to my family and friends! I am sorry that I hurt everyone though! It was not my intention at all, I wish you could know that somehow! I miss you! I still think about you and wonder how everything is turning out with your life! I wish you the best, and I hope someday we'll meet up again and we'll find a way to put it all behind us and be friends again!

That We Can Only Be Friends

I'm sorry that we can never happen. I can't take the risk. I'm sorry that I can never really open up to you because of my idiotic fears. I don't ever want to lose you. You mean too much to me. I love you but I'm sorry that we can only be friends.