For Me Getting That Restraining Order

I want to apologize to my husband for me getting that restraining order, when it was not my idea but your female friends idea to do since she was afraid of you comming to her home to confront me while I was staying there. I wanted to keep communication going but it looked as if you did not want me to come back home since you distroyed our framed wedding photo and other photos of me. I am sorry you choose to not work on our marriage at that time. I am sorry that I drank that night and embarrassed You. I am sorry that you can not forgive me, and I am sorry you walked out of counseling. I married you in belief that we both agreed to make a commitment to God, for better or worse, sickness and health, richer or poorer, till death would we part. I am sorry you went back on your oath to God of our holy union to become One because of unforgiveness.
God Bless you my Love, I pray every day for you since the day I left your side.
I never wanted this divorce, all I wanted was you to forgive me and let us work on things we desperatly needed to in our marriage. God be with you and Bless you.