Sorry I Had to Be Ugly for So Long

I am sorry that I put my effort and time in watching perverted video. that I it caused me to waste opportunities and makes me deeply grieved about what has happened and perpetuated human grief. I am detoxing because that is the first step I know how to set things right. I apologies for the money misplaced because compaigns on both sides of the conservative and liberal leguages spent money promoting there offers, adultry, dissolution, desensitized organs, demonstration, expression, fantasies, loops, hope, annilation, redemption, propaganda, objectification, dispair, sancitication, revolution, recitification. I am sorry because I made bondage that creates difficult living and our capacity to make a difference is waning because one is not supposed to hold on to repeative American crude, I feel like we need to let the dieing flesh decay, and I am sorry that life is hard to deal with when taking the safe route, preserving, and being succembed to sickness of mind, body, or spirit being mixed with contamination. I have defied good advice and never can deviate from the maximum. I contributed to nasty thinking, depraved life, I jush want things changed to anything unknown, and life restored and don't want to cause problems ever again, I would really like to give everything to be reformed in pure and Godly image, so God almighty help me, let me lead a life absolutely, excatly the way you wish. I want to people to see me just how I am and sorry I had to be ugly for so long.