I Will Do Anything To Make This Work

I'm sorry that I cheated on you. When the sun goes down I lose my mind with regret and grief. I feel like I don't even know the person who did this to you... but it was me. It only made me realize how much I love you. I was drunk and lonely and I have issues with men, issues that you've erased until now. I was good, baby. I was good for so long. You made me want to be a better woman and so I was. But then I ruined it all. I pray that it's not too late. I am weak- so very, very weak. I am so, so sorry that I hurt you. I want to end the cycle of betrayal that my father left me with. I can't bear to hurt you. I can't bear to see a look of pain on your face. You are the only man who has ever loved me. You are the only man I can ever love. We are meant for each other. I pray every night for forgiveness. If you are sick, I want to heal you. You don't deserve this. You've had enough pain in your life. I pray to God that I will never have to tell you. You are my everything. I will do anything to make this work. I love you so much. Forever and ever. I'm sorry.