Your Creepy Boyfriend

I'm sorry, _____, I can't accept your creepy boyfriend... especially since You're Still MARRIED!!!!

For Not Measuring Up

I'm sorry for not measuring up to all of yours expectations. I just can't, no one can. We are not perfect, and we never will be. I would rather not be around you as much than to be tricked into thinking that I can still be goaded into trying to do everything perfectly, which really means trying to do everything your ways.

To My Son; To My 2nd Ex

I'm sorry to my son for not finding him a good father to raise him. I'm sorry to his dad...maybe if I did something different when we were married you might have chosen another path and still be in your life, even if it wasn't with us. I'm sorry to myself for wasting so many years with the wrong man and not getting out when my life started to totally suck. I'm sorry for not recognizing the lessons much sooner. I'm sorry for not paying closer attention to my dreams and intuition. It's all coming together now and I am understanding more. I'm sorry for not giving myself the credit I deserve all this time and for getting myself a little freaked out when things go awry. Thank God for friends to set you straight.

I'm sorry to my 2nd ex...for what I'm about to say. You just don't get it, do ya? It's called Karma! If you don't learn your lessons you'll be back in it. Grow some balls and take responsibility for your own actions and words. You're not a victim...stop lying and playing games with people! And I'm sorry, but I'm very happy to say that you're not my problem any more.

Way Nicer Than You

I'm sorry that I will always be way nicer than you. I'm sorry that you haven't even called to see how I am doing after surgery. I'm sorry that even though I'm in a lot of physical pain, I still care enough to call and see how you're doing. You are such a bitch. But honestly, it sounds like you are now me in your new relationship. So you basically got what you deserve. I hope you still cry because she's a more anal workaholic version of you. Now you know how I felt in our relationship. You are such a dickhead, crabclaw.

p.s. I'm not actually an angry person. I honestly don't even care about what I said above. But I really like this website and I think it's really neat, so I just wrote what I sometimes feel. But I don't often feel it since I don't really ever think about you.

What I Did to C.W.

I'm sorry that I can't trust you. You've done nothing for me to be this way but I still am. I wish that I could tell you so many things: How I look and lust after other people, I hold you to so many double standards. I'm sorry that I tell you that i feel one way about you when I truely know that I don't. I hate that more than anything I want to be with someone. Not you in particular. I'm sorry that I can't say that I wouldn't do to you what I did to C.W.

Sorry He Continues to Ruin

i'm sorry my dad is a complete asshole. i'm sorry phil a**** has ruined my life. i'm sorry he continues to ruin other peoples lives

My Last Drunk

I'm sorry I don't have the guts to tell my family I'm sober now so instead I got really loaded at x-mas. Now I have new pictures of me on my last drunk.

I Can't Think of Anything Else But You

I'm sorry that I can't think of anything else but you. And I'm sorry that I am waiting for you.

Most of all, I am sorry that I can't call you.

Sorry You Pushed Me Away

I am sorry that you don't see who I really am. I am sorry for all the tears.

And I am sorry that you never really gave me a chance to be myself, to totally love you without fear. You never wanted to accept that love, so I could never really give it to you.

I am sorry you pushed me away.

That I Stopped Taking Birth Control

I am sorry that I stopped taking birth control and didn't tell you. I was so afraid of losing you.

An Emotionally Immature Douchebag

I'm sorry that you are an emotionally immature douchebag. I really am. I'm sorry I wasted so much time on you, and I'm sorry that you can still hurt me, even though we no longer talk.

I'm sorry that I hate and love you at the same time.

I'm sorry if I ever hurt you with my neediness, but I also know now that it was your emotional unavailability that made me needy.

I'm sorry you are an asshole. I'm sorry you'll die alone and unloved.

I'm really, really sorry.

Is That Not Bravery?

A 32 year old wrote a message on here thinking they were weak, and apologizing for being so. When we are born, all of us has a strength inside, a courage that allows us to confront a world we have never seen before. Some have to dig deep to find it, like the 14 year old girl with an abusive father; or a 3x divorced woman who cannot move on emotionally from an abusive relationship.

The heart is a vast hurricane, that can be harnessed with perseverance, but which cannot fully be controlled; it is in our ideas, hopes, desires and even apologies, that we tap into our inner selves and determine what aligns with our compass of right and wrong. Few people hope to be divorced, or to be tricked by someone they love. It is moving beyond these erroneous actions of others that we may find bravery.

A child, who stands up to his father to keep him from beating his mother... is that not bravery? A woman on the sidewalk sees a parent strike their child and does something.. is that not bravery? A boyfriend forgives his girlfriend after cheating on him.. is that not bravery? A girl allows a boy to love her, even though she doesn't love herself.. is that not bravery? A wife leaves her husband after he has hit her yet again.. is that not bravery? We have one life to live, and many things to be sorry for, but facing it and realizing there is something better... is that not bravery?

I applaud all who dare to write an apology here, for it is the first step, one may hope, to atoning for what they have done to the person it concerns. A life full of regret is not brave, it is sad.. actionable regret is lonely.. a truly isolated place to reside in the world. I would talk to you, but I have no greatness of mind to pass on.. only an ear to listen. My diary is my ear, and someday if I ever have children - they will truly know me as few else do.

I love you.. all.. regardless of what you have done, or not done.

I am sorry I cannot be there to hold your hand when you cry. Or to catch you should you fall. We all need help from time to time...

As a postscript I might add: no I am not religious, just a sociologist of sorts, and what I hope most of all.. a good person - like you.

Benazir Bhutto

Im sorry that Benazir Bhutto is no longer in this world. Today was a very devastating day. May she rest in peace.

No Way to Win Here

I lied because I knew you'd be pissed. Now you're pissed that I lied. No way to win here. I sorry I'm such a fool.

To Leo, Nick and James

I'm sorry I miss you. Leo, Nick, James, I'm sorry if any of you came back to me....well, I have no idea which one I would choose! LOL. Actually, I'd probably choose in that order. Ironic. I'm sorry I still think about you guys. Only Nick deserves me

Please Forgive My Transgressions

I'm sorry i said those things, i did not mean them. I just lost my rationality for a while. I love you all you do a grat job. Please forgive my transgressions

I Left That Hug Hangin' in the Air

to Andy

I miss you I like you, doesn't matter if you don't feel the same.

I'm sorry I didn't say what I think and feel, I was afraid. Hope to see you one day, but I doubt it- you are so far from me.

And:

I'm sorry I left that hug hangin' in the air.

So sad

For Not Being Stronger

I'm sorry for not being stronger- when you told me you were seeing some guy- had been for years- as long as i'v known you- the guy ruined the marriage you were in- somehow you had room in your life for me... and now that he's stolen your heart- you surenderd to me?

told me you were going to be with me- that he's as old news as the stinking old cheating guy he is- he has a wife and children- and now you tell me you always love him- i cant understand why you cant be with me- especially now that our child is on the way- i'm sorry for not understanding what your going through- but mark my words- as surely as my blood pools on the floor now- i will continue to cut myself every day- because it hurts less- i will suffer hell before i see you in his arms- thats a promise

A Bad Bad Person

I'm sorry that YOU are such a BAD BAD PERSON!! I'm very sorry that YOU are to blame for EVERYTHING. I'm sorry I trusted you (for a little while, anyway-until you dumped me!!)

The truth is, that except for wrongly trusting you, I'm absolutely perfect and free of all blame for anything whatsoever! I'm sorry that I'll always HATE you for hurting perfectly blameless me.

Love,

Me

That You Are Using Our Children

Dear John,

I am sorry that you are using our children to get to me but frankly, I am not letting it get to me anymore. I know that our son wrote you a note in that Christmas card apologizing that you won't get the one thing you want for Christmas, ME, but you should have taken better care of me when you had me. Maybe then we would not be in the place that we are in now. I don't love you. I don't want you. I am in love with another man. I am going to marry him as soon as this is final. Please stop your games.

I Can't Get You Out of My Head

I'm sorry that I know in my heart that we will be together again someday, but it is too hard while we are both away at school. I'm sorry I can't tell you this and I'm sorry that I can't get you out of my head.

A Burned Sweater, A Lost Rose

I'm sorry for everything I ever did that hurt you, in any way. I'm sorry for spending too long thinking I was the one who was hurting more. I'm sorry that every time we got together, I screwed things up. I'm sorry for making excuses.

I'm sorry that in the beginning I was hurting, in so many ways, and projected that on to you. You were never a rebound or a convenient thing there during a difficult time. You were a blessing, well-timed. I'm sorry that I hurt you, talking about him, talking about anything that in any way made you feel less than what you meant (and mean) to me. I'm sorry that I went out almost every night for a week or 2 there and got drunk and drove around and to the ocean, instead of being here talking to you. I'm sorry I let us happen so fast, but I am never sorry that we happened.

I'm sorry that I burned your sweater. I'm sorry that I lost the rose you made me...

I'm sorry that things aren't the same, but I'm not sorry for how we currently are, because it is good. I love when we talk now, and I can't help but want to talk more and want to see you again, but distance, time, has its healing properties. I'm sorry that you suffer, and I'm sorry for really only recently allowing you to deal with it, and heal from it. I waver on whether I should or shouldn't be sorry for the way I still feel about you... the way I still think of your eyes and the way you smiled when we first saw each other, the way you came to me like you were always meant to and I was always meant to be there... the way you kept asking if I was okay, the way you made sure that I was okay. I still wonder how it would be to kiss you, or just to be close to you in any sense. I still love you. I'm not sorry to anyone else who has since tried to get close to me, I'm not sorry for letting them know that I still love you. I'm not sorry for knowing that, no matter what, nothing and no one else is you, or the feeling that I feel with you, the feeling I know is you. I am learning more and more about my self, who I am, and I've learned that I can handle solitude. But you are my one. Regardless of how you feel, or how it makes you feel... I can't help the way I feel. So, I guess I can't be sorry about that...

I Hate Your Girlfriend

sorry that i love u. it sux u dont love me but u love her. ur my best friend and that will never change. but i hate u so much for the pain you cause me. sorry i hate your girlfriend. sorry i tell u i love you. and sorry u say it back but dont mean it. but i am not sorry for writing this.

Christmastime

I'm sorry Christmastime is so sad without you.

So I Would Like to Apologize Instead

This is to someone in particular, but at the same time... It is to no one but my conscious.

I would say that I am sorry; however you are not a sorry person. Just a man with wounds that is feeling sorry for himself, because he never took the time to love himself.

So I would like to apologize instead. There is two sides to every apology. The side that is like:

...eff that you should be apoligizing to me, for not having your shit together and involving me in your shit. Then later realizing that the shit was deeper that you thought; and now you have to eliminate things in your life. Thanks for eliminating me out of your life; however you say we are supposed to be friends. Great friends at that. Well, you didn't call me back to explain...just said you were confused about life.

Well, news flash we are all confused about life. That is why we put things in God's hands and his plans.(sorry God for the previous cuss words in this document.)

But yet, you try to give me hope; when you have no hope for yourself by saying "who knows what will happen in three years, maybe we can try again"...

Well, I have never been the one to sit arund and twiddle my thumbs. I don't live in a false world. If you want to be released. Then be released... too many woman stay stagnant and never know how it is to love themselves to let their past and people go in their life that is taking from them. You will not take my joy, as you have allowed people and circumstance to take yours.

But yet and still, there is the other side of the apology. The one where I have to humble myself and realize, that we are at different places in life. The one where I realize that I didn't know myself enough to open up to you. Which made it harder for you to open up to me, and now we are at this place of seperation. I apologize for not saying all the things I wanted to say until it was the last minute. By then you had already made up your mind that you was not strong enough to try. I knew this was coming. Yet, I waited until it blew up in myself. However, we as people have to be the bigger person and take the high road even if it is underlined with pain, hurt, and fear.

I apologize, because I have to release you. This weekeND I was willing to try. Willing to fight for you. But we will never be happy when you don't know and don't love yourself.

I apologioze that in a moment of self-centered desperation I tried to contact. Tried to get you to talk to me, when I realized that you needed to figure out life.

I have to release you, even though you are now alone. But God works better with us when we seperate ourselves.

So may you find peace and solace in yourself. That you could not find in me or in your job.

It's hard being young and going to school your whole life thinking you want to be something. And then you find out that something is not what you wanted or hoped for. But instead of determining to be Happy, you stay in a rut and complain about it...hoping that it will get better.

Lucky for me at the age of 20 I realized that what I thought I wanted, was not what I needed.

Now at 23, i can smile, in spite of hurt, because I am blessed by God to have learned early. So thanks for releasing me as well.

I look forward to meeting the man that should love himself one day. Hopefully, you won't die never knowing.

I have a calling, that is much greater...so I have to accept that and not try to keep myself in your mess.

I forgive you fool.

However, you let a great woman and proverbs 31 woman get away.

But who knows...I AM NOT WAITING TO FIND OUT...ha ha ha ha ha

I Gave You a Broken Heart

I'm so sorry I gave you a broken heart.

I didn't see that giving you one was only giving myself one too.

You said you wish me well but I know I'll never get over what I did to you...and myself too.

I miss you so much...

I Too Am Sorry

Every religion & everybody says forgive the other person , who u think has done anything bad to u or others..But I wonder how many of us do that in our every day life..I too am sorry for feeling negative about a person who I was close, supposedly very spl friend,took advantage of me & used me in the name of relationship..to benefit somebbody close to her.. & manupulated with her other friends to get me into awkward situation..which I am not able to forgive & forget .. Now she feels it is part of life.. & was not ready to resolve the issue .. & comfortably denied on the situation & said indirectly "It's on you whether I like it or leave it".. I choose for leave it".. she I even believe is going around with so many other guys..& still says I am spl for her.. which I believe no is not.. she is just a SLUT..who in the name of relationship uses people for her purpose & for her entertainment to visit pubs or movies if required ..go beyond one step to please them ..in order to retain them for her benefit .. she wants to be powerful & influential .. by any means even it is ..as she is a female.. she has the power.

Please Disappear Soon

I'm sorry that you are so uneducated and useless. It's too bad that you enjoy having old window cleaner guys ask you to move to Cuba with them and don't appreciate all the sacrifices I made for you.

I'm sorry that you haven't disappeared yet. Please disappear soon.

Not a Dear John Letter

Dear John....(yes thats his name and its not a dear john letter...)

I am sorry that I don't love you the way I should. I do like you alot and I do enjoy your company....but I do not love you like I should...you see...I am still hung up on my ex...Even though he treated me with nothing but abuse...I still do love him.

I am sorry John that I don't miss you every other weekend....when you have your kids and I cant be with you.....but it hurts that you wont tell them about me....

I am sorry that you are taking your divorce rather hard...I have been through it twice before.....I know its hard...but you need to realize your situation .... and make the best of it. I am sorry, but its not going to get better if you keep dwelling on the past.

Most of all John, I am sorry that when we are "together" I close my eyes and pretend its him...not you. It's sick I know .... but I can't help it...

and rather than be alone....I wont tell you how I feel...

I do like you alot...but...I am sorry...that I dont love you.....yet.

To Myself for Being Weak

My apology.

I'm sorry to myself for being weak.

I'm sorry that others have said harsh things that I should have brushed off.

I'm sorry that those harsh things didn't even register with the other people so if they do not see them as wrong, there is nothing to change in their eyes.

Therefore I'm sorry I'm always wrong.

I'm sorry I've had to spend 32yrs walking this earth and getting stomped on to realise, life is not necessarily the only path.

I'm sorry I don't have the guts to truly form an exit strategy.

I'm sorry I don't have the strength to be one of those "against all odds" people.

Mostly I'm sorry that I feel so worthless inside I have to turn to an anonymous website to let me feelings out.

The Right Kind of Guy for You

I'm sorry you don't have the good sense to stay away from a guy like me. (ah shoot, that doesn't sound much like an apology...)

okay, I'm sorry I'd never be the right kind of guy for you, but I can't, I won't, change who I am.

To MLD

Im sorry MLD that I diden't knock the living shit out of you when I had the chance to. Maybe then you'd realize just how it feels to be used and treated like dirt. Please do the world and me a favor and die as soon as possible. You're totally useless and a total looser. C**T!

I Surrender

Im sorry that I did not do,

All the things necessary to;

Give the courts the other side,

Of the events so evil you chose to hide.

Im sorry that I allowed you time,

To manipulate the judge and cause him to find, in your behalf before I could speak, violating my civil rights which you thought so neet. I'm sorry that I have to see, the destruction of a country which was once so free. Yes I'm sorry that I went to war, to help protect the rights of a legal whore. And I truly am sorry for being a member of the human race as a virus, I surrender.

That I'm Tired of Hearing About It

I'm sorry that I'm not sad that's it's not working out.

I'm sorry that the whole time you were together I didn't trust him even though YOU did.

I'm sorry that I'm tired of hearing about it.

But most of all I'm NOT sorry because you knew what you were getting into and if you get it I have no sympathy.

Only After Losing Me

I am sorry you are such a coward to let me go, don't care for me, dump me and then write on this site how sorry you are.

I am sorry you are too insecure to show your real feelings and fight for them.

I am sorry that in the meantime I am going on with my life...

I am sorry that only after losing me you realise what you lost.

I Couldn't Wait One More Day

To J

ARGH!

I'm Sorry That I Cried. Maybe It Made You See How Serious I Was. If you didn't already know.

I'm sorry i couldn't wait one more day, but i never could have know you were ready to make the right choices and commitments. I'm sorry i ruined your efforts. But i'm sorry you couldn't wait for me another 5 minutes, i know you were scared but so was i.

I'm not sorry you've made the decision and that your finally going to step up. Maybe your too late, we wont know untill we try.

To s

I'm apologising before hand to you, because i should have said no, twice now. i'm sorry that if things go the way i want, you may get hurt. I'm sorry i can't help it.

A Song for Dad

I'm sorry you abuse me

I'm fourteen, I'm stronger now

And there ain't no way

You can touch me.



I'm sorry I'm gonna leave you

The very second I turn eighteen

I'll go to college far away

California, Ohio, or Maine.



I'm sorry I'm not gone right now

As I love my mommy too much

I don't want to leave this world

My friends, my stuff, my life.



I'm sorry I put up with you

When I don't deserve your crap

You need to stop, leave me alone

Stop making my body bleed



I'm sorry you should feel the need

To beat me up when you're down

I wish I could slap you back

But then I'd just hurt more.



I'm sorry I feel no love for you

When that's what daughters are for

I can't bring myself to hug you

It's your own fault, you ass!



I'm sorry I'm saying sorry

When you are the one who should

I've got no apologies to make

I'd only be sorry if I were you.

For Not Being Fair at First

L:

im sorry for not being fair at first.

im sorry for acting like i would.

im sorry that i isolated myself.

im happy that we are now friends.

:A

Your Ideal Girl

N:

im sorry that you didnt see me as your ideal girl.

im sorry that ill probably never see you again.

im sorry that ill probably never understand your reasoning.

im sorry that i only like the you i used to know and wish you were still him.

im sorry that i still think of you because we both know i deserve better.

:A

Even If It's Not By My Own Hand

Words can't even describe



how sorry I am.

I shouldn't have cut

I said I wasn't going to anymore

but I did, and I still do.

I'm sorry I lied to you, promised I wouldn't, and still did. Sorry that you don't understand it. I'm sorry that you yelled at me when you found out--I'm sorry you looked at the old one, thinking I had just done it.

I'm sorry I told her what he did to me, I know it made things worse for us. I'm sorry mom has been hiting me, because I know it hurts you to see it. I'm so sorry--

Please know that I love you, as much as I hate you sometimes.

However I'm not sorry I hate him, he ruined and is ruining my life. I'm also not sorry for hating mom.

But I am sorry where in this situation.

I'm sorry everything's always my fault--at least that's what everyone says.

I'm sorry I let him touch me the way he did, let him do what he did to me--I couldn't stop him, and I'm sorry I never told you.

I will probably never tell anyone about what he did.

Once more, I'm truly sorry that I cut myself and that I can't stop, that I keep doing it.

It's bad, I should stop, I know I could kill myself--but I'm willing to take that risk.

I'm sorry that I want to die, and I'm sorry that I feel nothing anymore, that I am numb to everything.

I'm sorry that I want to die--that I need to die

I'm sorry that there is no other way out of this

I'm sorry that I can't run away or be somewhere sfe, for once

I'm sorry that I can't say "I love you" even though you're my sister. Love is nothing to me anymore.

so

I 'm sorry

and will always be

until the day I die

even if it's not by my own hand.

x_x

Erased Pictures

dear mom,

I'm sorry I broke\erased all of your pictures on your camra. You blamed me for what I diden't do. I hate you sometimes because of that and you shouldent have been so harsh on when I erased the other pictures on dads camrea.......IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY.

-Zillin

For Not Feeling Sorry for You

I'm sorry I never said goodbye. I was too afraid to see you and i didnt know what i would say.

I'm sorry I'm not good enough, but i dont hope to be better for you. I hope I'm good enough for myself. Sorry you're dissapointed in the way i turned out, but i happy with it.

I'm sorry you werent a good enoguh friend for me. Sorry, but i deserve better.

Most of all Im sorry for not feeling sorry for you.

That My Sadness Pops the Fizz

I am sorry that my sadness pops the fizz in your bubbly happiness.

To Both of U

I sorry to both of u & happy for my self that I dont get to see your face hear you voice everyday in the office as ...I literally hate both of you..thank god atleast I am over it & would remember both of you for all the wrong reasons..

Seeing 3 People

im sorry that im seeing 3 people at the same time because i want you.

To B, From V

B,

I felt sorry for you because of what you said about the way you look and that was part of why I decided to meet you. I was just as superficial as many of the other girls who answered your ads; I just pretended not to be.

I am also apologizing for looking for other guys to date while we were dating. We didn't get to the point of discussing exclusivity, but I still felt I was a little shady.

I am also sorry for being insincere. I started feeling like holding your hand, but I worried about how it would look.

Thing is, after our last date when you drove all that way just to have lunch with me even though there wasn't time to have sex, my concerns about your not being hot enough shrank down to almost nothing. I like all those things about you I started seeing from the beginning, plus I wanna hold your hand! Maybe I really could see us together!

I was so excited to see you for our next date, but you stood me up. Now it's been a week, so I figure I won't hear from you again. I have no idea what was going on in your head these few weeks, or if you were dating other girls and are now madly in love with one of them; but still I am sorry for being superficial, deceitful, and insincere. You didn't deserve it.

You go on tour tomorrow. I hope you have a glorious time and get tons more fans and I know you will enrich the lives of so many people.

Hugs,

-V

p.s. Wish I knew if I should send this to you or not. Since I'm not sure, I'm just posting it here for now.

My Therapist's Advice

Do you want to know what I am sorry for???

I am sorry that I can NOT take my therapist's advice and get YOU out of my head....

You were my soulmate....and I am having such the hard time getting over you...

yes we have both moved on.......but every time I close my eyes....and I am with him....it's your face I see...it's your touch I feel.

I am sorry I can't get over you...

I am sorry I still cry every day for you...

but what I am most sorry for........is I can't tell you how I feel...

The Only Person

I'm sorry that I wasn't the right one for you. I did all I could to show you how much I loved you and how much I cared. You are the only person I ever let get this close to me. You were my heart and soul. Everything I did I did for you. I'm sorry that you feel God doesn't want us to be together. I'm sorry that I feel this way. I hate you and you make me sick! Because of you I'm scared to love again. Because of you I don't feel worthy enough to go to God. Because of you I hate myself. I'm sorry I'm not good enough for you. I'm sorry you feel like to have to constantly lie to me. I'm sorry I slept with *****. But I'm not sorry that I loved you.

You Might Otherwise Have Been a Nice Person

I'm sorry that I let you hurt me. I'm sorry that I let you use me. I'm sorry that I let you get to me. I'm sorry that you can't see what you do to other people. I'm sorry you'll probably never learn how to be human, because everyone lets you get away with your shit just because you throw tantrums, screw them or flash your tits at them. I'm sorry that's the case, because you might otherwise have been a nice person.

Your Crappy Attitude

I'm sorry you think I need to "get over it" because what I really need is to get over YOU.

I'm sorry you can't seem to get it through your head that we all have to do things we don't want to do sometimes and that maybe if you didn't have such a crappy attitude, this wouldn't be so bad.

I'm sorry that you think you have such an awful, miserable life. I work for an asshole that treats me like dirt. Then I come home to you being all hateful toward me. When I need you, are you ever there? But when you're angry or upset or need your ego stroked, I'd best be there and be ready for you to dump all over me. And God forbid I ever show any emotion about anything, because the only person who ever has the right to be depressed or angry is YOU.

I'm sorry you have the coping skills and emotional control of a 5-year-old. I don't need to "get over it", you need to get over yourself and your crappy attitude.

But I Still Won't Quit

haha im sorry that your effort went nowhere because of my friends.

im sorry you couldn't look me in the eye infront of them. im sorry that makes me hate you slightly. your ovbiously not who i thought you were.

im sorry that i know all this but i still wont quit. i want you.

I'm Sorry I Want Him

I'm sorry that I want to have sex with your boyfriend. It hasn't been going well between you two, and my boyfriend says they both want to. Its just, when I'm hanging out with the two boys, I feel more loved than I ever have in my entire life.

He says he wants to, but part of me is disgusted that he would do that to you. But most of me is disgusted at myself. We got pretty close Saturday night, and I'm not sure what will happen next time.

But ____, you don't treat him well. Thats why he lies to you and tries to avoid you. He's not the fairy tale boyfriend you want. But I love him for the flaws you hate him for.

I'm sorry I want him.

I'm Not Giving Up On Us

i'm sorry for everything. i just really wish that when i get upset, you can at least try and understand why, not get angry with me. i'm not giving up on us. i don't think you really understand how much you mean to me. i just really hope that you can just understand why i get upset by the things you do. i'm not trying to tell you what to do, but i just would really like for you to listen to me.

Sorrow and Hope

I'm sorry there's so much pain in the world that this site is being so misused. I hope that the majority of writers here, who are so self-absorbed, represent only a small minority of those who know about joe apology. I also hope that someone who can tell where a message originated will monitor and heed the obvious suicide warnings and try to prevent such things. Thirdly, I hope that those who can improve a life with an apology offer it, and those carrying unnecessary guilt will let it go. See? I said, "sorry" once and "hope" three times! Get it?

I Was a Mistake

I wish I had died but stayed alive because of my pets. No one else will care for them like I can. I am sorry I am with someone who despite the love he can give me when he wants, spends most of his offtime on his ass watching TV. He has no motivation. No desire to do anything that would concrete us as a couple. I am sorry that I ever took an interest in anyone else but me, I should have stuck with me, I don't let me down, and now I am getting fat because I live in a bad area and cant get out to exercise or afford a gym membership anymore. I am sorry I was born. I truly, with much thought over 5 years, believe I should have never been born.

I was a mistake. I was a mistake then and I still am now.

Why didn't you kill me when you could have.

She Finally Likes You Back

i'm sorry that i'm jealous of you instead of being happy for you. but it's not fair!

the girl you've liked for three years finally likes you back.

what about the guy i've liked for three years? nope. i'm still just a friend.

you beat me and i'm jealous =[

You Are My Past

I'm sorry I still can't get you off my mind. It's so hard. I don't need you or want you back but I can't stop thinking about being cared about and made to feel that special. You are my past and we'll let the past lie, but I won't forget the way you made me feel.

Me and My Logic

I'm sorry that after seven years I still can't help but be unsure about us. i'm sorry for being interested in someone else. i feel like i / we did the right thing, but i know that i'll never love anyone else in the way that i've loved you since we were small. nobody could ever have that deep of a connection, or at least that deep of a history with me. i don't think i'll find a girl with a more beautiful face, either.

i really think i need to try something new before i can be satisfied staying with you forever, and i'm sorry that this might mean i don't get to stay with you forever at all. i'm sorry that this hurts you so much. this is not your fault. it's me and my logic and i don't think there was another way.

I Was 18 and So In Love

I am sorry that I will never get to show you how sorry I am. I was 18 and so in love with you. But, I was scared, immature, and dumb too. I am sorry I made you look like a fool with your family when I told you I was coming to pick you up to come be with me. You will never know that I still carry that same hurt in my heart today for the way I treated you. You will never talk to me again, not because you hate me but because you just cannot be hurt anymore by me. I am 29 now and never forgot the time we spent together and if I never get another moment with you again...thank you for letting me truly know what love felt like. I hold that standard now to any woman I meet. You. I found that I will have alot of trouble having children, the one thing I always wanted is the one thing I had with you. I understand you were scared and I was not there. I understand your choice. I would sell my soul today if I could make things different. You will never know that I will carry you with me always. Until our souls hopefully meet again.

To Those Who Were Trying to Love Me

I'm sorry for the bad things I've done that brought unhappiness to those who were trying to love me; but I was too weak and selfish to understand what their love really meant to me.

Because of that, I don't think I'll ever be able to be happy again; all that I can try to do is be patient and kind to those whose lives intertwine with mine from now on and I will try to do that.

I am thankful for the good things that happened to me in my life and joeapology.com is one of them because this site has allowed me to write words that I need to say.

Thank you for reading this and I hope all who do can find their peace. Peace.

At a Loss

I'm sorry for apologizing when I don't know what else to say or do.

The Bad Person You Said You Will Never Hate

I am sorry I am the bad person you said you will never hate. I am sorry you will never know what I carry with me. 18 and stupid, scared of what could be, now 29 and still sad for what I've done to thee. Love is a word you will not be able to hear from me again. Nor will you ever believe, that the time that I spent with you is the happiness I need. I miss you so. Hope you are well even though I will never speak to you again. That is my punishment for how I have hurt your sweet heart. I am so very sorry. I will never forget your love.

I'm Sorry Adrian

i'm sorry adrian for getting mad at you for no apparent reason....i was taking all ma anger out on you. i'm sorry for telling you wat i told u...u know that i reall don't mean it i just hope that u can forgive me a still continue being one of my best friends...i promise that next time i'm angry i'll think of my ctions before anything happnes.....i just hope that anything i did wrong....hopefully i didn't mess up our friendship....anyways take care love ya...

love your friend

stephanie

For Who I Turned Out to Be

I am sorry God for who I turned out to be. I know you wanted me to be more.

Please forgive me. Try not to be too mad or disappointed in me.

I am so sorry... John

So Damn Selfish

i'm sorry you're so damn selfish and cannot take criticism well. i'm sorry that i'm not the only one who thinks that wasting 4 years in distinguished college for a psychology degree and then throwing it away to go to hair school is lame and pathetic. i'm sorry that you had to waste state and scholarship money that someone else could've actually put to good use to better themselves. I'm sorry you're so selfish now that you refuse to rely on your degree to help others but now are focusing on being selfish instead. i'm sorry you're such a bum now that you have to rely on your so-called boyfriend for everything instead of making your own living. I'm sorry you think that a definition of a friend is someone who is supposed to lie and support you and your decisions always. i obviously didn't get that memo. i'm especially am sorry that you fell into the "gay" stereotype and want to be hairdresser for a living. being gay doesn't mean you have to BE a stereotype. i'm sorry that i won't ever forgive you. but i'm sorry that i will forget.

That I Had to Point This Out

I'm sorry that I still despise Lancers and you don't drive one anymore. I'm sorry that when you talk to me or attempt to, it comes off as shallow and meaningless. Especially since you only drunk text/call me when you have no one else to talk to. It's too bad that we can't be friends. You as a person was once someone so nice but always a pushover. I'm sorry that you still are a pushover. I'm sorry you always need to feel accepted by others but you can't seem to accept yourself. It's no wonder no one ever wants to hang out with a follower. I'm sorry you hide behind ugly people on the inside to make yourself look like a better person. That's really low.

I'm sorry we never worked out. You took everything I gave you forgranted and drained all I had to give you emotionally, mentally, physically, and financially as well. Your older sister did the same. I'm sorry she never finished college and is still living at home doing absolutely nothing with herself or her brillance. I'm sorry the light within her soul has dimmed and she is left an empty shell of nothing. I'm sorry you're so pathetic as well. That your credentials aren't good enough so you blame myspace for not getting the job instead. It's too bad that you cannot seem to recognize your lack of skills. I'm sorry you had to choose the girl who wanted to hit it and quit instead of the one who would've stuck around. You really missed out or so my B now says. I hope one day you see your own reflection. And I'm sorry I had to point this out.

You Won't Ever Change

I'm sorry that after two years of us dating and talking about a future together that i am finally realizing that you won't ever change. Well, maybe you will, but not for me. I hope that one day that truly sinks in so i can leave you.

There's Always Teaching

I'm majoring in photography and english. Not computer science, not engineering, not business, absolutely nothing practical. I'm sorry that you think you're paying for such.

There's always teaching, no?

To a Female Friend of Mine

I'm sorry to a female friend of mine , whom I have stopped talking as she in the name of being a very special friend deceived me & still expected me to hang on to .. but I still believe that she used me in the name of being a very spl friend.. I wouldn't even now like see her face or would like to be in touch with her,as she always has let me down in the past to retain her f'ship with her most intimate & trusted set of friends.

I hv learned few lessons now & would take care next time.

Sorry I Hate Your New Girlfriend

i'm sorry i hate your new girlfriend. eventhough i say that i've moved on and pretend that i like her and that i'm happy for you guys...whatever. all i can think about is what a slut she is and how she stole you from me. i hope you guys break up soon.i hate her. and i don't think i'll ever come to like her. come to think of it, im not really sorry for this. haha

Full Steam Ahead

I'm sorry i lied when i told you i no longer wanted to kill myself. Just didnt want to see you worried and upset. So, full steam ahead with the plan i guess :)

A Recycled X-Mas Gift

leslie,

i'm sorry your getting a recycled x-mas gift this year. i don't really like you anyway and this is more out of obligation than anyhting else.

When You Kiss Me

I'm sorry that when you kiss me i imagine it's him.

I'm sorry that i layed my head on your chest and sighed because i knew i wasn't with him.

I'm sorry that i look for him everywhere, willing fate to bring him to me.

I'm sorry that when it happened i didn't know what to do and make myself look like a fool.

After You Kicked Me

I'm sorry that I didn't had the strength to keep holding on to us.

I'm sorry that after you kicked me, I got out.

I'm sorry that after so many breakups I got tired and gave up.

I'm sorry that you don't care about my opinion.

I'm sorry that we can't find a way to work it out together. I'm sorry if I don't take everything your way.

I'm sorry that you're not...

More Successful and Younger

I'm sorry that I'm more successful and younger than you. I'm sorry my exes and friends are hotter than yours. I'm sorry that I really can't trust you anymore.

Since I Left California

I'm sorry I haven't spoken to you since I left California. You had no right to argue with me. But you and your son are still family. I just need some time.

To Jaime

Jaime,

I'm sorry that I don't get to know what was the truth and what was a lie. I'm sorry that even after a year, I still care.

G.

From a Pot to a Kettle

I am sorry that sappy pathetic sites have to be created for people with issues and I'm sorry people use them.

Too Chicken Shit

I'm sorry that you're going to suffer because I'm too chicken shit to go to the doctor.

I Can't Ever Give Up

I'm sorry that I didn't try harder to make us work, that I pushed you away because of one stupid fight.

I'm sorry that your words led me to partake in stupid actions. I'm sorry that I cut myself that night and cried in the shower for what felt like hours.

I'm sorry that you gave up over Thanksgiving break, and I can't ever give up.

That I'm Invisible to You

I'm sorry that I was a bitch when we were together, and even more of a bitch when we broke up.

I'm sorry that I read the letter you wrote to her. I'm sorry that you still love her, even when I'm standing right here, begging you to notice me.

Most of all, I'm sorry that I still think of you, still miss you, still want you. I'm sorry that I'm invisible to you.

A Married Woman and Dating Sites

I am really sorry about being a married woman and signing up for dating sites. I was feeling really bad about myself and I hurt my husband in the process. I am truly sorry:(