Submitted apologies posted by Joe as they're received.
9.30.2007
I am sorry that your nickname in school was Tits. I am sorry that you are such an anal, rude, lying bitch whose own husband couldn't stand you so he had an affair with another woman. I am sorry that you can't control your own children and have to take parenting classes and drink "emotional controlling" shakes. You are the personification of personality disorder. I am sorry that your own friends, church members and board members tell me every word you say because they laugh at you behind your back. You are pathetic.
Sorry I Swore at You
I'm sorry I swore at you. I'm sorry I'm so stressed out over my game account that I can't function. I'm sorry that I dragged you into it. And I'm sorry that you can't just be my shoulder to cry on when I need you. I'm sorry that when you refuse to comfort me, you won't just leave me to my own self-pity. I'm sorry that the desperate, carnal need to just be left alone made me steal your account and abuse your trust, seeing that as the only way for you to just HEAR me. I'm sorry that I have to put you through all of this just to satisfy my own drama and self-loathing.
I'm sorry for not knowing how to love you.
-From R. to A.
I'm sorry for not knowing how to love you.
-From R. to A.
For Being the Rock That Held You Down
Dear Mag
I'm sorry for being a burden, for being the rock that held you down when you wante to rise up. I'm sorry for breakng my promise... I usually keep my word and I failed you. I'm sorry for cutting again, even though you haven't seen the new scars. I'm sorry you will never understand why, even though it's seems obvious to me. I'm sorry, so sorry that I let him hurt me. I'm sorry that I never screamed "stop". I'm sorry you'll never understand how scared I was-- how scared I am and will always be. I'm sorry I never told you anything-never will because I never can. I'm sorry that you never understood me, never understood why I felt that I never belonged in our pathetic excuse for a family. I'm so deeply sorry you will never understand. Mostly, I'm sorry God that I have drifted so far away from you love and mercy.Please forgive me even though I don't deserve it.
The underserving and forever unlovable,
R2
I'm sorry for being a burden, for being the rock that held you down when you wante to rise up. I'm sorry for breakng my promise... I usually keep my word and I failed you. I'm sorry for cutting again, even though you haven't seen the new scars. I'm sorry you will never understand why, even though it's seems obvious to me. I'm sorry, so sorry that I let him hurt me. I'm sorry that I never screamed "stop". I'm sorry you'll never understand how scared I was-- how scared I am and will always be. I'm sorry I never told you anything-never will because I never can. I'm sorry that you never understood me, never understood why I felt that I never belonged in our pathetic excuse for a family. I'm so deeply sorry you will never understand. Mostly, I'm sorry God that I have drifted so far away from you love and mercy.Please forgive me even though I don't deserve it.
The underserving and forever unlovable,
R2
For the Genuine Smart and Educated Black People
i'm sorry that there are SO many more niggers than black people in this world. im also sorry that you niggers are SO lazy that you can't earn an honest living and that you have to take from the most honest of people. i hope that what you take from the most honest of people...will eventually get returned to them (through God of course)times a million more. im also very sorry that you niggers are ALL SO ignorant in EVERY which way. you have every chance to make yourselves successful in the u.s.a...yet you throw it ALL away..YET you talk down the immigrants who come to u.s.a. and work so hard to just soley have a better life and do the jobs you niggers do not want to do. i pitty you niggers tremenously. if you do not want to work or respect yourself (much less other people)..you ALL should go back to africa. (again im sorry for the genuine smart and educated black people whom have respect for themselves and the world)
That I Stare at Your Screen Name
I'm sorry that I stare at your screen name and will a message window to pop-up. I'm sorry thatI know you will never send me one... not even a simple hello.
Please Come Steal Him Back
Dear Teresa,
I'm sorry that I stole your boyfriend all those years ago. I'm not sorry that he chose to marry me and that we have 2 beautiful children. I am sorry that when you appeared back in our lives several months ago that I didn't just walk away and let you have him right then and there. I am sorry that the affair you had with him broke my heart. I'm sorry that I fought you for him and won. I'm not sorry that I broke you. You deserved that. Thanks for not pressing the harassment charges you filed. I'm sorry that in the process of trying to win him from you a second time I fell out of love with him. I'll call you when the divorce is final and you can have him back.
I'm done.
I'm sorry that I stole your boyfriend all those years ago. I'm not sorry that he chose to marry me and that we have 2 beautiful children. I am sorry that when you appeared back in our lives several months ago that I didn't just walk away and let you have him right then and there. I am sorry that the affair you had with him broke my heart. I'm sorry that I fought you for him and won. I'm not sorry that I broke you. You deserved that. Thanks for not pressing the harassment charges you filed. I'm sorry that in the process of trying to win him from you a second time I fell out of love with him. I'll call you when the divorce is final and you can have him back.
I'm done.
I Fell in Love with You Again
I am really sorry because I fell in love with you again even though I have always loved you. 34 years ago I loved you and I have never stopped loving you. I will never stop loving you! You are a good, kind, honorable, loving man, and you deserve everything good in life. I am sorry that I didn't wait to see you until I'd lost all my weight and gotten everything much more together. You know that mixed in with all my own schtick I worried about doing what is right. You may never know how much better I have put myself together since then. Yet as much as I obsess over my appearance, loving you is not about your appearance in any way. There is something very special about you, and there always has been. As attractive as I find you, I have never thought about you in that way. It is your spirit that I love so very much. I suppose I am just confused, because I was hoping against hope that maybe, this time, you would love me for me. So wrapped up with the improvement of my appearance is the contemplation of a line from an old song: that if I could love you good enough on the outside, maybe I could make you stay. I know that if you could stay, it would only be staying a little at a time, and then maybe years from now you would want to have someone around who adores the ground you walk on. Because I am so stubborn, I will make my blasted appearance everything I can make it. Because, after all, it's only weight I gained after almost losing my foot! and I am not so beyond hope as all that. What other people say in compliments and in affection doesn't matter. What you think is all that matters. But please forgive me. If it were in my power, I would turn back the clocks and go back to the moment I could have and should have told you how much you mean to me in the first place. There is nothing in the world I wouldn't do for you. So by the time I have managed to make myself a worldly success again, and have a good presentation for the rest of humanity, I fear you will be gone. I want you to know I am truly sorry for any way in which I have offended you. I love you with all my heart.
Sorry for 2007
To: Diana T
What do you do when you love someone so much that it hurts? How do you show someone how you feel when you can’t utter a sound? How do you reach out to someone that’s unreachable? How do you show someone how many times you cry at night when they’re not there? How do you show someone how much you care about them when you don’t want to come off too strong? How do you check up on things to make sure they’re not stressing when you can’t pick up the phone and dial? How do you show her your not pointing fingers and you just want to make her happy and make her believe you? How do you open your heart without the fear of being let down and not scare her away? How do you say your sorry to something unconditional that words fail to communicate? How do you let her know that this letter as an entity fails in it’s purpose as a replacement for your heart? How do you say you constitute to the makings that already be? How do I show her that she is inside of me?
Sorry for 2007 I love and miss you. It’s yours truly.
What do you do when you love someone so much that it hurts? How do you show someone how you feel when you can’t utter a sound? How do you reach out to someone that’s unreachable? How do you show someone how many times you cry at night when they’re not there? How do you show someone how much you care about them when you don’t want to come off too strong? How do you check up on things to make sure they’re not stressing when you can’t pick up the phone and dial? How do you show her your not pointing fingers and you just want to make her happy and make her believe you? How do you open your heart without the fear of being let down and not scare her away? How do you say your sorry to something unconditional that words fail to communicate? How do you let her know that this letter as an entity fails in it’s purpose as a replacement for your heart? How do you say you constitute to the makings that already be? How do I show her that she is inside of me?
Sorry for 2007 I love and miss you. It’s yours truly.
Still So Obsessed
I'm sorry that you're still so obsessed with me. I'm sorry that you can't stop trying to one-up me, even now. I'm sorry you're too bullheaded to accept your failure with any amount of grace. I'm sorry you're so insecure and shallow that you feel the need to put everyone else beneath you just so you can remain a goddess in your own head. I'm sorry you can't face up to the fact that in reality you're not all that much. I'm sorry you can't hear how your friends talk about you when you're not there, but just think about how you've talked about them and you'll get the picture. I'm sorry you can't see that nobody really likes you because you're so damn fake and self-centered. I'm sorry that I just don't like you anymore, either. I can't imagine now why I ever did.
9.29.2007
To My Husband 3
To my husband,
I'm sorry that I allowed you to brake my heart. I'm sorry that I don't love you anymore. I'm sorry that I didn't step up and stop you from pushing me out of your life. I'm sorry that no matter how hard we try I don't think that I will ever be able to completely love you again. I'm sorry that I have already planned out the divorce. I'm sorry that I have already started to pick out the furniture I want to replace what you will take when you have to move out of the house we bought to grow old in. I'm sorry that you have suddenly decided to love me and take an interest in my life... It is just too late.
Please forgive me.
I'm sorry that I allowed you to brake my heart. I'm sorry that I don't love you anymore. I'm sorry that I didn't step up and stop you from pushing me out of your life. I'm sorry that no matter how hard we try I don't think that I will ever be able to completely love you again. I'm sorry that I have already planned out the divorce. I'm sorry that I have already started to pick out the furniture I want to replace what you will take when you have to move out of the house we bought to grow old in. I'm sorry that you have suddenly decided to love me and take an interest in my life... It is just too late.
Please forgive me.
While You Were Sleeping
im sorry i slept with your bestfriend while you were passed out drunk in the next room
That I Still Cut
I'm sorry for cutting myself. You don't understand why and you never understood me. I'm sorry that i still cut...
I'm sorry that you are the one who made me do this
I'm sorry that in your eyes I can never be who I want to be
sorry
I'm sorry that you are the one who made me do this
I'm sorry that in your eyes I can never be who I want to be
sorry
9.28.2007
I've Got to Move On
Hi-it was nice to meet you, but I'm sorry I've got to move on. I thought older men were supposed to be more mature, but I guess not. I wanted to be there for you during your tough times, but you also have to take me into consideration... we can't only see each other when you want or whenever you're ready. You're handsome, stable, a great catch, but there are more great catches out there. Good bye, and good luck. Maybe next lifetime???
At the Train Station
i'm sorry i pretended i didn't see you that time at the train station. i'm sorry that today you did the same to me. i saw you though... it made my day.
You Can Change All That
im sorry that its been about a month already and like usual i can tell we wont continue talking for long. i hate that we always do this. i love you. i wish it wasnt this way...you can change all that.
I Lied Countless Times
I'm sorry I lied countless times and I'm sorry that I will live with those lies for the rest of my life to spare you the pain. It is hard.
So Nervous and Selfish
Sorry I'm so nervous and can be selfish - I loved the things about you that reminded me of times when these issues didn't control my actions.
An Unhappy Lesbian
KT: I am sorry you became an unhappy lesbian after we broke up. Your increasing demands for cunnilingus should have tipped me off. I miss you and wish you all the best, as always.
SR
SR
Self Sabotage
i am sorry that i self sabotage
i am sorry that i fear being successful
i am sorry that i did not realize i have control over my attitudes and actions
Now I realize I have the ability to fight for what I want *a goal
(lukey basketball take no prisioners)
Shedding the postive traits that exist in me only widdles away at my soul which stops my ablity to grow.
At the age of 38 I plan to give myself a over due gift and that is permission
to fall like the leaves
on a beautiful autum day.
I do deserve to jump and play in a huge pile of leaves
AND when the fun is over I will reach inside my closet and choose a flanel shirt
some where deep inside
there is a grown up who will turn the inside out shirt right side in.AS the little one stops playing the adultem erages from deep within
As long as this work must be done it would be ideal to make it enjoyable
i am sorry that i fear being successful
i am sorry that i did not realize i have control over my attitudes and actions
Now I realize I have the ability to fight for what I want *a goal
(lukey basketball take no prisioners)
Shedding the postive traits that exist in me only widdles away at my soul which stops my ablity to grow.
At the age of 38 I plan to give myself a over due gift and that is permission
to fall like the leaves
on a beautiful autum day.
I do deserve to jump and play in a huge pile of leaves
AND when the fun is over I will reach inside my closet and choose a flanel shirt
some where deep inside
there is a grown up who will turn the inside out shirt right side in.AS the little one stops playing the adultem erages from deep within
As long as this work must be done it would be ideal to make it enjoyable
9.27.2007
Good Luck with the Next Sucker
I'm sorry that I ever met you, you mother-fucking asshole. If I would've known what a crazy bitch of a man you were going to turn out to be, I would've broken up with you without your ever knowing that I was pregnant! Now I'm stuck dealing with your crazy ass for a long time. Good luck with the next sucker, and good luck holding their attention with that tiny dick of yours. ;)
Beautiful But Not Pathetic Anymore
I'm sorry I didn't pick up your call last night, I actually looked at the number & laughed. Bittersweet! I'm sorry that I still love you, miss you & need you, but just as well, am over you. It may seem pathetic but I secretly wished you had left me a message so that I could hear your sexy masculine voice. Yet I'm also glad you didnt. SIGH-bye my love. I'm sorry I have to say bye.
IV Chi IL
IV Chi IL
9.26.2007
Your Shoulders
I'm sorry that I never loved you. I tried to convince myself that you were the one I wanted in my life. It worked for a while but that all changed when you moved.
I am also sorry that I lied to you about your shoulders. They really are freakishly hairy. I always secretly wanted to shave them while you slept.
I am also sorry that I lied to you about your shoulders. They really are freakishly hairy. I always secretly wanted to shave them while you slept.
Fermented Cabbage
I'm sorry that I ate fermented cabbage (better known as sauerkraut) as a bedtime snack.
To Maude
Dear Maude,
I'm sorry I went to such extremes to make sure you would be surrounded by family and friends when i broke up with you. I'm terribly sorry I put up with so many of your disgusting habits and then went so far as makin certain you wouldn't kill yourself.
i'm sorry i didn't just walk away from you.
-j
I'm sorry I went to such extremes to make sure you would be surrounded by family and friends when i broke up with you. I'm terribly sorry I put up with so many of your disgusting habits and then went so far as makin certain you wouldn't kill yourself.
i'm sorry i didn't just walk away from you.
-j
Strong Feelings
Whitney,
I'm sorry that you have strong feelings for me and I don't feel the same way, or ever will. You are way too young and inexperienced and basically just not my type. You're okay as a friend but that is all. I'm sorry you feel you have to post my picture all over your MySpace page, I think that's a bit odd to put my picture up as if I was your boyfriend and even stranger that you have me as your number one when I have never even met you.
I'm sorry you can't find someone your own age to latch on to, I'm sorry Whitney but you need to move on and please stop mentioning me in your bulletins, it's getting a little annoying.
I'm sorry, but I'm just being honest, sorry if it hurts your feelings, but I can't let this go on anymore.
BM
I'm sorry that you have strong feelings for me and I don't feel the same way, or ever will. You are way too young and inexperienced and basically just not my type. You're okay as a friend but that is all. I'm sorry you feel you have to post my picture all over your MySpace page, I think that's a bit odd to put my picture up as if I was your boyfriend and even stranger that you have me as your number one when I have never even met you.
I'm sorry you can't find someone your own age to latch on to, I'm sorry Whitney but you need to move on and please stop mentioning me in your bulletins, it's getting a little annoying.
I'm sorry, but I'm just being honest, sorry if it hurts your feelings, but I can't let this go on anymore.
BM
Sorry About the Lunch Table
I'm sorry two people left for (I guess) better tables. I'm sorry two people couldn't be here. I'm sorry that there were only three of us, including me. I'm also sorry that I felt worthless just because of it. I need to forgive, and forget. Life moves on, and I'm sorry I focused on this.
Sorry You Are Stuck with HIm
b -
i am sorry you are stuck with him. He has a tendency to make girls feel sorry for themselves, like they cant be together and its so tragic....he did it to me, doing to you now. i feel sorry for you.
i am sorry you are stuck with him. He has a tendency to make girls feel sorry for themselves, like they cant be together and its so tragic....he did it to me, doing to you now. i feel sorry for you.
9.25.2007
A Self-Absorbed Bitch
I'm sorry I was a self-absorbed bitch, and I'm sorry you'll never really see me or love me for who I really am.
A Way For Us To Work Again
I'm sorry that you/we can't find a way for us to work again. I'm sorry that I still love you very much, but that you don't seem to love me anymore.
9.24.2007
To Nonno
Nonno,
I'm sorry I grew up to hate you. I'm sorry I didn't know any better as a little girl that what you were doing was wrong. I'm sorry you're an old man and never knew it wasn't right, and still don't you perv.
I'm sorry that I can never forgive you for what you did to Nonna. I'm sorry that Mom and Dad and I hate you. And I'm sorry Buddy still likes you only because he doesn't know what a douche you are. I'm sorry I wanted to kill you so bad that day Nonna died and you didn't care and for a long time afterwards I still wanted you to die.
I'm sorry I will always hate you but you aren't worth the jail time.
I'm sorry I grew up to hate you. I'm sorry I didn't know any better as a little girl that what you were doing was wrong. I'm sorry you're an old man and never knew it wasn't right, and still don't you perv.
I'm sorry that I can never forgive you for what you did to Nonna. I'm sorry that Mom and Dad and I hate you. And I'm sorry Buddy still likes you only because he doesn't know what a douche you are. I'm sorry I wanted to kill you so bad that day Nonna died and you didn't care and for a long time afterwards I still wanted you to die.
I'm sorry I will always hate you but you aren't worth the jail time.
I'm Just Plain Sorry
I'm sorry. I'm just plain sorry.
I'm sorry that I hate myself so much. And I'm sorry that all I ever do is bring us all down.
I'm sorry that I enjoyed cutting myself and I'm sorry that I want to do it again. I'm sorry that it hurt you, Mom. I never wanted to cause that look onyour face. But I knew you just wouldn't understand.
I'm sorry GB, for not being good enough. I'm really sorry I was such an embarrassment.
I'm sorry I'm not straightedge and that I like eating meat.
I'm sorry for always nitpicking about myself, making it appear that I fish for compliments. I hate hearing them, and I'm sorry if I lead anyone to believe otherwise.
I'm sorry that I fell in love with you. And I'm sorry we grew apart. I'm sorry that I still love you, I've turned it into an art.
I'm sorry that I have issues in school. I'm sorry that all I want to do is draw in the margins of my tests instead of taking them. I'm sorry that I want to do really well in school, but that I don't.
I'm sorry that I always ask the same questions, and that I never have any good advice. I'm sorry that I always turn conversations towards myself negatively, selfishly wish someone could prove me wrong.
I'm sorry that I hear things, that I'm afraid of the dark. I'm sorry that I wear so much makeup, and that I have such horrid mood swings.
I'm sorry I'm turning out to be such a wine-o. It's not my fault I like the bitter burn of the darker colors. I'm sorry that I learned to throw back shots from all those years of taking NyQuil when I was sick.
I'm sorry I've never had a real boyfriend. And I'm sorry no one's ever asked me out. I'm sorry that I have fears of no one ever loving me the way that I am, inside and out. I'm sorry that I think I'll die alone, and probably a virgin. I'm sorry I'm not one of those teenage sluts or one of the four pregnant Freshmen. I'm sorry that I'm still a virgin, and I'm sorry I've never had a vaginal orgasm.
I'm sorry for how much I apologize, and I'm sorry I didn't get that letter to make you proud.
I'm sorry, Dad, for not having a penis. I'm sorry that I'm doing well for myself instead of crappy like my sister. I'm sorry that you're such an ass to me, yet you dote upon N and your grandson. I'm sorry you're having so much fun being his grandfather than you are being my dad.
I'm sorry that I had to BEG you for money for my new car after I got into that wreck. A wreck that wasn't even my fault. I'm sorry if you think I should have gotten punished.
I'm sorry I complain so much and that this apology is so long. But, honestly, if I'd had more patience, I'd keep going.
I'm kind of sorry that I didn't.
A.
I'm sorry that I hate myself so much. And I'm sorry that all I ever do is bring us all down.
I'm sorry that I enjoyed cutting myself and I'm sorry that I want to do it again. I'm sorry that it hurt you, Mom. I never wanted to cause that look onyour face. But I knew you just wouldn't understand.
I'm sorry GB, for not being good enough. I'm really sorry I was such an embarrassment.
I'm sorry I'm not straightedge and that I like eating meat.
I'm sorry for always nitpicking about myself, making it appear that I fish for compliments. I hate hearing them, and I'm sorry if I lead anyone to believe otherwise.
I'm sorry that I fell in love with you. And I'm sorry we grew apart. I'm sorry that I still love you, I've turned it into an art.
I'm sorry that I have issues in school. I'm sorry that all I want to do is draw in the margins of my tests instead of taking them. I'm sorry that I want to do really well in school, but that I don't.
I'm sorry that I always ask the same questions, and that I never have any good advice. I'm sorry that I always turn conversations towards myself negatively, selfishly wish someone could prove me wrong.
I'm sorry that I hear things, that I'm afraid of the dark. I'm sorry that I wear so much makeup, and that I have such horrid mood swings.
I'm sorry I'm turning out to be such a wine-o. It's not my fault I like the bitter burn of the darker colors. I'm sorry that I learned to throw back shots from all those years of taking NyQuil when I was sick.
I'm sorry I've never had a real boyfriend. And I'm sorry no one's ever asked me out. I'm sorry that I have fears of no one ever loving me the way that I am, inside and out. I'm sorry that I think I'll die alone, and probably a virgin. I'm sorry I'm not one of those teenage sluts or one of the four pregnant Freshmen. I'm sorry that I'm still a virgin, and I'm sorry I've never had a vaginal orgasm.
I'm sorry for how much I apologize, and I'm sorry I didn't get that letter to make you proud.
I'm sorry, Dad, for not having a penis. I'm sorry that I'm doing well for myself instead of crappy like my sister. I'm sorry that you're such an ass to me, yet you dote upon N and your grandson. I'm sorry you're having so much fun being his grandfather than you are being my dad.
I'm sorry that I had to BEG you for money for my new car after I got into that wreck. A wreck that wasn't even my fault. I'm sorry if you think I should have gotten punished.
I'm sorry I complain so much and that this apology is so long. But, honestly, if I'd had more patience, I'd keep going.
I'm kind of sorry that I didn't.
A.
You Couldn't Be Man Enough
I'm sorry you couldn't be man enough to tell us that you wanted our jobs. You have drawn a line that's caused a fissure between friends. You will have to live with this decision. And expecting us to work under you because you, apparently, can do the job without our assistance is the most insulting thing I've ever had to deal with.
I hope your guilt fucking eats you alive.
I hope your guilt fucking eats you alive.
My Life is a Mess Right Now
I'm sorry my life is mess right now. I look back at all the photos you took, and notice how many of them are of me. You where always watching me, weren't you? I'm sorry I never noticed till now. Till after I fucked up everything around me. I'm sorry I try and come up with reasons why we shouldn't go out. I'm sorry if you feel I'm leading you on. I'm sorry for having so much emotional baggage.
I'm sorry but I don't think I love you like you love me.
I'm sorry but I don't think I love you like you love me.
I Was A Slacker Grandchild
I'm sorry I was a slacker grandchild when you were sick, Grandpa. I promise to be more attentive from today forward. I never want to find myself wishing I'd spent more time with you. You are an amazing, strong, resilient, brilliant man. I know you've found it hard to believe in God, seeing what you saw when you liberated the camps in Poland, but God bless you, Grandpa. God bless you.
About The Ugly Fight
I'm sorry about the ugly fight we had last night at the fair. I'm sorry that I lashed out in response. I never realized what frustration makes me do. We'd had beautiful, wonderful experiences and also awfulness. Your actions confuse me, loving me one minute and rebuking me the next. Jeckyl and Hyde, I've called it. Today, you say you were "very grumpy and tired" and apologized for being "difficult."
What I've asked is that you not drink and not raise your voice at me and to stop criticizing and condemning me. I'm tired of asking. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of not passing your tests; I'm tired of being tested.
Maya Angelou said "When a man tells you who he is...believe him." You've repeatedly said it's easier to start a new relationship than to work on ours. I believe that you want out and I'm releasing you in God's hands. I'm lovingly detaching. Time will heal these wounds and I pray that you'll find the happiness, health, the ranch and family, the immaculate home that you desire and deserve. I'm sorry I'm not what you want. Luv u.
What I've asked is that you not drink and not raise your voice at me and to stop criticizing and condemning me. I'm tired of asking. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of not passing your tests; I'm tired of being tested.
Maya Angelou said "When a man tells you who he is...believe him." You've repeatedly said it's easier to start a new relationship than to work on ours. I believe that you want out and I'm releasing you in God's hands. I'm lovingly detaching. Time will heal these wounds and I pray that you'll find the happiness, health, the ranch and family, the immaculate home that you desire and deserve. I'm sorry I'm not what you want. Luv u.
That I Was So Judgmental
i am sorry that i was judgmental patrick , thank you for speaking t my friend and deciding to finally get he blood test to save our baby .
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That I Waited Too Long
I'm sorry that I ever let us grow apart.
I'm sorry that I couldn't be there for you.
I'm sorry you felt that you had no other choice.
I'm sorry that I didn't even have the courage to go to your wake.
But most of all I am sorry that I waited too long and now it is too late.
Rest in Peace.
I'm sorry that I couldn't be there for you.
I'm sorry you felt that you had no other choice.
I'm sorry that I didn't even have the courage to go to your wake.
But most of all I am sorry that I waited too long and now it is too late.
Rest in Peace.
9.23.2007
So Impatient
I'm sorry I'm so impatient. I am having a hard time trusting that we are on the same page.
I just want the wait to be over, and for us to try again.
I just want the wait to be over, and for us to try again.
9.22.2007
That I Am Unlovable
I am sorry that I worry you, I am sorry that I am unlovable. My past is my reflections to protect my heart. I am sorry that I cannot love you anymore.Its not easy, I wish you would leave me. You have been as bitter as the artic wind blowing my soul apart. I am sorry that I am not the woman you can be happy with. I am sorry that I am not a blessing in your life, and that you stopped loving me so long ago.
This Imaginary Grudge
To T, I'm sorry that I lied and made up a story about how much of a bastard you were as an excuse for my crazyness that I didn't understand. I'm sorry that I held this imaginary grudge against you for all these years. I wonder if anyone ever treated you unkindly because of the story that I made up. If they did, I'm sorry for that too.
For Not Saying How Much I Loved You
I am so sorry for not saying how much i loved you, i wanted you to know, but i was afraid you did not love me back, im sorry that now that i know that you DO love me, i cant gather the courage to tell you still... Even though you would accept it i dont have that ability, I hope that i can gather that courage soon enough.. and im sorry for not telling you so much earlier
Sorry I Messed Us Up
I am sorry I never gave you a chance. I guess I never gave myself a chance to be happy with you. I am selfish, and care about how much money you make, how good looking you are....but I never told you, so you kept trying, but I never believed in us. I love you so much, but don't trust myself to be good to you. So we don't talk and I don't try. I think about you everyday. I'm sorry I messed us up.
That I Didn't Come Home
I'm sorry that I left for a week's trip and didn't come home. Really, I'm not sorry I didn't come home, I'm just sorry that it came as such a blow and you never saw it coming. I'm sorry that I didn't do the right things when they mattered, if they ever mattered at all. I'm sorry I broke your heart. I hope that even if you never forgive me, that you will find happiness again in the future and that you will find it in yourself to offer more respect to the people in your life than you offered to me.
Sorry I Got What I Wanted
I'm sorry I got what I wanted because I did want to end it with you.
That cliche, "be careful what you wish for" is so very very true -- I got what I wanted and now not being with you and not having you in my life, or being a part of yours anymore, is so sad I can't come close to putting it in words.
I had the privilege of your friendship&love and I threw it away like it was no more than a gum wrapper tossed into a sidewalk garbage can. But now, without you, my life is meaningless and vacant. You offered me everything and I blew it completely. I envy your friends&family&co-workers who see you and talk with you each day for I know you will never see me or speak with me again. Do they know how lucky they are to have you in their lives?
I didn't want marriage&family. You did. Now when I see a mother and her baby I cringe with a longing that's unbearable. I see couples -- young and old -- holding hands and I realize I poisoned the only thing that matters in life: true, honest, love.
I was such a fool. I know I'll never love again and that life from now on will as lonely and empty as a commuter train station on a Sunday afternoon.
That cliche, "be careful what you wish for" is so very very true -- I got what I wanted and now not being with you and not having you in my life, or being a part of yours anymore, is so sad I can't come close to putting it in words.
I had the privilege of your friendship&love and I threw it away like it was no more than a gum wrapper tossed into a sidewalk garbage can. But now, without you, my life is meaningless and vacant. You offered me everything and I blew it completely. I envy your friends&family&co-workers who see you and talk with you each day for I know you will never see me or speak with me again. Do they know how lucky they are to have you in their lives?
I didn't want marriage&family. You did. Now when I see a mother and her baby I cringe with a longing that's unbearable. I see couples -- young and old -- holding hands and I realize I poisoned the only thing that matters in life: true, honest, love.
I was such a fool. I know I'll never love again and that life from now on will as lonely and empty as a commuter train station on a Sunday afternoon.
9.21.2007
Unraveled
I'm sorry if I seemed curt last night in response to your texts. It can't have been easy to tell me. But it was too much, too late.. I'm sorry if you're unhappy, but I'm not sorry we aren't together.
You never came back, we never made new love; we never made love. When we were together, and while you were away, all I got was fucked, and unraveled.
You never came back, we never made new love; we never made love. When we were together, and while you were away, all I got was fucked, and unraveled.
Sorry That I've Led You On
I'm sorry that I've led you on.
I'm sorry that I don't pick up when you call. I don't know what to say. I'm sorry that you're unhappy.
I'm sorry that you're hurt.
I'm sorry that we can't be.
I'm sorry for everything.
I honestly don't feel the same and I'm sorry that I'm such a coward that I am not able to tell you this. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry that I don't pick up when you call. I don't know what to say. I'm sorry that you're unhappy.
I'm sorry that you're hurt.
I'm sorry that we can't be.
I'm sorry for everything.
I honestly don't feel the same and I'm sorry that I'm such a coward that I am not able to tell you this. I'm sorry.
The Fruition of Possible Love
I'm sorry that I now push EVERY man away from me. It's probably for the best. I just can't trust anyone anymore. It's as if I can now see right through them...their stare into eyes allows me to see their cold-hearted intentions. I've become a smart-ass in conversation upon greeting...perhaps that IS the new me...don't know. I want to show my 'real' self...but I think I'm getting lost in between. I'm sorry if I come off as rude. Although, I think that it's the eternal feminist in me-----or perhaps I am this way because I've been jaded one too many times...not to mention nearly raped once...but definitely taken advantage of. This I'll never forget.-----I'm sorry to my own self for deterring the fruition of possible love and the normalcy of a woman's life.
But I Don't Believe
I'm sorry, but I don't believe that you'll make good on the promise you made to me in June. I don't think she'll be out by the deadline and I don't think you'll force the issue.
9.20.2007
That You Fail To Grow...
Thanks for not apologizing for being a rude and inconsiderate fool. It actually made me be the bigger person to be the one to break the silence and 'talk', eventhough YOU should have apologized to me for your rude comments. For this I am glad because I've learned to move on with my life [especially in instances like so]. I'm VERY sorry though that you fail to grow a man's dick [& some real balls] to actually show that you do OR don't care [through words at least]. Sucks because of the latter...but I'm happy I've learned to move on and kick you to the curb. You chose this ending...so don't act like I'm the culprit.
9.19.2007
In Love With Your Best Friend
I am sorry that I fell in love with your best friend. More than anything, I am sorry that neither of you noticed.
Our One Hookup
I'm so sorry that you thought our one hookup almost two years ago meant something. You're kinda like a psycho stalker aren't you? I really am a nice guy, but I've had to be mean in order for you to leave me alone. Okay maybe I once thought there could be something there, but your calling me out, tongue-lashings, game-playing, coldness is a real buzz kill. Move on already Ash. It's done.
N.
N.
Sorry I Hit You That Day
I'm sorry I hit you that day. I was so angry. Not even really at you. But you were the closest. I can't close my eyes now without seeing the fear and hatred in your eyes. You thought I loved you. I did. I do. But I destroyed that. I know you moved out of your apartment for three days and stayed with a friend two cities away. I know you scribbled in that notbook of yours for hours on end. I know you'll never forgive me. I'lll never forgive myself. But I'll apologize anyways. I love you. You know that, don't you? No matter what I do or say, what I did and said, I'll always love you. I'm sorry.
9.18.2007
Weight Watchers Points
I'm sorry for eating over my weight watchers points today. hopefully i won't pay for it at tomorrow's weigh-in.
A Broken Hand
I am sorry that I broke your hand there is no good sorry for it i am sobing and sobing about it i can't help it
FROM dm248
a.k.a. mom and dad :):(
FROM dm248
a.k.a. mom and dad :):(
A Perfect Match
I'm sorry that you're a perfect match for me and that we can't be together because of you.
Sorry I Was So Obsessed
I'm sorry I was so obsessed with you that I scared you away. Please try to understand that I was lying to myself -as well as you - when you told me you wanted to "keep it casual" and I just replied, "don't worry about that."
Thank you for giving me a year of great sex. Before I met you, I was sure that I'd become erotically bored with anyone after a short while. Thanks for proving me wrong- it's been a great gift.
Finally, I'm saddened that you still refuse to speak with me even after 7 years. But frankly, that part is your problem. Love.
Thank you for giving me a year of great sex. Before I met you, I was sure that I'd become erotically bored with anyone after a short while. Thanks for proving me wrong- it's been a great gift.
Finally, I'm saddened that you still refuse to speak with me even after 7 years. But frankly, that part is your problem. Love.
To Who Once Was Lisa C.
To who was once Lisa Chandler,
This apology is long overdue. I didn't mean to blow you off the last time I saw you. I really did see and hear you. I was simply proposing to my date that night. Meeting my ex might have ruined the moment, you know?
In 1998 you taught me the meaning of love and the ropes of relationships. I think about how I wronged you that day more often than I probably should. I hope you and your family all the best wishes.
D in Tallahassee
This apology is long overdue. I didn't mean to blow you off the last time I saw you. I really did see and hear you. I was simply proposing to my date that night. Meeting my ex might have ruined the moment, you know?
In 1998 you taught me the meaning of love and the ropes of relationships. I think about how I wronged you that day more often than I probably should. I hope you and your family all the best wishes.
D in Tallahassee
9.17.2007
That I Pushed You
I'm sorry that I still love you. I'm sorry that I pushed you when all you needed was time. I'm sorry that I can't move on. I'm sorry that I can't just let us go.
I'm just sorry.
I'm just sorry.
Pathetic but Beautiful
I'm sorry I avoided your calls, it was so difficult. I'm glad I saved the station number, otherwise I would have picked up when you called. I bet you thought I'd answer not knowing it was Area 4, you idiot, you're not the only cop I know. I'm sure you know I sincerely wanted to pick up & listen to your voice, I love you so much it hurts. You will never take me back, this I know (your an idiot, letting your pride get in the way of our love, just apologize & we'll be fine you stupidass) I cannot cry because I'm at work, but my heart is withering as I type. I'm done giving you the priviledge of having sex with me. Although I love you, I faked it about 90% of the time. Yes, sex was great but I totally exaggerated my moans & screams, not to lie, but because it fed your ego. You men are suckers for that. I'm sorry I love you too much to tell you your dick was very small, not the smallest I've had granted, but pretty darn small. I'm sure my unconditional love for you was what made me climax, and my own beautiful body.
I'm sorry but I think after 3yrs, I'm finally getting over you. Although, I'm secretly always going to love you, even if you marry one day. I'm sorry but it's just time to respect myself & let go.
I'm sorry I sound pathetic, but at least I'm beautiful.
III Chi IL
I'm sorry but I think after 3yrs, I'm finally getting over you. Although, I'm secretly always going to love you, even if you marry one day. I'm sorry but it's just time to respect myself & let go.
I'm sorry I sound pathetic, but at least I'm beautiful.
III Chi IL
To Have a Female Companion
I'm sorry I find it so difficult to ask any girl out even if just for a coffee. I'm sorry I will never get the words my dad said to me daily literally on a daily basis "you're so ugly-looking that no girl in her right mind will ever want you" out of my head as hard as I try. I'm sorry girls never ask me out. I'm sorry I never had a girlfriend and never will. I'm sorry God won't take me off the face of this earth though I've been asking Him to for many many many many many years. And I'm really really sorry I'm going to die one day not knowing what it's like to have a female companion.
Into My Heart
To James Thomas:
I am sorry I ever let you into my life, into my heart. You lied and lied and made me your mistress when I would not be. I asked only for truth, and you used my love for you against me. You told me your marriage was dead and over: you lied. I am sorry I ever let you into my life.
I am sorry I ever let you into my life, into my heart. You lied and lied and made me your mistress when I would not be. I asked only for truth, and you used my love for you against me. You told me your marriage was dead and over: you lied. I am sorry I ever let you into my life.
9.16.2007
Pain is My Middle Name
Im sorry pain is my middle name. And so is everyone elses who writes on here. I'm sorry he lost his mom. I'm sorry she took her life. I'm sorry you love me so.
9.14.2007
We Caused Each Other So Much Pain
I'm sorry we caused each other so much pain, anger and frustration. We were perhaps too special to each other and didn't realize it until it was too late. I'm sorry that I couldn't keep trying. When you took me for granted and blamed me for your problems and your actions, when you put words in my mouth that were never even in my mind, when you pushed me aside like unwanted garbage, it hurt me deeply, more deeply than you will ever know. I haven't recovered from it yet and possibly never will. I'm sorry that I lashed out in response. I didn't know what else to do, since I didn't even see it coming. All I could see was how much it hurt and all I could think of was how could you do this, when I loved you so much, when you said so convincingly that you loved me, too? I couldn't believe it and still have trouble believing it really happened, that the person I thought was so beautiful and wonderful and kind could cut up my heart so coldly and treat me so badly. I would like to forgive you but I'm not sure that I can. It was so hard for me to trust, and I tried so hard to trust you. You were the last person I ever expected to hurt me like that, and I gave you too much of my soul to just let it go. I'm sorry that I can't, and I'm sorry that I can't try, anymore. I'm not sorry that I tried to love you, but I am sorry that you wouldn't let me.
That We Can't Speak
I'm sorry that we can't speak without an immense razorblade of pain cutting through our hearts. I'm sorry that we no longer share secrets, or meals, or a bed. I'm sorry that I lost my bestfriend and my soulmate when I lost you. I never imagined it would come to this. I have never realized consequences in the way that I have in the ending of our relationship.
In case you ever think about me, I'm doing fine. Not just fine in the I'm-getting-by sense, but fine in the I'm living in an amazing city, have a phenomenal job, a fantastic boyfriend, and I just bought a fabulous condo. My life couldn't possibly be better... unless you were a part of it.
I wouldn't change anything I have now for anything because I know that if we had remained together, I would never have achieved all this, but that does not change the fact that I miss you terribly... with every day comes the thought of you, memories I try (and fail) to suppress. In some ways I'm grateful that we are no longer together, from the standpoint of my success in my career, but i will always love you. You will always be my one true love. I wish you knew that, I wish I could tell you.
In case you ever think about me, I'm doing fine. Not just fine in the I'm-getting-by sense, but fine in the I'm living in an amazing city, have a phenomenal job, a fantastic boyfriend, and I just bought a fabulous condo. My life couldn't possibly be better... unless you were a part of it.
I wouldn't change anything I have now for anything because I know that if we had remained together, I would never have achieved all this, but that does not change the fact that I miss you terribly... with every day comes the thought of you, memories I try (and fail) to suppress. In some ways I'm grateful that we are no longer together, from the standpoint of my success in my career, but i will always love you. You will always be my one true love. I wish you knew that, I wish I could tell you.
Sorry I Let You Shave My Pussy
I'm sorry I let you shave my pussy until it is practically hairless. It makes me look like a little girl. I hate the way it looks. If you can't accept the hair then don't have sex with me.
Since the Day I Met You
Dear J.H.--
I have been in love with you since the day I met you and I'm sorry I have never had the courage to say so. I couldn't find the strength to risk losing our friendship.
I love you.
-M
I have been in love with you since the day I met you and I'm sorry I have never had the courage to say so. I couldn't find the strength to risk losing our friendship.
I love you.
-M
9.13.2007
That I Horned You
dear ex boyfriend,
i am sorry that i horned you and took your money .
i am a grenadian and you know that is what we woman do . i am not sorry because your dick is so small....
i am sorry that i horned you and took your money .
i am a grenadian and you know that is what we woman do . i am not sorry because your dick is so small....
9.12.2007
Hello Beautiful
Hello Beautiful!
I'm so sorry I didn't take into consideration your feelings. You are the most sincere and beautiful woman I have ever known. It is my desire to spend the rest of my life with you. I never meant to hurt you. I want you to know there is no one else in my eyes. My heart and life is consumed with you. You are more than I could ever hope or dream of. Please forgive me and know that I will love you until the day I die.
I'm so sorry I didn't take into consideration your feelings. You are the most sincere and beautiful woman I have ever known. It is my desire to spend the rest of my life with you. I never meant to hurt you. I want you to know there is no one else in my eyes. My heart and life is consumed with you. You are more than I could ever hope or dream of. Please forgive me and know that I will love you until the day I die.
With Your Mentor
This apology is for mentioning that you would take a hands on approach with your mentor. This was not funny and was most certanly un called for.
9.11.2007
Pompous Ass
I'm sorry that you are such and arrogant self serving pompous ass. I just wanted you to know JERK, now I feel better !!!!!!!
I've Grown to Resent You
Jenny,
I'm sorry I've grown to resent you so much. Thank you for this.. you did this to me.
I'm sorry I've grown to resent you so much. Thank you for this.. you did this to me.
To J from C
J.
I'm sorry that you've made me so insecure and decided to become so cold. I'm sorry that you have more regard for your friend(s) than you do for me. You tell me that I have nothing to worry about and that you're a saint but it's not at all that easy.
I'm sorry that I don't believe in you but you made it that way. If you'd rather listen to friends and let me slip by then maybe it's not even worth it.
I'm hurting right now but not as much as I hope you will be.
C.
I'm sorry that you've made me so insecure and decided to become so cold. I'm sorry that you have more regard for your friend(s) than you do for me. You tell me that I have nothing to worry about and that you're a saint but it's not at all that easy.
I'm sorry that I don't believe in you but you made it that way. If you'd rather listen to friends and let me slip by then maybe it's not even worth it.
I'm hurting right now but not as much as I hope you will be.
C.
For Mike
Dear Mike,
I am sorry for hurting you...though you have no idea how much I kept from you...to this day I am not sure if it was better left that way or not...I am sorry for not telling you I was going to have your baby.( I never told anyone to this day) I am sorry for turning away from you and for being such a coward. You loved me and I loved you but we were so young and it scared the shit out of me. I thought if you never knew that it would be easier for you. Based on those actions of mine I never deserved you. I am sorry of throwing the life we could have had together away and never even giving you a choice...truly I am sorry!
I am sorry for hurting you...though you have no idea how much I kept from you...to this day I am not sure if it was better left that way or not...I am sorry for not telling you I was going to have your baby.( I never told anyone to this day) I am sorry for turning away from you and for being such a coward. You loved me and I loved you but we were so young and it scared the shit out of me. I thought if you never knew that it would be easier for you. Based on those actions of mine I never deserved you. I am sorry of throwing the life we could have had together away and never even giving you a choice...truly I am sorry!
9.10.2007
That I Don't Have Enough Confidence
I'm sorry that I don't have enough confidence in myself to allow my guards to come down. I'm sorry that It's over and I can't give you a chance. You tell me everything is fine and you're the saint but it's not that easy. Not for me at least. I'm sorry that I'm giving up but this mess isn't my fault now is it?
I'm sorry I've grown to resent you and your relationship with your best friend. I really did hope it would work but you're no longer sensitive to my feelings... you love me different than before. Are you sorry?
j+c? not anymore.
I'm sorry I've grown to resent you and your relationship with your best friend. I really did hope it would work but you're no longer sensitive to my feelings... you love me different than before. Are you sorry?
j+c? not anymore.
Just Say No
I am sorry I lied to you. I am sorry that I have trained you to distrust me. I am sorry I ever started doing drugs.
To Adam 2
Dear Adam,
I am sorry I hit you. I have never hit a man before. I just got so angry when you accussed me of being a slut. I have not cheated on you....I loved you. You just made me so angry coming home drunk, throwing my clothes out of the closet, and acting like you didn't care a fucking thing about me.
I am sorry for the horrible things I said to you, and again, for hitting you. You have no idea how much guilt I have....and the thought of not having you in my life anymore scares the hell out of me.
I will always love you......even if you hate me and throw me away.
I am sorry I hit you. I have never hit a man before. I just got so angry when you accussed me of being a slut. I have not cheated on you....I loved you. You just made me so angry coming home drunk, throwing my clothes out of the closet, and acting like you didn't care a fucking thing about me.
I am sorry for the horrible things I said to you, and again, for hitting you. You have no idea how much guilt I have....and the thought of not having you in my life anymore scares the hell out of me.
I will always love you......even if you hate me and throw me away.
9.09.2007
From a Mad Sister to My Little Bro...
Sorry you're such a spoiled little 8 year old ass.
Our parents hate me, yet love you. Wonder why when you are such a spoiled ass.
You slapped me on the butt, of course it didn't hurt though because of your scrawny little fingers, but I hit you back. It's only a natural instinct. I'm sorry I got in trouble when it was your fault, ass. You're spoiled and rotten and expect people to be nice to you even if you are so mean to them. People don't forget that quickly. Like that one time you said you hated me and I was evil when I didn't do nothing and then, literally two seconds later, turn your mad face into a happy one and asked me to play a game with you like we were best friends. Did you expect me to turn around and say "sure best buddy, and then afterwards we can count the clounds in the sky and look for unicorns!" right. I hate you, spoiled ass. You get everything you want and more. I hate you, and I am sorry to God, not to you (NEVER to you) that you get everything you want and more, while I get nothing but your blame and punishments. Maybe if you didn't know how to fake cry like that and act you'd get a fraction of what you deserve. And no, you don't deserve dessert. Ever. Even if your mommy-poo says no, you beg and beg and beg until you get what you fucking want. You're the baby in the family, so of course you get everything in the world and I get nothing. I hate you I hate you I hate you. GET THAT THROUGH YOUR HEAD SPOILED ROTTEN FREAK!
Our parents hate me, yet love you. Wonder why when you are such a spoiled ass.
You slapped me on the butt, of course it didn't hurt though because of your scrawny little fingers, but I hit you back. It's only a natural instinct. I'm sorry I got in trouble when it was your fault, ass. You're spoiled and rotten and expect people to be nice to you even if you are so mean to them. People don't forget that quickly. Like that one time you said you hated me and I was evil when I didn't do nothing and then, literally two seconds later, turn your mad face into a happy one and asked me to play a game with you like we were best friends. Did you expect me to turn around and say "sure best buddy, and then afterwards we can count the clounds in the sky and look for unicorns!" right. I hate you, spoiled ass. You get everything you want and more. I hate you, and I am sorry to God, not to you (NEVER to you) that you get everything you want and more, while I get nothing but your blame and punishments. Maybe if you didn't know how to fake cry like that and act you'd get a fraction of what you deserve. And no, you don't deserve dessert. Ever. Even if your mommy-poo says no, you beg and beg and beg until you get what you fucking want. You're the baby in the family, so of course you get everything in the world and I get nothing. I hate you I hate you I hate you. GET THAT THROUGH YOUR HEAD SPOILED ROTTEN FREAK!
For Being a Burden
I'm sorry I kept cutting after I promised I wouldn't, and I'm sorry I haven't tried to explain better why I won't stop...I'm sorry for being a burden, mum, but I'm not sorry for being a vampire >.<;
Apologies for Steven
Steven, I am sorry I scared you with my extreamly hairly legs and my bad habbit of picking my boogers, and wiping them in your hair while you sleep(the look on your face is just so darn cute when you discover them in the morning). And I am sorry for telling all your friends, and your parents, your sisters, cousins, uncles, aunts, gradparents, and any other person i could possibly think of about your flamming hemroids, and your little "incident" with little bobby at church camp last summer(I just didn't think it was very christian of you). I am also sorry that I killed, I mean lost you dog at the park down the street earlier this month. He was such a little cutie. that reminds me, do remember when you we inharrited all the money after aunt ruth died...you know what never mind. Forget I mentioned it. she went very peacefully. But one thing I will never, ever, ever be sorry for, is the fact that I have a black belt in karate. I am a ninja, and I will always love you
9.08.2007
I Am Sorry I Tied Your Shoes Together
Dear amanda,
I am sorry that you got expeled becuse I tied your shoes together, I am sorry I lyed to the teacher that it was your falt not mine, I shall not do that agian for the rest of my life I was an idiot to do that in the first place I thot it would be truly funny but it turned out that you fell down and broke your nose I dident mean to!
your bully,
monser myea
I am sorry that you got expeled becuse I tied your shoes together, I am sorry I lyed to the teacher that it was your falt not mine, I shall not do that agian for the rest of my life I was an idiot to do that in the first place I thot it would be truly funny but it turned out that you fell down and broke your nose I dident mean to!
your bully,
monser myea
What I Said About You
dear friend,
or at least a friend I am so sorry I had a fit about playing with another please forrgive me, I should not have said what I said about you.
sorry,
Zillin
or at least a friend I am so sorry I had a fit about playing with another please forrgive me, I should not have said what I said about you.
sorry,
Zillin
Made for Each Other
I am sorry she thinks no guy loves her. I am sorry I didn't tell that I loved her the first day I saw her and I still do love her and always will. She's 25 years younger than me(the age difference doesn't bother me)and I honestly don't care if people think I'm a dirty old man or a pervert but I know she'll be teased about it so much so I have to keep my mouth shut. I love her way too much and don't wanna do that to her. I am sorry me and her will never be together because I have no doubt whatsoever and know thaw me and her were meant to spend our life together. I know we were made for each other.
For Caroline
caroline I am so very sorry we are not friends anymore I got so mad that you kept complanining about how I played with carlyn so so much I forrgot about you.
from you haft friend Tara
from you haft friend Tara
9.07.2007
The Date
I'm sorry to the former coworker I chat with on MSN. I am very sorry for lying to you. You asked me if I ever had a date. I said yes. I am ashamed to admit I never have and I went to see a prostitute once and once and once only. I am sorry I lied to you. Wanted to tell you I never had a date but at my age it is very very embarassing.
To Adam
Dear Adam,
I have thought about you so many times over the last 15 years. I'm not sorry we broke up because I met the man I ended up marrying right afterward. But I am REALLY sorry I was such a bitch to you when we broke up. You were a smart, funny, warm, goodlooking guy and there was NOTHING wrong with you, we just weren't all that compatible. 15 years later, I still feel bad about how I treated you at your friend's birthday party the last night we were together. I miss you and wish we could be friends now. But mostly I am really, really sorry I hurt your feelings. You didn't deserve to be treated like that. Wherever you are, I hope your life is awesome.
love,
S.
I have thought about you so many times over the last 15 years. I'm not sorry we broke up because I met the man I ended up marrying right afterward. But I am REALLY sorry I was such a bitch to you when we broke up. You were a smart, funny, warm, goodlooking guy and there was NOTHING wrong with you, we just weren't all that compatible. 15 years later, I still feel bad about how I treated you at your friend's birthday party the last night we were together. I miss you and wish we could be friends now. But mostly I am really, really sorry I hurt your feelings. You didn't deserve to be treated like that. Wherever you are, I hope your life is awesome.
love,
S.
To the Members of My Church
To the members of my church. I am so sorry for having a three some with my pastor and his wife.... But I can not sit in this churchand hear him preach about the evils of GAYness as well as having affairs.. WHen I am as a man so in love with him and despise his wife...... If we burn in hell. Then I am sorry. I hope the church willfire him and we can justgo away and have a family.....
A Very Broken Hearted Woman
i am sorry 1st to you lord ..for saying i didnt believe in you anymore. i am sorry for creeps like patrick who will grow old and will be alone because of his wicked ways. i am sorry because i cry everyday and i am thinking of having an abortion. i am sorry that i want to die right now . i am thankful for this page to help me write what i feel ... and i am sorry for anyone else who is feeling the pain i am feeling .
a very very broken hearted woman .
h.m.m
a very very broken hearted woman .
h.m.m
9.06.2007
To Cindy
Dear Cindy,
I'm sorry I didn't show you more gratitude for all the nice things you did for me. I'm sorry I wasn't honest with you about why we drifted apart (your husband was obnoxious to me). I think I was jealous and petty. I know I could easily find you and say this in person, so I'm also sorry that I'm doing this anonymously online instead because I don't really want to pursue a friendship, I just wanted to apologize for what happened in the past.
Thank you so much for all you did for me. All my best, warmest wishes and hopes for you future.
I'm sorry I didn't show you more gratitude for all the nice things you did for me. I'm sorry I wasn't honest with you about why we drifted apart (your husband was obnoxious to me). I think I was jealous and petty. I know I could easily find you and say this in person, so I'm also sorry that I'm doing this anonymously online instead because I don't really want to pursue a friendship, I just wanted to apologize for what happened in the past.
Thank you so much for all you did for me. All my best, warmest wishes and hopes for you future.
That I Didn't Stop You Sooner
Wow. Someone else used "bungee cord" in reference to a relationship. That perfectly fits us, doesn't it? I'm sorry that I didn't cut that cord, long ago. I'm sorry that I kept on trying to believe you, to believe in you, when you consistently gave me nothing to believe, and nothing to believe in. I'm sorry that you couldn't take any disagreement, no matter how small, without taking it as a total rejection of you. I'm sorry you haven't got the guts to live your life without leaning on everyone else, without using everyone else, without having to make everyone else around you into inferiors or slaves or dogs. I'm sorry you have to make everyone else wrong so you can always be right. I'm sorry you feel the need to lie to yourself and to everyone else, just to keep yourself up on your fake, narcissistic pedestal of superior intelligence and sexual deity, and that because of that you'll never know true happiness or love. You'll only know the false happiness that comes of lies and games, and you'll know the loneliness and hurt of watching your friends turn away from you in disgust, when they discover you've done nothing but play them all for fools and cut them down behind their backs. I'm sorry you feel the need to insult those you don't understand, to put down those you call friends, and to stab the backs of those you claim to love. I'm sorry that you think it's funny to play mind games and mindfuck people, just because you can. I'm sorry you're a maneater who takes pleasure in screwing with men's hearts and minds and then tossing them aside like overchewed gristle. I'm sorry you've taken pride in breaking up other people's relationships and boasted of how you have made men proclaim you more understanding and better than their true significant others, when you really didn't care anything for them, at all. I'm sorry you can never find the worth of someone unless you can tie it into what they can do for you or how they can make you feel. I'm sorry that you feel the need to blame everyone but yourself for your faults and problems. I'm sorry that you're everything that you so loudly proclaimed you hated and loathed. I'm sorry that you're a spoiled, vindictive little bitch, after all.
Most of all, I'm sorry that I let you do those ugly things to me, that I didn't stop you sooner. I didn't, because I didn't want to give up on you. I didn't want to be wrong about you. I didn't want to stop believing in you. In the end, I had no choice. You disappointed me, time and again, and as much as I hate giving up, I could find no point in beating my head senseless against your dirty wall of self-superiority and contempt. I hope your wall and your superiority will comfort you when you ultimately find yourself alone and lost and forsaken by all those you forsook by pretending to care about them. I'm sorry I can't give you any more chances or any more love, because I know you'll only abuse me for it.
Most of all, I'm sorry that I let you do those ugly things to me, that I didn't stop you sooner. I didn't, because I didn't want to give up on you. I didn't want to be wrong about you. I didn't want to stop believing in you. In the end, I had no choice. You disappointed me, time and again, and as much as I hate giving up, I could find no point in beating my head senseless against your dirty wall of self-superiority and contempt. I hope your wall and your superiority will comfort you when you ultimately find yourself alone and lost and forsaken by all those you forsook by pretending to care about them. I'm sorry I can't give you any more chances or any more love, because I know you'll only abuse me for it.
To Brian
Dear Brian,
I am sorry I just disappeared from your life after dating for about a moment and then sleeping with you. I know you thought I dumped you because I was racist (you said so in your letter) but it had nothing to do with skin color. It was because I got pregnant and realized that even though I was sleeping with you, I didn't know you well enough to want to go through the whole ordeal of getting an abortion with you (or even having to find out whether you were pro or con abortion). So I disappeared from your life and had an abortion on my own. It's been almost twenty years and you probably forgot all about this by now, but I never have. I am really, truly sorry. This happened in LA in 1989 or thereabouts. Can't find you to tell you in person and actually don't want to put either of us through that. Just know I am sorry.
I am sorry I just disappeared from your life after dating for about a moment and then sleeping with you. I know you thought I dumped you because I was racist (you said so in your letter) but it had nothing to do with skin color. It was because I got pregnant and realized that even though I was sleeping with you, I didn't know you well enough to want to go through the whole ordeal of getting an abortion with you (or even having to find out whether you were pro or con abortion). So I disappeared from your life and had an abortion on my own. It's been almost twenty years and you probably forgot all about this by now, but I never have. I am really, truly sorry. This happened in LA in 1989 or thereabouts. Can't find you to tell you in person and actually don't want to put either of us through that. Just know I am sorry.
From Your Oldest Daughter
Momma: I am sorry that I still can't bring myself to tell you that I am sorry for hurting your feelings. I meant every word that I wrote to you in that email. Every emotion I held inside for 42 years came leaping out like poisonous venom. I am sorry that you were so jaded by your life that you couldn't be the mother I needed and wanted. I'm sorry I'm still not sorry for what I wrote, but I'm sorry it hurt your feelings. I miss you and daddy, but I still feel the same way. You need professional help and until you get it, I can't be in your life. Please get better so that I can invite you back in.
Most Sincerely,
Your Oldest Daughter
Most Sincerely,
Your Oldest Daughter
Better Luck Next Time
I'm sorry I can't tell my family that I suffer from depression and that I'm in recovery. It's not so much that I can't tell them, it's that my parents don't want everyone to know that their daughter isn't perfect. Oh well. Better luck next time I guess.
I Will Move On
I'm sorry that I have fallen for you though my heart and head tells me you're not the right man for me. I'm sorry that I allowed you to take advantage of my good nature; allowed you to take me and our friendship for granted. I am even sorrier that it's harder for me to let go; even though you're the most self centered, know it all SOB that I have ever met. I'm sorry that when I'm gone from your life, you really don't have anybody- that's sad for you.
I will move on, meet a wonderful person and be happy.I'm sorry to think that you won't because people see through you, in just a matter of time and they too, will move on, away from you.
I will move on, meet a wonderful person and be happy.I'm sorry to think that you won't because people see through you, in just a matter of time and they too, will move on, away from you.
9.04.2007
That I Ever Met You 2
I'm sorry that you decided you weren't able to function in a "normal" relationship after telling me that was all you wanted in life. I'm sorry you rejected a stable relationship with me after telling me repeatedly that you wanted stability and safety. I'm sorry that you decided that new handbags and shoes were a better way to spend your money than on a phone bill necessary to continue our long distance relationship.
I'm sorry that you left me after promising you never would. I'm sorry that you told me how much you wanted to spend the rest of my life with me, that you wanted to marry me and have children with me, bear the son for me that I was never able to have...and sorry that you left me, walked away from me and broke my heart.
I am sorry that I loved you. I am sorry that I ever met you.
I'm sorry that you left me after promising you never would. I'm sorry that you told me how much you wanted to spend the rest of my life with me, that you wanted to marry me and have children with me, bear the son for me that I was never able to have...and sorry that you left me, walked away from me and broke my heart.
I am sorry that I loved you. I am sorry that I ever met you.
Your New Girlfriend
I'm sorry I had to hold back my sincere thoughts when you asked me what I thought about your new girlfriend. I'm sorry im such an honest person, & all I could come up with was "she's cool". I'm sorry you're too much of an idiot to know what I really meant. I'm sorry that although we are friends now, I secretly resent you for taking four years of my life when we were dating. I'm sorry I didn't realize I never really loved you, untill I met my now ex-boyfriend. You were just a re-bound from my divorce, my divorce from a man whom I NEVER loved. Honestly he doesn't even deserve the title "man". He's such a loser, I'm sorry I wish my daughter was 18 already so I will NEVER have to see him again. I'm sorry I'm looking forward to it as much as I am looking forward to my childhood dream career. I'm sorry I cannot tell you that although, you are extremely well endowed, sex with my small ex-boyfriend was always much better than with you. It really IS the "motion of the ocean".
I'm sorry I can't tell you that you guys DO make a good couple, but merely because your both "BLAH". Neither one of you turns heads. Im sorry for being a beautiful but pathetic sounding woman. I am beautiful, but not pathetic. Maybe my flaw is that im too honest.
II Chi., IL
I'm sorry I can't tell you that you guys DO make a good couple, but merely because your both "BLAH". Neither one of you turns heads. Im sorry for being a beautiful but pathetic sounding woman. I am beautiful, but not pathetic. Maybe my flaw is that im too honest.
II Chi., IL
The Courage to Stand Up to You
I'm sorry that you felt the need to be a coward and not confront my husband yourself. I'm sorry that you handed it off to someone else to deal with. I'm sorry that you have now lost the trust of me and my family. I'm sorry that you aren't who everyone thinks you are. I really wanted to trust you and believe you. I liked you. You gave me hope. But you have behaved like a child and I have now seen how you really operate.
I'm sorry that I don't have the courage to stand up to you or the other big wigs. I'm sorry that I have to live like this for another 3 years.
I'm sorry that I don't have the courage to stand up to you or the other big wigs. I'm sorry that I have to live like this for another 3 years.
That I Smashed Your Jeep
I am sorry, Dad, that I smashed up your Jeep. I know I told you at the time that I ran it into a big dirt bank but I should tell you that I was really jumping it off a hill and it slammed into the ground. As the stupid teenager I was I let myself get egged on by the other stupid teenagers in the car who, natch, didn't get into any trouble and didn't do $1200 in damage to their fathers' cars.
I love you and I'm sorry I didn't tell you this while you were alive.
I love you and I'm sorry I didn't tell you this while you were alive.
My Dear Cuban Lover
I'm sorry I don't live closer to you. I'm sorry that we both lead such busy lives. I'm sorry that I know you will read this and likely tease the hell out of me, but I don't care. I'm sorry that I can't be there with you now and instead you are left to have a tawdry affair with a member of the janitorial staff who happens to be a man...and I am most sorry that you aren't of that sexual orientation. oh btw are you sorry you sent me the link to this page?
9.03.2007
To the Former Coworker
To the former coworker I chatted with online. you asked me if I ever dated. I said yes. Sorry I lied. I'm ashamed to admit at my age I never had a girlfriend. In person I would've told you the truth as I can't lie face-to-face. It's easier for me to lie online during our chats. Sorry I lied.
An Apology to My Body
Dear Body,
I'm sorry for all the things I've done to you. I've hurt you, abused you, yet you were always there for me. I never loved you, yet you were always protecting my heart. So I'd like to say I'm sorry. I blamed you for my lack of love, but in the end I only had myself to blame. I used to be okay with you, can't we go back to that? I've put you through all my tough times, making you hurt when I did. How selfish of me. But you took everything in stride. Even when I made you, stomach, shrink too much, you didn't complain. So I'm sorry. If you can forgive me, and let those old scars heal, maybe we can start again, and I'll try to love you like you always loved me.
I'm sorry for all the things I've done to you. I've hurt you, abused you, yet you were always there for me. I never loved you, yet you were always protecting my heart. So I'd like to say I'm sorry. I blamed you for my lack of love, but in the end I only had myself to blame. I used to be okay with you, can't we go back to that? I've put you through all my tough times, making you hurt when I did. How selfish of me. But you took everything in stride. Even when I made you, stomach, shrink too much, you didn't complain. So I'm sorry. If you can forgive me, and let those old scars heal, maybe we can start again, and I'll try to love you like you always loved me.
Sorry I Ate Your Sandwich
I'm sorry I ate your sandwich.
It was sitting in the refrigerator, top shelf in red saran wrap, and it looked SO GOOD...
You make the best sandwiches in the world.
I'm sorry I made you so upset.
I didn't know you would cry.
It was only pastrami...
I'm sorry...
But I can't bring myself to 'fess up.
It was sitting in the refrigerator, top shelf in red saran wrap, and it looked SO GOOD...
You make the best sandwiches in the world.
I'm sorry I made you so upset.
I didn't know you would cry.
It was only pastrami...
I'm sorry...
But I can't bring myself to 'fess up.
Please Forgive Us All
I am sorry our being together didn't work out. I'm sorry that you are so caught up in your own world that you have so little room to see what a beautiful loving man I am, that I would have given anything to you, that all you had to say was that you understood me and that you were sorry for your not holding up your end of our agreement. I am mostly sorry for myself, the hurt and lonley feelings I am left with, the healing that has to happen now, and then looking for love in another's eyes when I really want to see it only in yours. Please forgive us all.
Not Even for Jimmy Page
I am sorry that the result of poor, irrational judgement produced an opportunity to meet your hero, then made it impossible to do so. I wouldn't have stayed either, man. Not even for Jimmy Page.
I am also sorry that the same result of poor, irrational judgement drove us apart.
Know that I miss you and that I will always be your friend.
-(come one, it isn't hard to figure out)
I am also sorry that the same result of poor, irrational judgement drove us apart.
Know that I miss you and that I will always be your friend.
-(come one, it isn't hard to figure out)
Sorry I Don't Live Closer to You
I'm sorry I don't live closer to you. I'm sorry that we both lead such busy lives. I'm sorry that I know you will read this and likely tease the hell out of me, but I don't care. I'm sorry that I can't be there with you now and instead you are left to have a tawdry affair with a member of the janitorial staff that happens to be a man...and I am most sorry that you aren't of that sexual orientation. oh btw are you sorry you sent me the link to this page?
9.02.2007
That You're Completely, Utterly Gone
Im sorry you felt the need to accuse me of something I didn't do, and didn't even ask me or the other person alledgedly "involved" before making your final judgement. I'm sorry that you feel our friendship is unreconcilable, due to the fact that an ignorant third-party comment has made you feel it neccesary to tell me I'm "shit, and will always be shit." Because it's far from accurate. I'm sorry you're completely, utterly gone, living on an island in the middle of nowhere, where I would've gladly joined you if you only knew the truth. Im sorry that you, believing said lies, don't want to talk to me anymore. I am sorry for you, because you may never know that the truest love in the universe is all yours for the taking, which is something you'd want- and do. If only you knew the real story. I love you Trevor. And I forgive you for the things you said, even though you never asked my forgiveness. I'm sorrier still, that you'll never read this.
From a Philly Jawn
I'm sorry Philadelphia, Pa but I must go. Your cheap cost of living has been good to me. But I must go and be happy in the beautiful city of Washington, DC with all of it's ridiculously over priced cost of living and all. I'll always be a "Philly Jawn" but I gotta go...
Strong Enough To Be Brave Enough
i am sorry i wasn't strong enough to be brave enough to (just) try to make you happy; and i know it would not have taken very much at all to do so --- just to let you know i'd be there for you always ,and buy us a house to grow old in.
i miss you so much every day.
i think things have turned out better for you and i hope they always will -- it's a mantra i say to myself for you: "stay better." and i wonder if your husband really knows how fortunate he is -- for he is a very fortunate man to have been wise enough to give you these things.
i love you so much....why didn't i try to make you happy? we won't grow old together and i;ll never get over that.
i miss you so much every day.
i think things have turned out better for you and i hope they always will -- it's a mantra i say to myself for you: "stay better." and i wonder if your husband really knows how fortunate he is -- for he is a very fortunate man to have been wise enough to give you these things.
i love you so much....why didn't i try to make you happy? we won't grow old together and i;ll never get over that.
Remember My Secret?
Remember my secret? I shared it and you were so good about it. So careful and so caring. But things can't always work out.
I'm sorry that I loved you more than you loved me. I'm sorry that I didn't look good enough for you or behave the way that you wanted me to.
I'm sorry that time has twisted your view and you seem to remember a different series of events than I do.
But most of all, I'm sorry that I lost you - not as a man but as a friend. It plays on my mind all the time, even though we're on different sides of the world.
I've stepped back and I've seen the things in you that I chose to ignore when we were together. I don't want to be with the kind of person you are - I wanted to be with who you could be and that's not fair on either of us.
So why do I still long for your touch, your words, the comfort you provide? Why do I wait for the day that you will speak to me again and we can be friends?
I'm sorry that I loved you more than you loved me. I'm sorry that I didn't look good enough for you or behave the way that you wanted me to.
I'm sorry that time has twisted your view and you seem to remember a different series of events than I do.
But most of all, I'm sorry that I lost you - not as a man but as a friend. It plays on my mind all the time, even though we're on different sides of the world.
I've stepped back and I've seen the things in you that I chose to ignore when we were together. I don't want to be with the kind of person you are - I wanted to be with who you could be and that's not fair on either of us.
So why do I still long for your touch, your words, the comfort you provide? Why do I wait for the day that you will speak to me again and we can be friends?
9.01.2007
I've Completely Fallen for You
I'm sorry that I've been single for so long, resulting in the fact that I've completely fallen for you. Head over heels, world-spinningly fallen for you.
You apologise for who you are, but in reality you're infinitely better than I am. I just hide my insecurities much better. But I adore you for that. I wish I had your courage. And I wish I had you here right now.
I'm sorry, because I don't think you've fallen for me x
You apologise for who you are, but in reality you're infinitely better than I am. I just hide my insecurities much better. But I adore you for that. I wish I had your courage. And I wish I had you here right now.
I'm sorry, because I don't think you've fallen for me x
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