I Want You So Bad

I'm sorry I love you soo much, but you're with her, her. How jealous I am. I want you so bad, I want you.

A Missed Anniversary

i'm sorry that i missed our six month anniversary. you know i was out of town.

Trust Me, You're Not

I'm sorry i always played you up to make you feel better, to make you feel like you were somthing.

But trust me, you're not.

Ashamed and Afraid

Im Sorry.

I Cannot say it

I Cannot live up to my first impresson.

I Cannot say what i want to.

I am Ashamed and Afraid.

That You Can't See

I'm sorry that you can't see, that you need some type of professional help and or counseling, to help you get over the fact that your husband had an affair with me.

It's been almost 2 years and you are still obsessing over me and my blog. I'm sorry that you can't see that you have actually chased him back into my arms.

He's right back where he was 3 years ago, loving me and trying his hardest to deal with a evil bitch like you. The things your accusing him of every day, he really is doing. All because you couldn't love him like a husband deserves to be loved, you had to keep throwing me up in his face. And believe me, he enjoys being in my face.

When your teenager goes away to college and he finally does leave you, I will be sure to thank you for sending him back to me. Your great.

To My Boyfriend in KY

im sorry if sometimes i let u felt that you are not wanted...just want to let you know that i am just sometimes confused and can not smile for you...but hope you felt that i love you very much and its forever and always

The Biggest Sting

I'm sorry for breaking your heart. I cannot know if our relationship was the most serious you've been in. And I'm sorry I didn't put as much into our relationship. When I met you I was very much intangible, but something inside of me told me not to give up on you. I didn't expect it to stop at two years. I hope you don't think I was living a lie. I wasn't. I just chose to keep safe.

And now you're keeping safe. And that's the worst pain imaginable.

It is a smart thing, keeping safe. It keeps the bad times from interfering. And there were bad times. You are a bitch. I wouldn't hesitate to call you a cunt. But I like you. And you were good for me. And those two things have not changed and never will.

I did love you. Now I miss you.

I can only imagine the bad times you had with me.

Summer Homework

I'm sorry that some teachers feel the need to assign summer homework, because I'm just going to bullshit it anyways.

I'm Sorry I Left You Alone

To Mom,

I'm sorry I helped put you in a nursing home when you had your stroke instead of letting you stay with me where you wanted to be...I was 21 and selfish and didn't realize that the 9 months you lived there would be all the time we'd ever have again. I'm sorry I didn't move home earlier and that I couldn't do anything to save you. I'm sorry I left at 17 and moved so far away for so many years. I'm sorry I help roll the cigarets that killed you when I was 10 and 11...I'm sorry I left you alone. I didn't realize how little time there was.

That I Can't Forgive and Forget

I sorry that I can't find it in myself to love you, that I can't forgive and forget and take care of you like people think I should. I'm sorry I'm your stepmother and I'm sorry I can't figure out how to make you stop hating me.

What I Led You To Believe

I'm so very sorry that I led you to believe I was so much like you so you'd stay a while longer.

For Many Things

I am sorry for many things. That I cheated on her many times and still find myself doing so even though I love her. I am sorry for the abortion that I was a part of and for not thinking about what I was doing. I am sorry for the money I stole from my parents. I am sorry for the lies I have told to impress people because I have bad self-image. I am sorry for my selfishness. I am especially sorry for my terrible behaviour while I drink. I am sorry that I have to do this anonymously because I lack the will to apologize in person to the people I have betrayed and hurt.

That I Cheated on You 2

I'm sorry that I cheated on you.

For Sleeping With Your Husband

I'm sorry for sleeping with your husband. I fought the attraction for four years, but he pursued me with fervor and last week I finally gave in. It was amazing, almost religious.

You're beautiful, but you're lazy. While he is on the road so many months out of the year, you sit at home on your ass "taking care of the house." Why don't you get a job and try to keep him home a little? The thing is, you cheated on him and he knows it. He loves you and he has been faithful to you (until me), but you broke his heart, and now he has evened the score.

Don't worry, even though I love him, and I know he loves me, he won't leave you. He loves your kids, and he knows what a manipulative bitch you can be and he won't take a chance on not being able to be in their lives. Nine more years honey, that's all you've got. I'm not saying I'll be the one waiting for him when he is finally paroled from your marriage, but you can be sure that when that baby of yours turns eighteen, your amazing husband will be out the door.

In the meantime, all those months that your husband is away on business, I will spend every minute with him that I possibly can. It will be me in his arms when he falls asleep at night, and my lips he kisses in the morning when he wakes up. When you call to tell him about all the little mundane things in your life, it's my body that he's quietly touching.

Most of all, I'm sorry that you were so jealous of me when we met and that you couldn't be my friend when he was. Because, you see, if you had allowed me into your life, he and I wouldn't have had to sneak around to be friends. You would have gotten to know me, and I would have gotten to know you, and once I knew you I never could have done this. Because you tried so hard to keep me away, you actually pushed him towards me.

So, beautiful, I promise you, someday, when he walks away from you, I'll tell you everything. For now, thanks for sharing him with me.

For Lying To You

im sorry for lying to you for telling my friend that you slept with her man i just didnt want you to get hurt or her so please forgive me i apology please

Sorry I Didn't Report You

I am sorry I didn't report you when I was 16 and you were 17 and I was back visiting for the day. You took me on a "drive". I should have called the police. That was almost 20 years ago and I have not forgotten. I have not given it power over me, but I feel guilty that maybe you did the same thing to others and I could have stopped you if I had even told my parents.

5 Minutes Wasted

Im sorry I spent this much time reading all these apologies. I realize that I just dont care.

Like You're Not Ready

I'm sorry that you feel like you're not ready to be in a relationship right now. The time we've spent together was some of the best I've had in a long time. You're not like anybody else I've been with, and it all just felt right. It's going to hurt like hell, but I won't let another one slip away from me, especially one as perfect as you.

-RJD

Dear Uncle

Dear Uncle, I'm sorry for ditching out on you last minute. I really was excited to take your workshop but I honestly don't feel ready. I feel like I would be an amateur amongst much older, better writers. Plus I only have three pages ready and your requirements are twenty and above. I feel like an ass for letting you know today, when my deadline was tomorrow. Seriously, though, I appriciate the offer, and I really am genuinely sorry.

Road Rage

I'm sorry for flipping you off today as you sped by me and for tailgating you afterwards. I normally don't act on my road rage.

Sorry I Wasted My Love

I'm sorry that it took me so long to let go of you. I hung on too long, and wasted both of our time. I wish you'd come back, but I cant make you. And that makes me crazy.

I'm sorry I wasted my love.

That You Love Your Girlfriend

I'm really sorry that you love your girlfriend. I'm even more sorry that you have blinders on when the rest of the family is trying to put it delicately that she is a bitch to us. You never came to my defense at all during the weekend, and she made it her goal to try to hurt me and embarrass me throughout the weekend. So much for you sticking up for one of your best friends and cousin. I'm sure I have ruined any chance of being in your wedding but that's fine. I can't condone you marrying her. Enjoy her controlling and manipulation as that is what she is doing to you.

Cocaine

Crew; im sorry that it has almost become impossible for me to hang out with any you in a group setting. even one-on-one time is getting hard. im sorry that i dont trust you, and im sorry that i actually have reasons to not trust you.

i regret that cocaine has taken over our lives and will continue to create our downfalls if we dont stop.

my trip to england truly did open my eyes but in hanging out with you7, and with coke, it will be nbearly impossible for me to stop. im sorry that my decision may seem drastic but removing myself from most of you is the only way to heal.

cocaine has ruined us, dont you see?

mostly, i sorry that you dont.

Your Misery

I'm sorry I wished for your misery.

I'm Just Not That Into You

I am sorry that I picked a fight instead of just being honest and telling you that I'm just not that into you anymore. The fight was my fault but it was a relief. You are a good and decent guy. I'm so sorry that I let things go this far. You definitely do not deserve this.

No Trust

I'm sorry I still don't trust you.

Selfish Manipulations

I'm really sorry for you. I'm sorry that you can't see all the horrible things you've done to people around you, the selfish manipulations you pride yourself on, and your dishonest nature, and that because you can't see it, you think you won't ever have to pay for it. I'm sorry to think you're that stupid, but I won't be sorry for you when it all comes back around and knocks you for a loop. You more than have it coming and I sure hope I can see it when it happens.

From a Rapist

I'm sorry I lied to everyone, and I'm more sorry that they believed me over you. But it's not like I can take it back and tell everyone that I really am a rapist two years later, most of our old friends have moved away.

In My Drunken State

I am sorry that your kids are rude to me and that you wont or cant talk to them about it. I am sorry that when I want to talk about the problems that you push me or twist my arm. I am sorry that I drank to ease the hurt but most of all I am sorry that I still love you through it all. I am sorry for not being stronger. I am sorry you are selfish at times and that you dont see my pain. I am sorry for the things I said in my druken state.

That I Spilled the Beans

I'm sorry that I spilled the beans when I called your cousin to tell him that I was planning to send you divorce papers. I just wanted to let him know how important it was for you to sign ASAP. I hadn't planned ahead of time to tell him how awfully you betrayed our marriage and the whole family here. But when he told me how you're acting there, somehow, the words just came out, and I told him the truth about what you were doing the last 9 months or so of our marriage here, making a mockery of our vows. Now the whole little town where you live knows what you were doing, and their tongues are wagging, and you are stressed out by that. Well, sorry, but hate to say, if you cared about what your actions meant to anyone else, you would have never gotten to this point. I'm sorry that I still miss you, but even sorrier that I ever trusted you in the first place. Sorry it's all ended up this way.

Mr. Nibbles

Dear Joanne,

I know I promised to feed your pet rabbit while you were on vacation, but I didn't. And now he's dead.

Here is my terrible secret: I hate rabbits. I can't stand them. When I was a little kid, a rabbit bit me and it got infected. Ever since then, I have hated rabbits with a burning passion.

So, I killed your rabbit. I know this was a terrible thing to do, and I feel guilty. Hopefully some day you will be reunited with Mr. Nibbles in heaven.

Please accept my apologies.

The Bad Feelings Inside of Me

I am sorry that I don't have the boundaries in place to protect myself from feeling hurt by you again and again and again.

I am sorry that I made it such a big deal in my life to see you when you returned from China this summer.

I am sorry that I have nothing but resentment, bitterness and anger towards you when you don't show up in my life.

I am sorry. I am sorry that I am sooo very jealous of the time you spend with others.

I am sorry for all of the bad feelings inside of me.

A Wandering Eye

I'm sorry because I'm not sure if after almost 10 years together, I'm in love with you anymore. I'm sorry that I've had thoughts of cheating on you. I'm sorry that I'm afraid to be alone and that's why I don't leave you. I'm sorry that I think about Jody all the time - the one man I truely loved with all my heart! I'm sorry that you are never going to be the man that I think I deserve --- I'm sorry that I have a wandering eye and lately it's been wandering a lot!! You deserve better as do I!!!

That I Have To Go Back To School

I'm sorry that I have to go back to school so far away. You know that I love you and that the miles don't change anything but I'm still sorry. I'm sorry for all the nights I can't be there. I'm sorry that you're still at your parent's house because you're waiting for me. I know how rough it is there. I'm sorry that you were so worried you almost ended it.

But I'm happy that you realized I'm different.

That You Didn't Just Take Him Back

im sorry that im not sorry for sleeping with your ex husband. and im sorry that you didn't just take him back while you had the chance, cause i know now that you wanted to. im sorry that he's going to love me forever and that i have to be this happy without your blessing.

For Breaking Your Heart

im sorry for breaking your heart, i love you. i just don't love you in that way.

I Did It, I'm Really Sorry

Wow! I can finally confess and apologize. I did it, I'm really sorry. I'm even more sorry that I want to do it again and often think about doing it again. But I won't because our marriage and family is more important to me than doing it again and hurting all of you.

For Accusing You

I'm sorry for accusing you of not being the best friend always. Because you are, and even more, whenever I need you, you're always there, no matter what. I'm sorry, and thankyou for always being such an amazing person. I love you.

Impossible to Move On

I'm sorry that you never let me see her after she died and before you cremated her. I'm sorry that you never gave me the chance to say goodbye. I'm sorry you didn't even ask me if I wanted to go to her funeral.

I know it was years ago..and I know she was your mother.

But she was my grandmother, mom.

I'm sorry that I never told you any of this and that I never will.

And lastly...I'm sorry that not being able to say goodbye to her makes it impossible for me to move on.

That You Had To Bail Me Out

i'm sorry you had to bail me out last night. it's gonna take me some time to pay you back the bond but i will eventually. thanks a million though!

Not There for You at the End

I'm sorry I was not there for you at the end. I sensed, perhaps mistakenly, that you didn't want me to be. I KNEW the others didn't want me to be there. If I was wrong, if I read your signals and actions incorrectly, I can only offer my deepest apologies and hope that someday you can forgive me. Even though we didn't know each other all that long, I do love you and always will.

When You Really Trust Someone...

Dear MOM,

I am sorry that I lied and withheld the truth from you for so long. But I find that a lie shows more love than the truth. If I would have told you the truth, then your life will be overrun with questions about my love and loyalty. Ask yourself one question; if I would have told you the truth would that infer that I don’t really care what you think of me? Well, that is the primary reason behind me not telling the truth, and it seems like when I do speak the truth to you I still get the feeling of distrust on your part; you know, when you give me the occasional “did you pick someone up” or “I smell smoke in your room”. Momma, I am 18 years old, I know some of the things that I do are displeasing to you, however I know right and wrong, I know what is against the law and what’s not. It is time for me to start experiencing things on my own. I know how handle things on my own now, and I can handle the repercussions that I may face for my actions. The hard, cold truth is that I have been smoking for the better half of a year now. Smoking doesn’t affect my grades, or school activities. I know that I did poorly during second semester, but I know that I can and will do better. Smoking is not a habit for me, and it will not become a habit. However if you want me to discontinue smoking, I will; because you are my mother and I love you. These are my late teenage years, before that I lived for what everyone else wanted, now I want to live for what I want. I want to become a successful graduate, and go on to law school. When I first started my adventure at NCCU I was told that my years in college are going to be the best years of my life. The people that you distrust most are those who want to improve our lives, but have only one course of action. I told you that I want to go to college and succeed. If you think that my friends, or a plant that god put on this earth can stop me, then I am afraid you have no faith in me. Thank you for helping me realize that I have changed, but this change means that I am growing up, this change means that you can do no more to mold me into what I have to be. It is up to me now, all you can do is support and trust me. “When you really trust someone, you have to be okay with not understanding some things.” Dr. Martin Luther King

Love,

Corey

I'm Sorry Derek

I'm sorry Derek... I'm sorry for all the mean things I said. I was angry at the time, and didn't really mean any of it. You're one of my closest friends, and I love you. Please talk to me again :( I miss you so much....

Back in Your Arms

I'm sorry I still love you. You cheated on me with her, you hit on her, you made out with her, and I still liked you. You lied, I cried. I'm sorry I miss you, but I was your first girl friend, so you'll always hold a special place in my heart. I'm sorry your scarred into my heart. I'm sorry for trying to forget you, but I still think about the moment our lips touched. I felt so warm and secure. I want to be back in your arms.

So Much Pain

I am sorry so many people don't enjoy their lives. That we let ourselves go through so much pain for others. That sometimes we care for people that don't care back. And that we let ourselves get hurt. Funny part, I wouldn't have it any other way.

A Good Girlfriend

im sorry i havent been a good girlfriend. i want you to know i love you more than anybody else

So Wrapped Up At Work

Sorry that i've gotten so wrapped up at work and have neglected my pets and my wife; i've been unreliable and got you to the airport late and missed your flight; then to top it off I've done a terrible job at work--I don't know how to deal with this stupid project that will never end and the project manager is stressed beyond belief and I wish I could have done things better in the first place. But in order to make things right again, I need to stop feeling so crappy about myself and get on with it!

To The Suicidal

To: "That Tonight I'm Going To End My Life" and anyone else who is suicidal.

I'm sure all you would expect from anyone at this point is sympathy but if you are reading this that is not what I'm offering. Sure, I'm sorry you feel like that.

But you are so selfish. You're fat? You're killing yourself becuase you're fat? Jesus Christ, talk about melodramatic. There are children in third world countries DYING every single fucking day becuase they don't have enough FOOD or SHELTER to even survive. They don't even have the most BASIC of needs to get by and here you are assumably middle class, you have a roof over your head and obviously food but you've decided that life is "too hard" becuase you're fat???

Fucking hell, put it in perspective. People like you disgust me. Get a fucking television set and see what REAL suffering is like.

I'm Sorry I've Lost Interest In You

I'm sorry I've lost interest in you. I'm sorry that I had to meet another guy to realize that I can do so much better. I'm a bitch and cannot express why I don't talk or want to talk to you. I didn't even give you a chance. I'm sorry you can't notice that I'm distant. I'm sorry for not breaking up with you before pursuing him. I'm sorry for cheating on you.

For Constantly Wanting Your Attention

I'm sorry for constantly wanting your attention when we were together. I know it was hard being my boyfriend when I had already slept with all your friends. You were the best friend I had. Then I cheated on you... I'm sorry how I told your new girlfriend about the Chlamydia before you knew. I'm sorry I sold your car for dope. I'm sorry he went after you just because you were looking out for me. Things are different now and I've been out of that scene for awhile. I don't know if I'll ever see you again but I wish you knew how much your support has meant to me. You deserve all the best.

I Didn't Try As Hard As I Should Have

I am sorry that i didn't try harder to stop the two of you from ruining your lives, i was just so angry at both of you for acting stupidly especially since u two didn't go throught this at the same time but still didn't learn from eachother's mistakes. And i didn't try as hard as i should have because i thought that if i was above addiction then everyone was. It was dumb of me to think that and realized it too late for me to do anything more. I'm sorry.

Trancend the Bullshit

I'm sorry I don't have the wherewithal to create a happy, satisfying existence for myself and those I love. I'm sorry my health problems get in the way of my good intentions. I'm sorry that I am apparently serially committed to ruining decent, wholesome things in my life. I'm sorry I can't act courageously regarding important matters. Most of all, I'm sorry I can't transcend the bullshit and get over myself and make the changes that I need to make.

I Got Myself In Trouble...Again

I'm sorry I married you. I'm sorry I did although I knew we were so different in so many ways. I'm sorry I'm measuring you against my yardstick. I'm sorry you're not measuring up. I'm sorry you can't change. I'm sorry you can't be what I want. I'm sorry you're not what I want. I'm sorry I made a mistake. I'm sorry that I put you thru all this. I'm sorry I got myself in trouble....again.

Pretty

I'm sorry that some people don't know the difference between "your" and "you're," and yet they think they're so much better than someone else who happens to be less "pretty" than they are. She's pretty, all right: pretty shallow and pretty stupid and pretty full of hate.

That Tonight I'm Going To End My Life

I'm sorry God that tonight I'm going to end my life because I can no longer take being fat. I would rather be dead than plus size. It's not like I haven't tried every diet and lifestyle change out there. I don't know what's wrong with me. I have exhausted all possibilities and I have no other options left. Please forgive me and let me go straight to the Kindgom of Heaven. I know I am making the right choice. I hope you think so too.

You Are Not Good At Everything

To the "More Pretty, More Popular" person:

I'm sorry, but you are not good at everything. I don't even know you, but I can tell you are an awful speller and have horrific grammar. Next time you want to rub your assumed superiority in someone's face just remember, we all have our faults.

That I Don't Trust You

I'm sorry that I don't trust you as much as you trust me and that it should be exactly the opposite.

Sorry I Stayed With You Long Enough

I'm sorry I stayed with you long enough for you to hurt me in such terrible ways. I knew you were capable of doing it and I believed I deserved it. Now you have to live with yourself and everybody feels sorry for me... such a shitty deal. I wish it never went that far.

I Wish You Would Disappear

I'm sorry I wish you would disappear. There's nothing about your presence that's good. You've fully worn out your welcome. You've caused nothing but grief for anyone who's ever cared about you, you selfish nut. I NEVER cared about you, and you still figured out a way to cause me grief. Just go away and leave us alone, got it? I'm sorry I'm so angry. I'm not an angry person but everything about you pisses me off. Someday I hope I can apologize to your face for hating you so much.

That I Am American

I am sorry that so many lives are being wasted. Sorry that corporations control people and force them to work so many hours for so little in return. Sorry that in the world, the good people are constantly being forced into submission by bullies. I am sorry that I am not powerful enough to change it. I am sorry that I cannot fix the things that need to be fixed. I am sorry that I am not smart enough to know where to begin. I am sorry that this world, with so much, and so many resources, is being picked dry of all of them. I am sorry that the rich keep getting richer, while the poor continue to starve. Sorry that people own things they don't love, and love things they don't own. I am sorry that we lost our way, and as a result, our own happiness has become so hard to achieve. I am sorry that we do not know when to simply stop and live, and I am sorry that we continue to reach, even when we have more than we can hold.

Mostly, I am sorry, that I cannot change it, and sorry that my children will have it worse because of the selfishness of my brethren. I am sorry that humans see god in their image. That in our arrogance we think this world was built exclusively for us. Sorry that we corrupt and hurt everything we touch.

I am sorry, for being a part of the problem, and not part of the solution. I am sorry that I am American, and that I have plenty, while so many have none.

It Hurts Just the Same

Nicole, I'm sorry you weren't worth it anymore. I think about you every day and every day it hurts just the same.

Don't Blame Yourself

I'm sorry I didn't tell you that your boyfriend was cheating on you with every woman you ever knew, including me. he didn't mean to be a total bastard but there's no doubt that he was.....

if you ever find out about this, don't blame yourself. it wasn't your fault.

Back in 1990

I am not sorry that Ilove you Chris. I think of you 24-7 in every way...

The only thing I'm sorry for is that I didn't listen to my intuition back in 1990:((((

More Pretty, More Popular

Im sorry im more pretty AND more popular than you. I am also sorry that I'm good at EVERYTHING and your not. And last of all I am sorry that you look like oatmeal and your name is weird.

That So Many People Feel Sorry

I'm sorry that so many people feel sorry for something in their lives, especially the person who was sorry for their impending suicide.

A Harry Potter Apology

I'm sorry I waited in line for sixteen hours to see the Harry Potter movie, because it was horrible.

That He's Mine Now

Sorry that he's mine now!

Of the 12 years you were with him he has loved me INTENSLY for 6 of those!

I'm sorry that I had to endure the pain and insecurity he caused me because you couldn't let him go!

He is mine now, he loves me and wants to marry me. Not you!

I'm sorry you don't have a man - but you cannot have mine!

Can't Stop Thinking About You Either

Though I may have come across insensitive/cold while we spoke, the truth is that I can't stop thinking about you either. You're constantly on my mind. I miss you so much but I just don't know how to make us work. Sometimes I think the time away from each other is slowly easing the pain but then I think about something you said or did or maybe the way you looked at me, kissed me or made love to me and it's overwhelming. I know what I feel is real and it scares me because we're not together and I can't express these feeling I have for you. I can't tell you how many times I've fantasized about starting a family with you & what our children would look like and what a wonderful father you'll be. I want to fall asleep next to you and wake up to you every morning. Though I've never told you this, the fact is that...I LOVE YOU & my heart, body & soul misses you.

L

If I Wasn't a Good Girl Friend

I am sorry for many things.

I am sorry that sometimes the only way i know how to react is being mean and picking fun at others.

I am sorry for being so two sided.

I am sorry for lies that Ive brought to you.

I am sorry for hurting you, when truly I loved you.

I am sorry for telling those other girls you're not worthy of the, even if you were horrible to me.

I am sorry I broke up with you 10 hours after we went out. I was scared.

I am sorry I'm not a good kisser.

I am sorry if I wasn't a good girl friend.

I am sorry for being sorry, and I shouldn't be.

For Not Writing

Please forgive me for not writing. I suck. You're kind enough to write letters and email enquiring after me and I can't even reply. Obviouosly off my rocker, which is why I'm in therapy. I've never amounted to much and when you want me to write about what's going on in my life I'm ashamed. So scared you're going to judge me. And now I'm scared that you feel rejected and angry because of my silence.

Sunlight In The Darkness Of My Life

I'm sorry that I can't stop loving you. I'm sorry that I let my feelings get in the way of our friendship.

Please forgive me, you are the sunlight in the darkness of my life.

Not Honest

I'm sorry I was not honest about certain things about myself. I should've come clean a long time ago. regret that I haven't had the guts to do so. The fact is that the majority of the things in question are stupid lies. I don't know why I said it/them. And I guess I felt I had to keep going along with it in order to keep you. One thing that was and still is definitely not a lie is that you mean so much to me and I love you though I've never said it to you before. You mean the world to me and I love you and I hope one day I can tell you this and everything and maybe you'll still care and I pray you'll still feel the same way about me.

The Only Person I Have Ever Loved

i'm sorry i have cheated on you throughout our marriage. to this day you are the only person i have ever loved and i will cry for you until the day i die for the things i have done. i wish i could stop, i don't know why i do these things. i wouldn't blame you if you hated me. but you don't you still love me and i don't understand why

Those Who Have Hurt Me

I'm sorry that I read all these apologies and wish so hard that some of them were for me. But I know that none of them are, because those who have hurt me are incapable of even admitting they've done wrong, let alone, apologizing for it.

To My Mom

I'm sorry if I can't be what you want me to be. I know you had dreams of me becoming a doctor, but I just can't. I don't want to be one, I want to be something else. I'm sorry, but I can't do what you want me to do this time. I've followed what you've ordered me to do for years, I can't do it this time. I've got to do this for myself.

Dear God

Dear God,

I'm sorry I'm not writing enough, fast enough. I'm sorry the world has to wait one moment longer because I'm such a procrastinator, distracted by Minesweeper and eBay and Craigslist.

I'm sorry I'm doing an archangel's job with human fingers, and I'm sorry I succumb to the temptation of ANY kind of sexual relationship with another woman. I'm sorry that sometimes I hate my wife.

I'm sorry that I've been a thief since the 5th grade, and I'm sorry I'm so good at it and I'm sorry I've been able to make a living at it when I thought I "needed" to. I'm sorry I thought the world owed me. I'm sorry I never apologized before.

I'm sorry I ever worked "there." I'm sorry I put my dick in her mouth. I'm sorry I'd fuck anything with a vagina. I'm sorry that I know you know this and that I don't care.

I'm sorry I ever cheated on Her, and I'm sorry I waited until she accused me to do it. Obviously, I'm sorry I thought I needed a crime to fit the punishment.

I'm sorry that I know the right thing to do and never get around to doing it, but did you notice I owned up after I got out of jail? I've been better, yes?

I'm sorry it's taken this long to figure out what I'm supposed to do here.

I know I'm running out of time, but please don't give up.

So Wrong For Each Other

I am sorry that we are so wrong for each other in every way.

I Passed Up Our Chance

I'm sorry I passed up our chance last week. I think you're absolutely lovely. You are the most engaging woman I've encountered in this god forsaken town. But I hope there will be a next time really soon to make it right.

Your Personality Rots Your Hotness

I'm sorry you're a judgmental bitch. Your personality rots your hotness. I'm sorry you keep up with that idiot friend and loser lover. But they are easy to pick on because you're a low blowing bitch. I'm sorry you constantly eat your own mean words. I'm sorry you don't get it. Guess that's why I'm not returning your calls.

No Conscience

i'm sorry you're an asshole with no conscience...don't hurt your new boyfriend like you hurt me and the others

Little Sister

Sorry I was such a bitch about taking your shirt. Sorry I even took it, little sister.

Sorry I am coming off as a jerk (potentially?) for setting up financial & personal boundaries. It's new to me.

Sorry me for feeling guilty about keeping said boundaries. That is unnecessary. That is something (that guilt) you don't need to apologize about to anyone.

You Never Told Me

I'm sorry that you never told me you were sorry.

You Won't Be Here

I'm sorry that by the time you read this, you won't be here.

xXx

A Dirty Trick

I'm sorry I lied about being pregnant and having an abortion just to bully you into staying. I wish I could be sorrier that it worked. Still, I'm sorry for the lie, it's a dirty trick and not something that should be used for evil.

Things That Weren't My Fault

I'm sorry for saying sorry for things that weren't my fault.

So Many Mistakes

I'm sorry that I have made so many mistakes in my life (but haven't we all?) and handled so many of them so poorly (but haven't most of us, at times?), that now, when I open my mouth, most people who know me assume that what will come out is only empty apologies, self-pity, and the whines of a victim of her own self-destructive tendencies.

That's my fault, and I realize it. But I have not yet figured out how to change it.

(Assuming that I can.)

I have not yet figured out how to change it, but I WILL keep trying ...

A Sorry A Day

I'm sorry I seem to be unable to go a single day without saying, "I'm sorry."

Or having (a good) reason to ...

If I've Screwed Everything Up

If I've screwed everything up, I'm sorry. More sorry than you will ever, ever know... I keep trying, but maybe it's just not good enough. I'm sorry I've reverted to smoking -- still with the intention of quitting entirely, but finding in it some escape from loneliness and confusion exacerbated by feelings that I am perhaps being played. No excuse, but just an explanation.

I'm sorry I haven't kept up the pace on my cleaning. With all the other things I'm trying to sort out, sometimes I am at a loss. (I keep trying though, and slowly some progress occurs. Three steps forward, one or two back. But I won't give up, and I WILL try harder.) No excuses, but just an explanation. No empty promises, but a commitment to keep picking myself back up when I fall short.

I want to keep trying. Can you forgive me? Please. Can you remain my friend? Please.

I wish I had some idea what you really are thinking...

You're wonderful. I thought I could be, too. Mostly, I apologize to myself for not fixing my life in time...

Can you forgive me? Again... (For what it's worth, I've already forgiven you for anything you could ever have done that might inadvertently have hurt me.)

I had this fantasy that we could be imperfect together and maybe both become a bit better by helping each other and working together...

Suicide

I'm sorry that I'm going to kill myself.

To Freddy

Freddy, I am sorry that you are so such a sorry ass man!

You wasted the last 12 months of my life, and you are not worthy of consuming another second of it.

Let's Call The Whole Thing Off

I am sorry that you are nothing but a lame ass excuse of a friend.

I am sorry that you think it is appropriate in a situation involving death to suggest that I could go out and just get a new love to replace the one I lost.

I am particularly sorry that I ever forgave you the last time you showed your true colors.

I am sorry; let's call the whole thing off.

Small Penis

I'm sorry I came to work and told everyone that you have a small penis. I was disappointed by it, and a little embarrassed for you. I should not have said anything to anyone.

I'm Having An Affair

I'm sorry, but not sorry enough to stop.

Speaking in Tongues

I'm sorry that I accused you of speaking in tongues when you were clearly speaking Chinese. :(

I'm Sorry I Love it More Than You

I am sorry for myself, I guess as well, but first and foremost to you. I am sorry that I fought to keep you away from her, and when you did you lost a son in the process. I am sorry that the person you thought I was is marred in lies and inuendo--that I cannnot seem to do for myself what I do for others around me. Worst of all, I am sorry that my only escapes are things that make me worse--that I can eat away my feelings rathther than face them, and that I would rather be in a relationship with empty calories and puffs of smoke than with you. It is always there though, even when you are not.

Homesickness

I'm sorry I took everything for granted. I just started my college experience and I miss the stocked fridge at home and my bed that doesn't squeak that is 1000x better than the one in my dorm. I miss you mom and dad, but I'd never admit it over the phone. Sorry, but that's the only way to keep the homesickness from being worse.

-C

An Addams Apology

To Morticia:

I am sorry. I wish we could go back to the way things were in February.

I'm a jerk and I know it. I've hurt you in ways I never wanted to.

I'm a old fool. I thought that we had something more than what we did, apparently, and even when I tried to be honest, I still didn't get it right.

I wish you could forgive me - that we could start over slowly and really honestly try to see where it might go.

I tried to be open and honest, but for all the "atta-boys" the one "oh shit" wiped it all out.

I never meant to make you feel guilty about anything, and I certainly wasn't jealous of anyone else in your life, as long as we were "trying to see". I trusted you completely. I believed everything you said to me.

Not for a minute did I doubt that you were being anything but truthful. Which is why the sudden change of direction hurt me so much.

I wanted to talk about the things that were difficult, but wasn't able to for one reason or another. I didn't set out to keep anything from you.

If I had to do it over again, I would do it completely different - better, even more open.

I still love you. I just wish you would reach out to me to show that it's ok - that there could still be hope - that you still care - that maybe you might want to still try.

I need your forgiveness.

I Love you so.

Gomez

That I Become Jealous

I'm sorry that I become jealous easily.

An Attempted Affair

I'm sorry I tried to have an affair with you.

I knew how messed up you were from the moment I met you. And I knew I'd never go public with a same sex relationship.

I'm sorry I used you and manipulated you to satisfy my own feelings.

You were my masturbation fantasy and I got pissed off whenever you tried to act as if you were real. I'm sorry I used you. I'm sorry I hurt you. I'm sorry that I ever led you to believe I wanted to be your friend.

It was a really crummy and selfish thing to do. And I'm sorry.