That I Thought I Knew You

i'm sorry ...

i'm sorry that i value myself so little, that i am even thinking about taking you back ...

i'm sorry that you felt like you had to do all that ...

i'm sorry that you called me back with threats that you would commit suicide ...

i'm sorry that i even for one second believed you ...

i'm sorry that i have spent 5 years of my life with you ...

i'm sorry that i thought i knew you ...

i'm sorry that i ever told you i love you ...

Sorry You Lied About Your Addiction

I am not sorry you lied about your addiction and went back to your true love...it was the best thing you ever did for me.

After two years of love and laughter and pain and tears. You lied to me. I am not sorry that you are a "high class" coke head. I am not sorry that you will drag yourself through that chaotic life instead of me. I am not sorry the destruction and desolation everyone will witness as you spiral down. I AM sorry that you weren't willing to get your life back together and pull your head out of your ass.

About Chicken Penne

To the boy who makes unfortunate remarks about chicken penne...

I'm sorry for those things I said about you and your past relationships. I didn't mean them. I was just angry.

I'm sorry I get impatient and stressed sometimes.

I'm sorry you don't believe me when I say that I love you. I do. More than you'll ever know.

From the girl who wears her suede shoes when it's raining.

That I Still Cry to Him

I'm sorry, to my boyfriend, that I still cry to him about my ex-boyfriend and that I still carry all of the things he said to me on my shoulders. I'm sorry that I was hurt and you have to deal with the pieces. I'm sorry.

Your Funeral

i'm sorry i couldnt cry at your funeral.x

Sorry For Your New Boyfriend

I feel sorry for your new boyfriend. I'm sorry that he'll have to feel the same disappointment that I felt when you get tired of pretending to be everything he wants and you drop your mask and show your true self. I'm sorry that he will also have to feel betrayed and hurt when you tell him it was all his fault in expecting you to be perfect. I'm sorry he'll have to feel bewildered when you rub his face in your mess as if it was his own mess and nothing to do with you. I'm sorry that he'll have to feel ashamed and hurt when you use his weaknesses against him and try to belittle him to make yourself feel superior or to gain sympathy from your friends for what you had to put up with, for how put upon you always are because of someone else's problems--that are never problems until you get bored with the person. I'm sorry that he too will have to feel used and abused and thrown away when you get bored with him and go out hunting someone better or more exciting. You could only hold up the mask for so long for me. You won't be able to hold it up any longer for him. He probably doesn't deserve what you'll do to him any more than I deserved it when you did it to me, or any more than any of the other guys deserved it when you did it to them. You're a sad, pathetic excuse for a human being and I'm sorry that so many other people will have to be hurt by you for no good reason before it's all over. I'm sure sorry I ever knew you and even sorrier that I tried to love you in spite of your evil ways. I'm sorry you'll never learn how to love someone besides yourself.

sorry(s)

I can say "I'm sorry"

You can say it too

What is done is done

No way to undo

Emotional cuts run deep

Scar just like the skin

Forever leaving fragments

Make it harder to give in

To forget is not an option

Forgiveness is the way

Please try to give that to me

Don't let it slip away

That I Fell In Love With Your Husband

I'm sorry that I fell in love with your husband. I'm sorry you found out about us after we'd been seeing each other for almost 2 years this time.

And now, 2 years after you found out and you decided to stay with him anyway, he is back in my life.

I'm sorry that I am having an affair with him for the third time.

I'm sorry that he's not man enough to just tell you that he'll never get over me. I've been in his life in some form for the last 25 years and I'm not going away.

I'm sorry that he'd rather kiss me than you.....but most of all I just feel sorry for you.

If You're Alone Right Now

P,

I'm sorry to you too. I'm sorry for all you went through with me and that I was too blind to see and understand. I'm sorry I've been sorry with him now, but wasn't when I was with you. I'm sorry I was with you for longer than I had to be, prolonging your pain. I'm sorry that I hurt you so much throughout those years. I'm sorry that I cannot tell you this to your face. I'm sorry that you may never know how sorry I truly am, because we'll simply never meet and speak again.

I'm sorry that you Loved me.

I'm sorry if you're alone right now.

I really wish you all the Happiness in the World. You're a good guy and deserve to smile throughout Life. I hope you find your Soul Mate and a Good friend.

I've found mine. I'm sorry that it isn't you. We weren't right for each other. Our Happiness was not with each other. I Love him and see a future with him. I never really had that with you.

Wherever you are right now, please take care of yourself and your Happiness.

I'm Sorry I Ever Was Upset

I'm glad to see you for what you are. A closeted gay man who comensatates for his shortcomings, failures, and inabilities by making himself a G*d on the internet.

You are surrounded by people as wounded as you. You are a sorry cult of rejects bonding together. None of you are anything to be jealous of. You are all fools who in reality don't hold a candle to anything I do in my day to day life.

If you're all so grand why the masks?

Wanked the Dog

Im sorry that i wanked the dog...

Im truly sorry

I never wanted to be a bad son

Sorry grandpa

For Not Being the Perfect Daughter

I am sorry for not being the perfect daughter. I am sorry for not providing you with the joys which should have blossomed from your sacrifices you made as a parent.

I am sorry for being such a failure in your eyes and not being able to do the things you want. I am sorry to see you so sad and not be able to do the right thing by you.

Forgive me, I respect all your sacrifices and everything you have don to raise me. PLease dont think I am ungrateful. I am just not what you expected.

For Having to Say Sorry

I'm sorry that I hurt you time after time again. I'm sorry I only thought of my own pain and put yours last. I'm sorry I couldn't see out of my own world and hurt you so viciously time and time again. I'm sorry I didn't just fix my mistakes and instead just cried about it. I'm sorry I lied to you for so long and didn't own up to my mistake. I'm sorry I've promised to change and fix things so many times before and never went through it. I'm sorry I let my pain and insecurities get to me and put your own pain last. I'm sorry if I ever painted a picture of someone I never was. I'm sorry for the weekly mistakes I have made since day one.

I'm sorry for ever having placed anyone before you.

I'm sorry that I only ever said sorry and never fixed things once and for all.

And most of all...I'm Sorry for having to say Sorry.

Simply Human

i am sorry that the people in your life, in our lives, are simply human, and make mistakes.

Something Not of This World

I am sorry...and regretfull for alot of things I have done. I was confused and lost. But in confronting these deep wounds and shame, I have senced something not of this world......forgiveness

True Expiation

I'm very sorry that you'll never take deeply to heart the incredible pain I have suffered these past five years; I'm sorry you think your feeble demands for forgiveness true expiation; I am sorriest for myself. You taught me that I have no capacity for forgiveness.

Show Me Forgiveness

Show me forgiveness

for having lost faith in myself

and let my own interior up

to inferior forces

the shame is endless

but if soon start forgiveness

the girl might live

Deeply Shamed, Deeply Ashamed

i am sorry i lied to you about the cancer..i am sorry i lied to you about the community and manipulated you and myself for all those years..i am sorry i didnt understand what i was i was doing..what it has cost me has been made painfully clear.

i am just a liar..scared and ugly and exposed..and I know it..i fear everything..and cant fight off the sinking ship of self pity i am on..and for that i am sorriest of all..because if i were braver i would just tell you..and let the chips fall where they may. but i cant becuase i am a coward too..and lied to so many people for so long..i am in hell..and deserve to be.

i keep thinking i still dont know why i did it..then i think that is just a cop out..either way i made choices at the time..there is no one but myself to blame...whether i was ignorant of the choices or not is irrelevent..i did them..i said the lies..i played the game with peoples hearts emotions and trust.

i dont deserve anyones trust...and the fact i cant even trust myself is an insanity and punishment i fully deserve.

i am sorry P..D..M..J..and M&A...i will allways be sorry..mostly..I am sorry DD...that you have me as a mother..a woman who just cant seem to get it right..not even for you.

i am sorry and wish i had never been born....its all i know how to say..i know it wont take the hurt away..wont take the angry away..or the sense of betrayal that you will know one day if ever you go to heaven and see me for the crud i am. all this time i was angry at you for seeming betrayals..never really realising the extent of my own...i am deeply shamed...deeply ashamed..and will honestly work towards never doing that again, every day of my life.

Don't Hate Me Forever

I'm not happy without you,

what hurt worse was what you did down the phone.

I love you,

and I'm sorry I let you down.

again.

dont hate me forever.

Sorry I Treated You That Way

im sorry i treated you that way.

you are not boring or vain or simple or mean. youre colorful, complex, and have a beauty thats all your own, and for the record you are infinitely nicer than they give you credit for.

im sorry about all the things i have ever said.

im sorry for all the things i have actually meant.

Your New Love

I'm sorry that I can't demand to know who your new love is.

I'm far away, and I know he's not my boyfriend, but you're my friend and you know how I feel about him. And you spent a lot of time trying to convince me that you loved us both and would be esctatic if we got together and how he didn't suit you at all.

So when I've been gone for a week and you tell me you're in love and you ask why you can't get up the courage to kiss someone, and I support you excitedly like the stupid little idiot I am. I'm curious about this new guy, I think he must be great and I'm so happy that you found someone you like. You tell me you'll tell me all about him when I get back. I manage to get out of you that he's the same age range as our mutual friend, and I get a twinge, but I ignore it. You'd never do something like that and then Talk to me about it, ask me for TIPS with it... surely you wouldn't! But the lack of details bothers me a little.

Now I'm 2 weeks from coming back and you tell me he loves you too and that you are frustrated because everything is all wrong, I get a little sick inside. You tell me that you want to shout it from the rooftops and you can't, and when I ask if its because you're going to be leaving the area soon, you say that's one of the reasons. There's a long pause and I can hear you thinking. I feel even more sick.

Pleae, my friend, my dearest rival, please... tell me it's not him. Tell me there's some other reason you're not as open about this as you've been about every other guy you've liked. Please tell me that you're not working your way up to exposing who it is until you have to... please tell me you're not in love with him and he with you.

And if you can't tell me that, please, just say it happened, and don't make me pretend to be happy he loves you, not me. I could recover from being passed over... but a friend wouldn't shove it it my face. I can't recover from that. If I'm going to be coming home to you and him as an item, I think I deserve some warning, and I think I deserved to know from your the first twinge of emotion towards him. That you could have given me as a friend... knowing that as a friend I would only have bitten my tongue and changed the subject and never attempted to interfere.

Please... don't let it be him you're in love with.

That I Couldn't Make You Happy

I'm sorry that I couldn't make you happy. I'm sorry that you couldn't make YOU happy. Now that I am gone, I hope you are happy.

I'm sorry that I needed you and you didn't want to be there for me. You never have to be there for me again.

You Left Your Soul Lying in the Lost and Found...

So; I guess I'm sorry, but I'm not apologizing.

You wanted to be a big-shot. The aggrandizement of your ego to presidence over your sanity, your happiness, your loves and your life.

You shot yourself because you didn't want the world to find out what a miserable little shit you were. Sorry, my friend, but you know it's true. You devolved into a miserable little shit only after you pushed away the people who knew and loved you.

You left your soul lying in the lost and found of a down-town strip club while distracted by a shiny torrent of blow. You forgot us and who you used to be. You traded integritty and happiness for the false adoration of drug addled douche-bags. You wanted them to think that you were twelve feet tall and bullet-proof. Want to know a secret? You looked silly.

I wonder who found it sitting in the back of the coatroom; your soul, I mean? Did they keep it for old times sake? You threw it away, after all. Why should someone else hold on to it? The two of us never aquired the proper respect for death in our short run to wonder much about heaven. Hell? Hell doesn't seem too much different in relation to the last sixth or eight months of your life. Maybe you're down there lurking around in tatters? Maybe, your still up here, intact, haunting a seedy little bordello? For your sake, I'm hoping the Hindus know what's up. Reincarnation sure beats the brimstone. You probably won't be able to apply without a co-signer and I'm guessing they're only going to let you back as something dubious. Jack-ass. It'd serve you right.

I ignored all of the blow and the X and the weird shit you were into because, despite the fact that there was so much of it, so much bullshit and dellussion, I didn't think there would ever be enough of it to erase you. I didn't dream that someone of so much substance could be negated by so much nothing.

So, now I spend my days apologizing for you. I explain away your poor judgement to colleagues. I justify your actions to our friends and I remain positive for your child, who one day will no doubt ask me why you chose death over her. I placate your wife with small talk. I tollerate the remaining sycophants who gnaw on your memory as if there's a key within they can use to unlock the door to riches and fame.

I meant it when I apologized to your parents for having to tell them that you were gone.

I won't apologize to you, though. I can't, even though sometimes I'm absolutely convinced that I could have stopped you, and it's therefore my fault, somehow. I can't apologize because in the end, you gave me and everyone else who ever loved you the collective finger and chose a white pile of nothing over everything. You broke our hearts, and you didn't even have the common curtesy to leave a note. From now on, I'll be forced to think of you as all drama, no substance. I resent that I think of you as selfish, petty and foolish, when you used to be my best friend, my hero. I try to believe in you, but I can't. Casper would be so disapointed. I'm sorry about that, but I can't apologize. You were wrong.

An Insecure Waste of Space

I'm sorry we were even together. What a waste of time. Hey I got some cool ish out of it. Thanks for the life lessons, now I'll avoid all guys like you that even come in radar like the plague. I'm sorry I let you spend the g's on that 3 karat ring and fly me to another country to propose. I pretty much knew all along how much I didn't like you and how unhappy I was. I knew you'd f up and I'd call it off. I'm sorry you're such a loser. I'm sorry you're an insecure waste of space. And yes, I guess you're right, I did "emotionally" cheat on you. I'm not sorry for that. Peace.

Get Over It

I'm sorry you ever thought I was in love with you. I never wanted you. Ever. I felt pity for you and that's why I kissed you that night. Get over it.

I Was Never Yours To Steal

I'm sorry that I don't love you anymore. I know we had a long affair, and you stuck with me through all the secrecy and the lies and the hiding of us. And then I moved back home and I just didn't feel the same once I saw you every day. But once I saw you for who you really were--moody, depressed, impossible to please--I just lost my desire for you.

I'm NOT sorry that I love him more than you. He's everything to me and I will never apologize for our love. I am sorry, however, that you feel he stole me from you.

I was never yours to steal.

A Little Lie

I'm truly sorry I lied. You've always been so kind and trusting and I know I betrayed your trust in me. I feel terible. It was a little lie, true. But it was definitely a lie and people don't lie to the people they love. I hope you can forgive me. I'm going to try to be better.

How They Were Brought Up

I'm sorry that people still think that they can use "how they were brought up" as an excuse for their ignorant and hurtful actions.

The Parrots

I'm sorry for putting baking soda in the fruit I fed to the parrots at the clocktower, they died.

Unforgivable

I'm sorry, but some things are unforgivable.

This Amazing Thing

I'm sorry I can be clingy and posessive

I'm sorry this might drive you away

I'm sorry I am so scared of you

I'm sorry I don't trust you when I should

I'm sorry I'm so scared I'll mess things up

I'm sorry I don't want to end this amazing thing we have

Follow the Dot

i'm sorry for being upset you're gone, but trust me. your life will be better without me.

All these accidents that happen

follow the dot.,.

What Might Have Been

I'm sorry that I never told you... I never told you about how your eyes stole my breath in half a second the first time I met you. I never told you how good your arms felt, how funny your jokes are, how much I missed you while you were gone for so long. I'm sorry that I never told you how completely in love with you I am. I'm sorry that I still can't get up the courage to tell you anything to your face. I'm sorry I was afraid of complications or your rejection. Most of all I'm sorry I missed out on what might have been.

I Let/Made That Happen

dear love.

im sorry i let that happen.

im sorry i made that happen.

if it wasnt for me

than you would have been sitting peacefully at your house texting him on your cell phone that would have never gotton stolen.

you would never have that awful memory.

the cops never would have come.

you would never had to have bleed that much.

you would never have had to cry that much.

all in all i think you would be alot better off if i hadnt done that.

im sorry.

Live Up To Your First Impression

you said.

"live up to your first impression"

well my best side was your worst intention.

i know that what you wanted to hear.

i only wanted you for nothing more

than hating you for what you were.

sorry.

Deeply Sorry I Ever Knew You

I'm sorry. I'm sorry I got angry. I'm sorry I said things that hurt you. I know it must have been a big shock to you when I let loose like that.

I'm sorry that I couldn't go on putting your feelings ahead of my own. I'm sorry I finally pulled my head out of my a** and looked at our relationship and saw that it would never change.

I'm sorry I called you out for your terrible behavior. I'm sorry it took me so long to do it. I'm sorry I let you treat me like that for so long. I'm sorry I helped create a situation where you would just take me for granted over and over again.

I'm sorry I didn't wise up sooner. Most of all, I am deeply sorry I ever knew you.

A Dumped Ex-Boyfriend

I'm sorry tht i dumped my ex-boyfriend for his friend and making him cry

A Perfect Wife

I am sorry I have not yet lived up to your idea of a perfect wife.

Apologies from TJ

I'm sorry, nah, actually I'm not sorry, I'm not not sorry for being so very sorry...

I'm sorry that everytime i kill a wasp i laugh and thing bout killing bigger things.

i'm sorry for givin you bum love when you asked for that massage. i know how much it tears you apart.,.

I'm sorry, I lied when I said I'd kill you last.,.

i'm sorry for puttin your soiled knickers in mutts pillowcase.. i didnt think he would notice.,.

i'm sorry that i speak japanese just to confuse you because you have bad body odour and i cant stand you.,.

i'm sorry for the time i had sex with that girl and then a week later her best friend, then a week later her sister, then a day or two later her mum.. well. im not THAT sorry bout her mum.,. her mum was HOT!>!

i'm sorry that in the time it took to have a wank earlier, 54 women were probably raped. i'm sorry that they had to experience that.,.

i'm sorry for telling everyone bout the time when tranq tried to feel my balls../. cos he didnt really.. he tried to suck them, but i kicked him in the head.,.

i'm sorry for pissing on my ex gf,.i'm more sorry that she is still fat with red hair and has a loser bf too.,.

i'm sorry for calling my mum on the phone and pretending to be the police and tellin her i got arrested for manslaughter,, i should have just not told her it was me.,.

To Officer Valquez

Officer Valquez (and his family is he has one),

I'm sorry I didn't tell you I had an uncapped needle in my pocket and you got stuck. I'm even more sorry that I didn't tell you the truth about my HIV status. I guess you will find out soon enough and then I'll be in deeper shit than I already am. Sorry, I didn't mean to hurt anyone. Honestly.

Sorry We Jumped You

I'm sorry we sent you to the hospital. I'll admit it was because we saw a black man with a white girl. It's how I was brought up

Sorry or Angry

I'm angry that "I'm sorry that..." seems to have become a replacement for "I'm angry that..."

Your Heart & Your Wings

i am sorry for trying to bind your heart & your wings

Sorry That I Exist

i. am sorry that. you. think i'm not .worthy of your time and energy.

anymore.

this. dissapoints moi.

i. am not a mind reader.

I have dreams

But I wake up in fear.

i didnt know

i am not perfect

now i have to resort to talking to an empty message board on the internet and trying to decide what will cheer me up.

i am sorry that i exist.

im sorry that you think such distances arent problematic. they are.

im sorry that you know who this message is from and im sorry that i know you will read it.

x

i love you. not that its any kinda matter cos i dont need a lover.

i needed a friend.

you know how depressed i get and i do something to make myself happy and you flip

im sorry that i cant conform for you.

im sorry that i just do stuff without real thought or regard for others.

im sorry that i am selfish.

but at least i know i am.

i have no reason to not be.

i am sorry every time i am not selfish some bitch breaks my heart.

i am sorry that im not gonna let anyone close ever again, but that is her fault and not yours.

you hate me n stuff and thats ok

but understand im gonna miss you.

Old Friends

I'm sorry for not keeping in touch with old friends.

Revenge and Regret

I'm sorry that I cheated on you... both times. It was a long time ago, I know...

I can't help but wonder if thing would be different now.

You married me and cheated on ME twice... and now it's over.

You have your revenge, I have my regret.

I hope happiness finds you...

...and me.

I'm sorry.

I Have an Apology for You

I came to the library this morning purely to post on this site, and to block and delete you from so that when I got back online tonight, you wouldn't be there in any way. I did not expect to read an apology from you.

You make it sound as if I wanted the impossible. All I wanted was to know you, and to be a meaningful part of your life. When you broke your word on Saturday I finally realised that all my efforts had been, and always would be, in vain.

I thought this weekend would be about us spending time together and finding some kind of plane on which our friendship could exist, but you couldn't break your pattern of letting me down.

Fate brought me to your hometown for different reasons entirely - I see that now. I will be back, but not for you.

I'm going to miss chatting shit with you til morning. But compared to the relief of knowing you can never again leave me, it's worth the sacrifice. It may take me a while to get you out of my skin, but you are no longer in my heart.

I have an apology for you (which is what it is. Look the word up: self-pity is something else entirely):

I promised I would never, ever give up on you. But on Saturday, that is exactly what I did.

I loved you.

xXx

Deep Down

I'm sorry that deep down I don't really love you or care about you. I have to pretend to, but really I don't.

I think you are the most selfish, immature, self-absorbed bitch who has ever lived. For nearly twenty years you gave me nothing but grief. You never cared about how your ridiculously selfish behavior affected everyone else in our family.

I dread having to spend time with you. I force myself to smile and make small talk, all the while wishing you would just shut up and never talk to me again.

I have to pretend to like you in order to keep the peace and protect my own image, but deep down I wouldn't be sad if you vanished off the face of the earth.

Sorry.

First Off, Again, I Love You

i really wish that you would trust me with your problems. i know how depressed you are, and i can tell you dont want to tell me. what i just dont understand is why. why dont you trust me enough to tell me what the hell is going on? do you not trust me? i mean, youve told me stuff before, and i have listened and been there for you no matter what. do you think that this time will be different? or is it that you think that i will look at you differently? from day one, i have known that you have a past, and that it is a past that has a bad habit of coming back up. i realize, understand, and accept that, but why dont you trust that i do? why do you think that i lie about my love. i have tried my hardest to be supportive and to not butt in to things like that, but sometimes you really need to let me try and help. at this point all im getting out of you is a repetetive loop that keeps playing through our conversations, and it seems like you dont want me to talk to you or to be there and try and help. you tell me that you love me on good days, but on days that arent so hot, you just push me away and make me feel like im useless, and then when i mention it, you treat me like shit and get mad, and i begin to feel like shit. useless, horrible, unwanted shit. i dont know why you think i dont love you. i mean, not that i dont love you, but that my love is iffy or weak or whatever the hell it is that is running through your mind.

i want to spend my whole life with you. i want to be by your side forever. i want to be the person who you wake up to every morning, come home to every day, and fall asleep next to every night. i want to be that person who you tell everything and who you trust with your life. i want to be the person who you look at and all you can think about is love. i want to be your girl. i want to be the one who stays with you through good and bad, the one who helps you through all your problems. the one who you sit next to no matter what. the one who you take with you every where. i want to be yours till the end.

but more than anything, what i really want is you. forever and ever.

i guess that im just sorry that im not all of those things, yet. im sorry that i cant be with you every second of your life to kiss it and make it better, yet. i swear to you i will be that person. no matter what

again, i love you. so much its insane. and i want to be your girl. forever and ever

Girls With Disabilities

Sorry that I'm not into dating girls with disablilities. You're hot and you will get someone better who will cherish you for who you are, medical problems and all.

For Not Living Up to Your Expectations

i'm sorry for not living up to your expectations.

i'm sorry for not knowing what you think.

i'm sorry for being me.

i'm sorry that you feel this way.

i'm sorry that i feel so confused.

i'm sorry for being fickle and self-centred.

i'm sorry for not realising.

i'm sorry that i am stuck in the past.

i'm sorry that meh,

i'm sorry for not being enough for you.

i'm sorry that i'm not enough for me.

i'm sorry you wanted something i wasn't aware of.

Not Being Brave for You

You have a heart condition now, and I'm sorry that I'm not helping you feel any better about it.

It's just so hard for me to allow myself to believe that it's true. I'm sorry that I'm being so selfish.

I'm sorry that I'm not being brave for you..

That You'll Never See

I'm sorry that you'll never see what a pathetic person you are. I'm sorry that it's unethical to say this too your face, but I need to get it off my chest. I'm sorry that you brought us into an unfamiliar place and left us to die. I'm sorry that you don't know how much we know - and that I photocopied the evidence as a memory. I'm sorry that I don't care how this affects you anymore. I'm sorry that I'm done catering to your needy personality. I'm sorry above all that you feel like I'm being unfair. It's one more on the list of lies you've persuaded yourself of. I'm sorry, last of all, that we're young, we'll move away, and move on. You're middle aged, and can't recover from the holed soul you have to stare into when you shave. I'm sorry your son will be an anti-confrontational pansy with the sexuality you fear the most.

You're Like a Brother

I'm sorry Patrick for letting you go as a friend. Now you're in New Zealand working on Rehab, and I'm going to a top school for college. We were like brothers, and got in the same trouble. When I decided to shape up, I let you continue into drugs...Now as I prepare for my junior year at The university of _______ I realize I should have taken care of you.

I'm sorry, you're like a brother

That You Thought I Was the One

I'm sorry that you thought I was the one you were going to spend the rest of your life with.

I'm sorry that I gave you hope of a future together and then broke your heart.

I'm sorry that I cheated on you twice, I should never have done that and I will always regret it.

I'm sorry that I was too much of a coward to even tell you that I'd cheated on you.

I'm so sorry for everything but you will always hold a special place in my heart and I'll always love you.

If I'm Making This Complicated

i'm sorry if i'm making this complicated...

i just can't thinking about your smile, your eyes, your laugh, your body. your soft and wet lips on mine, my hands down the length of your thigh, your fingers grazing the belly of my forearm, our hug goodbye. i'm nervous, but exhilarated, as these are the little things that make life so enthralling.

A Father's Day Apology

i'm sorry that i've held a grudge against you for so long.

now you have a heart condition and i cant help but think it was all the stress i gave you.

sorry dad.

For the Crabs

Sorry for the crabs. You know who you are.

Everything Wrong

im sorry that i made eveything go wrong

Don't You Ever Doubt That

first off, i love you

im sorry that you dont understand

i know how much you want to, and i do too, believe me, i do. but i just cant do that. i know that it would be fun and great and amazing, but i also know that later i would regretted having done that so soon and not waiting until it was more special.

i know that you think that im just being annoying and stupid and lame, but just stick with me on this one and i promise you that it will be even better than it would now. i know for a fact that if we just hold on that it will be even more special than you could ever imagine.

i know that you dont trust people, but i really do wish that you would trust me. i trust you so much and i wish that you had that same feeling for me and that you would trust me. i know that you have been hurt and dont trust, but you can trust me, i swear to god you can. i know you will in time, atleast, i hope you will.

i know you will never read this, but hey, it gets it off my chest.

i love you. so fucking much. dont you ever doubt that

I'm Sorry I Don't Belong

I came across Facebook and found my coworkers have a group with employees working at this place. It's just for fun they say. Of the many many people I see and work with every day not one, I repeat not one person even told me about this group.

I would've joined. But by them not saying a word about their Facebook group shows me I'm not wanted. What the hell did I do to them? Nothing.

I'm sorry they didn't tell me about this group and I'm even more sorry I found it because it makes me sorry I am working with people who refuse to give me a chance to be a friend to them.

I'm sorry I didn't quit(will soon).

And I'm really sorry they didn't tell me about this Facebook group long ago. Just proof they don't want me around at all.

That You Left Us

i'm sorry that you left us. you're time here with us was not long enough. i know we will be together one day but for now we all miss you so much. take care of yourself and we'll see you on the other side.

This is Something Special

im sorry i was cold and then pushed you away because of it. im really just hurt. i want you in my life i want you to let yourself love me. im sorry im attached but its been that way for over two years. this is something special don't let it slip away. i need it. im sorry i need it. im sorry i need you.

That I Jumped You

I'm sorry Lara that I jumped you in the lower parking lot in high school. I wish I could take that day back. That is not who I am. No one deserves that.

The Best Mom

I'm sorry for forgetting your birthday every year. I felt so bad about it that I thought I'd missed it already this year. I will not forget it this year. You are the best mom in the whole world.

Sorry I'm Not More Patient

I'm sorry I'm not more patient. You think I'm nice. But underneath that nice exterior, I'm impatient, angry, hurt, hateful and not really very nice at all. I've simply had enough. This situation has got to change because it brings out the absolute worst in me. I want to be a nice person again.

My Protection Came First

i'm so sorry i cut you off right when you needed me most. i'm sorry my protection came first. i'm sorry things will always be different between us now.

i'm sorry i built a fence around my heart that i can't climb over.

Just Another Lie

I'm sorry there are so many liars in the world and sorry that you're one of the biggest of them. Saying "I'm sorry" doesn't fix things because you'll just lie again and again as if you never said you were sorry. So why bother saying it if you don't mean it? It's just another lie. I'm starting to think that's all you know how to do, and I feel sorry for you that your whole life is a pile of lies. I'm just not sorry for you enough to hang around and take more of your lies.

The Liar

I'm sorry that I believed and trusted you. In the end, you were just a liar who used me.

One Day I Will Have To Leave You

I'm sorry that I've never let myself be happy.

I'm sorry that I perpetually keep dragging others down with me.

I'm sorry that I lie so much.

I'm sorry that I hide everything that I feel.

I'm sorry that you can't see it when I feel like dying.

I'm sorry that you CAN see it when you do.

I'm sorry that this disorder will claim me.

Mostly, I'm sorry that one day I will have to leave you.

Date-Rape

I'm sorry I did that to you, I am such a horrible person because of it. I couldn't control myself, or my lust for you.

I love you.

This Way Again

Im sorry I let it go this way again.

That you are not who you appear to be.

That I though you were quality.

That you had no apparent remorse.

That I let you lead me on.

That I once again picked the wrong boy.

That Ive figured out who you really are, I liked my perception of you much better.

That I thought this time was different and that maybe you were really interested in me (even though you are still with her).

I'm sorry for whatever shit you've gone through in life that left you this screwed up.

I'm sorry that you no longer get to play the 'victim.'

But most of all, I'm sorry I wasted my time, I don't need another heartache and I certainly deserve better than you. (I'm sorry you don't see that too. Or maybe you do.)

The Misery That Loves Company

I'm sorry that you left me for someone who will never appreciate, nor love you the way I do or as much as I do.

I'm sorry that I can forgive you over and over in my head...I fight with my heart and head all the time about it.

And I'm sorry I can't just leave you alone and say "fuck you" because you deserve it.

I'm sorry you're the one that holds all of the qualities I have ever looked for in someone in a relationship.

I'm sorry you're unemotionally available to me because you made yourself that way.

I'm sorry FOR you since you can't seem to be sorry yourself for what you did to me.

I'm sorry you are the misery that loves company.

I'm sorry that I love you so much when, at this point, with all the continuous silence and slapping in the face you have done to me, you do not deserve my love any longer.

I'm sorry that I contradict myself all the time with my feelings for you.

I'm sorry that you don't feel sorry.

I'm sorry that I miss you.

I'm sorry, again, over and over..that I love you.

When I Had the Chance

I'm sorry I didn't get to know you when I had the chance.

I'm sorry you'll never know how much I love you dad.

A Life's Worth

I'm sorry I don't have the strength to form a real decision.

It's either I stay and let myself die internally for your smiling figure close to you.

Or I...

Both are just letting go, depending on how you look at things.

I could just leave.

But whose death do I want on my conscience?

I'm sorry I loved you so much for you to lie to me incessantly. Do it again. Tell me no one will love me like you do. It is true. But it isn't that I care about that at all.

How can I pretend? How can I? How can I just let myself waste another year?

How can I let you poison me with kisses? How can I?

I'm sorry your life is worth more to me than my own.

That I Let You Hit Me

i'm sorry that i let you hit me instead of calling the police. now i'm scared to do anything about it.

For My Action Plan

You broke my heart and my spirit when you left. Now you've decided I was the best thing for you and you want me back.

Okay, I will get back with you. I apologize in advance for my action plan... For the next few weeks I will be the ideal mate...Doing everything to make you believe how much I truly love you. Once you have fallen for me, not only will I leave you, but say the exact phrase you told me when you left "I want out" ..

What Happens in Vegas...

I'm sorry I cheat on you in Vegas. Since you don't come with me you'll never know it but I know it and probably everyone else knows it by now. I'm sorry I do it but I can't stop it. It's not you aren't good enough but that you're too good at the sex and you overwhelm me. It's too much, like having a nympho in the bed all the time sounds like a good idea until you get it. You make me feel bad that I can't keep up all the time to satisfy you every five minutes, like when you pout that I'm just teasing you and won't really fuck you when I say sexy things to you. It's humiliating, like you're challenging my manhood all the time. I'm older than you, and I can't fuck 24 hours a day much as I might like to!

I'm sorry I cheated when I said I was boating too. I don't want to hurt you but what can I do? I can't change who I am not even for you and you're too damn hungry all the time. I need a rest with someone more normal sometimes so I'll have to cheat even when we're married. The week off from sex sex sex and you you you is something I need even though I get sex then too. It's not the same because it's not constant and with the same needy person.

For Waiting for an Apology

mostly I'm sorry for myself for waiting for an apology that will never come.

In This Lifetime and in Previous Ones

I apologise to all the people I have hurt in this lifetime and in previous ones. I was so egotistical, immature and insecure, and had no idea how much my actions affected all of you. I apologise to all the hundreds of women I seduced and made love with, not thinking I would leave behind a trail of tears, anger and resentment. My bad Karma has caught up with me and now it is my turn to suffer. I now see the error of my ways, and how much my thoughts and actions can affect people. I had no idea how much power each one of us has, and how easily it can be abused.

I'm sorry to have let you down, not lived up to my words, not lived up to your hopes, dreams, desires and yes even expectations. Because I could have, if I'd been able to see the truth. Please forgive me.

1996

TCW:

I'm sorry I lied to you when I said I was doing ok.

I wasn't.

I am now.

-JER

I Can't Let Go Of My Anger

To Stuart,

I’m sorry that when I look in the mirror and don’t like what I see.

I’m sorry to take out my aggression, hate, angst, and distain for the whole world out on you.

I'm sorry that I feel empty everyday.

I'm sorry I never loved you the way you wanted to be loved. I'm sorry that your type of love was so different than that of my own.

I am sorry I wasn't good enough for you.

I am sorry I didn’t try harder to do things your way.

I'm sorry I still can't get over our relationship.

I'm sorry that I still dream of you.

I'm sorry that I love you so much that I would bend over backwards for you.

I'm sorry that, despite my many attempts to connect with you emotionally, I always fall short.

I'm sorry I cant figure you out.

I'm sorry I overanalyze & read into everything

I'm sorry that I still let you get to me.

I'm sorry that I allowed you to see me totally shit-faced. I'm sorry I let my brain take over when it was not fully engaged. I'm sorry I forgot the importance of saying I'm sorry I was wrong, instead of being right. I'm sorry I forgot to take a step back. And I'm sorry I've made such a mess of things.

I'm sorry that my situation keeps us apart.

I am sorry I think about you when I shouldn't. I am sorry I want you when it is not allowed. I am sorry I have told you I loved you, and wished I could be with you when it is forbidden. I am sorry I stare at you to memorize every curve of your face and where every feature is.

I am sorry I scared you away. I was too available & laid it all out. I was clingy. I am a total asshole. Being needy when I'm down and then pushing you away when things go wrong.

I'm sorry I pretend I'm ok when I'm not. I pretend nothing bothers me. I put on this smile to fool everyone. I am sorry that I cant stop thinking of you & cry myself to sleep.

I'm sorry I can't get your face and voice out of my head

I'm sorry I embarrassed you.

I am sorry for the timing in our relationship...just when it appears things are in line, well, the reality shines brightly. I want to be with you with all that I am. I keep praying that this will be... But I know deep down inside it won’t be.

I'm sorry I can't let go of my anger.

I am sorry to have poured out my heart & soul to you, just to have it fall on the floor.

I'm sorry I can't get better right away. I know you wish I was different, but it will take time.

I'm sorry I can't figure out how to fix our relationship. I'm sorry that I hurt you. It's the right thing to be apart but I will always be sorry for the way it happened because I loved you with my entire soul. I hope someday you'll see that.

Matty

Sorry I Ever Ran Into U

I am sorry i trustd you, i am sorry i ever ran into u, i am sorry u are such a lost soul at such a young age, i am sorry u are getting married this saturday but i am still willing to buy u a ticket to come and see me befor doing anything foolish like marring some x alchoholic nazi fuck, you are a discredit and a shame to anyone from chile, keep up the good work. oh shame on you to abandon you mother and sister, u have no heart. hope i will never see u again,keep eating and growing , i will see u floating in the air like a big ballooon.

He Just Wasn't Worth It

Dear IS

I'm sorry I played a part in your unhappiness by almost breaking up your marriage. I honestly believed your husband when he said you were already living only as room mates and he promised me that he was in the process of leaving you. I behaved despicably when I came to your work and told you all those things. I'm sorry your kids got involved, I'm sorry my kids got involved. Mostly I'm sorry I every got involved with your husband because in the end, he just wasn't worth it.

H & M

H

Im really sorry i feel like ive let you down these last few weeks. Im sorry im a mess and i tend to make things about me, Im more sorry that i can't get past my shit and help you with all yours coz it feels like im lossing you and i really dont ever want you to go.

Im also sorry i say i love you so much, the words will have no meaning to your ears soon, and with that your heart. if there was a better way to describe what i felt i would say it a million times over.

Love you always

M

How to Let Me Vent

I'm sorry you don't know how to let me vent my feelings without trying to give me advice and tell me what I should do and how to feel and act. Your "sage" advice was neither sought nor wanted. If I Ask for advice, Fine, give me advice. Otherwise try to be a real friend for a change and just Listen. You Did piss me off and it's because you so often come off as trying to sound like a guru or high priestess sitting way up above me, like you know better than me how to run My life. Sorry, but you Don't. I wish you would stop trying to act smarter and better than me. It has driven other people away, and it might well drive Me away, as well.

Perfect for Each Other

I think we are perfect for each other. I'm sorry I didn't tell you before you left forever. I'll miss you - I already do.

Sorry I Lost Touch

I'm sorry I lost touch with you. I don't have many regrets in my life, but this is a strong one.

6th grade was a weird time and we didn't actually know each other well, but whether or not I could articulate or even admit it, I knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that you could have and should have been important in my life. I never even knew in what way or for how long, and I still don't. And honestly, I don't care. I just know I wish we had gotten to know each other to whatever end there would have been.

I will never forget suddenly seeing you when you visited my new school long after we had parted ways. You radiated warmth and sincerity in a way that *no one* ever has. It was in your eyes, in your sweet smile, in the way you wore your hair and carried yourself in that sweater and floor-length skirt, in the soft, musical tone of your voice, set off by that mild accent... I know you used to think of yourself as a bit of a nerd. But when I recall that moment, all I remember is grace and beauty.

Now I have no idea where you are or what you are doing, and I wish there were a way for me to reach out to you. Rumor has it that you moved back to your father's home country thousands of miles away. Wherever you are, whatever you are doing, I want you to know that the only thing I wish more than to see or hear from you again is to know that you are well.

Trouble Sharing My Thoughts

I'm sorry I have trouble sharing my thoughts. I'm getting better and I really want to talk to you, its just that every time I try, something gets in the way. I'm sorry I am having trouble with this relationship and I really want it to work, but I just need a little time. I'm sorry about that.

That I'm So Far

Mom,

I am sorry that I am so far, I'm so sorry for the minutes we are missing far from each other.

Lovesick

I'm sorry I wasn't good enough and you had to lie. I'm sorry that I love a person as sick as you

That We'll Never Really Get to Know Each Other

daddy,

im sorry im not

fast enough

strong enough

pretty enough

smart enough

and generally just not good enough to be your daughter.

im sorry i dont gold in track like you wanted me to.

im sorry i can rarley hit a home run.

but i lie to you that I do.

but it doesnt seem to matter becuase you never even came to a soft ball game this season.

im sorry im not winning spelling Bees like you did when you were 13.

im sorry that i cant live up to your expectations,

because i know thats what mom would have wanted.

but most of all im sorry that we'll never really get to know each other.

You're a Coward

I'm sorry you're a coward, because I can't stand cowards. I'm not going to come to YOU. If you want to own up for what you've done, YOU will have to make the first move and own up to it. I'm not going to do it for you. You can hint away, but in the end, if you want to set things right with me, YOU will have to step up, be an adult, and DO IT.

You've Gotten So Removed

im sorry it took me so long.

so here's the secret ive been perfecting,

i swore i wouldnt but you let me.

ive been confused.

and you,

you've gotton so removed,

im sorry.

So Insecure

I'm sorry I'm so insecure. It only takes one betrayal to ruin a girl for life and that's what happened to me. You've been very kind to me through it all and I love you for that.

In My Dreams

You have been in my dreams every night this past week. I'm sorry I'm too scared to talk to you about it. I'm silly enough to think the wounds of the past are healed and maybe we can try again.

I Embarrassed You

I'm sorry I embarrassed you last night.

That I Might Have Led You On

Momo, I'm sorry that I might have led you on. I'm sorry I acted on what I felt rather than thinking things through. I'm sorry if I may have hurt you. But I'm mostly sorry that I started wondering after you stopped.

My Boyfriend's Ex-Wife

I'm sorry I have the hots for my boyfriend's ex-wife.

Sorry For the Timing

I am sorry for the timing in our relationship...just when it appears things are in line, well, the reality shines brightly. I want to be with you with all that I am. I keep praying that this will be...but for now, I think we must 'settle' for "maybe."