Sorry We're Living a Lie

I'm sorry we're living a lie. I'm sorry I don't love you like you love me. And I'm sorry I can't tell you because it would break your heart and you would turn to drugs and alcohol.

Mean to You

I'm SO sorry, I'm mean to you. You don't deserve it.

For Trying to Forget You

Sorry to Myself~

yep, im sorry that i have to say sorry to myself...im sorry that i didnt take better care of myself sooner.

im sorry that i let myself get to the point of being blacked out and getting raped.

im sorry that i allowed myself to feel safe in this world and let go to the point of thinking others would protect me.

im sorry self... im sorry i used to cut you self...im sorry self for all the times i threw up for years, just to conform to what i thought i had to be... im sorry self~ i wish i realized how beautiful and amazing you are sooner.

i love you self.

im sorry for trying to forget you~

While You Were Engaged

I'm sorry I loved you while you were engaged.

I'm sorry I was broken hearted when you left.

I'm sorry I fell in love with someone who listened to me cry about how much I loved you.

And I'm sorry I am not smart enough now to make the right choice.

That I'm So Jealous

I'm sorry that I'm so jealous.

I'm sorry that my head spins every time I see someone else get anywhere near you even if it's just a friend of yours. Even a female friend. It still drives me crazy. I'm sorry that I feel the cold stab of jealousy every time that someone hugs you or smiles at you or exchanges a look with you and it's not me.

I know I can't be so over-protective becuase you aren't mine in the first place but I just can't stop reeling when I see someone else eye you off or touch you. Or when you give someone else more attention than me or jokingly flirt with someone or talk to me about good-looking guys. It drives me insane.

Dear Me, I'm Sorry

I'm sorry I lied to myself and gave into the false pretense of having someone in my life. It's almost been a year, and you've hit me at least 10 times. I hope I can forgive myself.

Dear me, I'm sorry.

How to Help

I'm sorry I don't know how to help. And I'm sorry it's taking me so long to figure out how to do so. I hope you can forgive me.

Just Don't Hurt Me Anymore

I'm sorry I broke up with you. I really thought it was gonna stick. I wouldn't have cried the way I did if I thought I was gonna change my mind.

But I'm glad we're back together. I do love you so much.

I'm just scared of getting hurt still. And I'm afraid of things not changing.

So, please, just don't hurt me anymore.

Sorry That I'm Selfish

i'm sorry that i'm selfish. i'm sorry that i can never seem to be happy for you, that i can never listen to what you're saying.

i've been so caught up in the fact that you hurt me and you don't even realize it now.

you've moved on, and so should i.

but if we're forced together constantly, if you believe that's what i want because i'm so passive when it comes to you, then how is that ever supposed to happen?

maybe i'm getting there slowly.

because tonight, as you told me your problems and expected me to offer up advice, i realized

that it really is possible to love someone with all your heart and want nothing to do with them.

i'll never be your ideal. i'll never be your lover. and now it seems that i'm not even your best friend.

and i'm sorry.

Sorry I Can't Just Believe You

I'm sorry that I don't truly believe you or my sister. I want to believe you - that she's a liar, and that you did nothing to deserve her attacks. After all, she's lied to me (hell, EVERYBODY) many times before and I've never caught you at it, but why would my sister make up something to hurt me so deeply? Something that might cause her nephew to grow up in a broken home? Are you playing on her past, knowing I'll choose your lie over her truth? And why can't anyone just tell me who's right here? It's not fair that I'm in this position. I'm sorry I can't just believe you and bury it. And I'm sorry that I don't believe her, either.

That I've Been Difficult

I'm sorry that I've been difficult, stubborn and trying to change you. I really hope that we can continue to grow and love each other.

For My Anger and Hatred

Dad

I shake my head at you in disgust. I think you're a true idiot. An envious, distructive paranoid who never opened his eyes. A failure through ommission and selfishness. What have you given? Besides my life.

A past idol. It amazes me that we humans are so attracted to familiarity more than we are happiness. You roped me in because I was kind and set me up to hurt. You roped me in again because I thought that just maybe I'd see something different. And YOU set me up to hurt. If it happened again. well shame on me. The family says you're unable to see your effect on others and now I understand what they mean. You're just oblivious. Period.

I'm sad for me, my anger my hatred; because I have to carry these around. Not you. I am sorry that I have buried my life because of my wanting to please you. Some approval. I am sorry that my siblings hurt for much of same.

You will die this way and I am sorry that you didn't have the courage to change. The answers are in front of you, you're just to selfish to listen.

Bjr

The Wrong Decision

C,

I'm sorry you made the wrong decision. To be with a woman who doesn't love you the way I do. Never will.

I'm sorry you became enraged when you found out I had moved on, and was with someone new. Sorry you wasted all of that energy "attacking" me. It made you look foolish....and showed how much I still mean to you.

Sorry that when we said goodbye, you told me that one day you would come for me, even if it was years later. Sorry that you didn't have the courage to do what needed done for your happiness.

Sorry that I feel the need to take a black hills gold ring out, and look at it now and then. That when I smell the scent of your cologne, my eyes fill. That I can't get the song Someday, out of my head. Sorry that I have to look through pictures....and can't hold you. Sorry that the sight of a palm tree puts a lump in my throat, that nearly chokes me.

Most of all, I'm sorry that you never loved me, yet can't seem to stay out of my life. Sorry that you won't stop trying to hurt me.

That I Was Born

I'm sorry that I was born. no hope no future not loved.. feeling empty....

Just Not Attracted to You

I'm sorry, but I'm just not attracted to you. I want us to be friends and I will keep saying no when you ask if you can kiss me.

So Sneaky

D - I'm sorry I was so sneaky. I just didn't know how to tell you all that stuff myself.

To Make Things Work

Dear R --

I am sorry that I didn't do my best to make things work between us. I miss you and I think about you all the time. I wish I had given us a chance. I hope you are happy wherever you are.

Love,

S

The Road You're Going Down (Audio Apology)

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Wasted Monies

sorry we wasted all your monies, hal :(

We Went Too Far

im sorry we went too far. i hope we can still be friends

Sorry I Haven't Called

Dad,

I'm sorry I haven't called, I needed time to chill, but I miss you and am sorry we've lost touch.

Forgotten Birthday 2

I'm sorry I forgot your birthday.

You Just Don't Know It

Im sorry im falling in love with you and you just dont know it. Im sorry i might be gay but wouldnt say so.

To an Uncle

I'm sorry I told them about the things you did to me as a child. I'm sorry that since I was so young I actually enjoyed it. I was confused and scared, and didnt want to lose you. You are my uncle, for fucks sake. I'm sorry that it made you feel like you had to lie to your own family to avoid admitting what you did. It has been way to long, and I still wish that I had just been able to hide the pain it caused me and the problems it left me with so that I could save our already fragile family. You were always my favorite uncle, and you were always the one that i was most afraid of losing. Don't let my having finally admitted the truth keep you from speaking to your own damn mother.

please call her and tell her that you are okay, that you love her, and that you are sorry for hurting me. That is all I ask. I'm not mad anymore. There is no reason for me to be.

-R.

MySpace

I'm sorry I ever joined myspace.

How to Tell You This

I'm sorry that I don't know how to tell you that you aren't right for me. I'm sorry that you are too conservative for me. I don't want to even start a relationship with someone who makes insensitive racial comments, or who subscribes to traditional gender roles, or who only talks about themself. I'm sorry that I don't know how to tell you this.

Sorry I Want You Back

I'm sorry I want you back...

My Decisions

Mom, I'm sorry my decisions hurt your feelings.

I Just Can't Let Go

P

I'm sorry that for some odd reason that I just can't let go. Just seeing you in your beautiful state just had my heart flutter. Yet, my soul knows that we are over, but my brain tells me that in due time we will be together once again. I know I need to let you go and do things that even you know is wrong. You don't believe in true love, yet you are still in search of it. Little did you know that you let go of what you were looking for. If for some reason you want to return, I will be waiting with open arms. But until then, I need to do what is best for me, and I don't even know what that is at this moment. I'm lost and unsure of what I need to do. But I never want to stop loving you.

H

Two Years

Tomorrow will make it exactly two years that I've loved you.

I'm sorry that you still don't love me back.

Sorry I'm A Slut

Sorry I am a slut and I didn't give you a chance. Sorry I have hooked up with so many guys I have lost count. Sorry I still talk to you and give you hope we can get together. Sorry I am an arrogant faggot who thinks he's so much better than everyone else. Sorry I am just like the other guys that have disappointed you. Sorry I am so fake. Sorry to every guy I have let down. Sorry to my dad who doesn't know I'm gay and doing these things. Sorry I realize these things and don't have the will to change. Sorry.

For How Your Parents Treat You

I'm sorry your parents treat you like shit and let your sisters do the same. I'm sorry that when you finally tried to open up to someone, they chose your "best friend" over you and especially since the second guy did as well. The could never deserve you. I'm sorry that I fell in love with you; its ok now, I've mostly moved on. I'm sorry our friends think its funny and productive to literally push you on this third attempt at romance. I'm sorry that the ones in our group that you hold so high up in your eyes don't deserve it because they're no better than your parents sometimes the way they ignore you. I'm sorry you can't see that I want to be around you and spend time with you and think you're wonderful. I wish you wouldn't think that my feelings past or present will affect the way I act towards you. I would never intentionally make you uncomfortable. I'm sorry you don't think you're good enough for this new guy when I think if nothing else, he's a perfect starter guy for you to get used to the feel of intimacy. And I'm sorry that when most people read that, they'll think I'm talking about physical intimacy, because I know you have more trouble with emotional intimacy. You're naive, yes, but so is he and its ok even if he weren't. You'll embarrass yourself with him many times, but that's ok because he will too and everyone does. That's what makes a good relationship - being able to see past the little goofs. I hope your group of friends stay your "addiction."

In Love?

I'm so sorry but I think I'm in love with you.

Throughout the Years

I apologize to all those I have hurt throughout the years. For any lies that I told. For any hearts I have hurt. For everything that I have done that caused harm.

Sorry I Came Over

I am sorry I came over to your house in an emotionally vulnerable state and drank too much. For every that spilled out of my subconscious during that unfiltered evening, I am most remorseful. I sincerely hope you will hold of any denunciations until I can figure an appropriate form of redress.

Sorry I Was an Addict

Zack-

I'm sorry I was an addict. I drove your daughter around while I was drugged out on pills. I started fights with people who were not provoking them - and left you to clean up the mess. I left you downtown to board a train on your own. I loved you more than I had ever loved anyone. I am glad you have found that again, and now that I have have written this down, I know I can proceed with my wedding.

C

All Those Years Ago

I'm sorry that I hurt you so badly all those years ago. I didn't barely knew your name and didn't know how to respond to your exorborant gift. I should have been more polite rather than gossiping with my friends about it. I hope that you have found a woman who can appreciate you and all that you have to offer.

Friends Forever

Josh --

I'm sorry that I put you through all that I did. I'm sorry I let someone else take over and speak for me, and completely fell for all of it. I'm sorry it took meeting users and people who don't give a damn about me to realise that you really did. You're so beautiful in the sense that you can look past all my faults and see me for who I really am. You knew that wasn't me then. You knew everything before I even said it. I'm young and confused, but I know that I love you. Thank you for such a great weekend, and for taking care of me today while I've been so sick. I owe you so much. We shall never be apart again. Friends forever. I love you.

--PJ

The Day Before Valentine's

My relationship ended this morning - the day before Valentine's. I thought I was ok, relieved even. But now it's the night time and I just need him here in the cold and the silence.

What I'm sorry about is that before I came to write my apology I read all the others, and found out that so many people are feeling as bad as I do. Maybe not for the same reasons, but our humanity is causing us to doubt and fear and regret ourselves and our actions.

I'm sorry to everyone who's ever tried and failed, and to whom this site is an anonymous and cathartic outlet.

Don't give up.

xXx

That You're a Jerk

I'm sorry that you're a jerk. I mean, I know I'm not perfect either, but good God, what do you expect me to do? And this whole ignoring thing? What the hell? How do you expect me to fall madly in love with you when you make it a point not to even look at me? You. are. such. a. jerk.

Thanks for "trying". I know some real effort went into saying "I can't, so why don't we try it my way [again]?"

Very nice. Speed off again, that really makes me mad. And keep talking to that girl in homeroom. Oh, that just kills me. I am just dying inside, eaten alive by my furious jealousy.

Yeah.

I sure am.

I don't see why we can't just play Halo and watch movies. I'm not a huge chick flick kinda girl, in case you haven't noticed. I'm not into dates, and I do have money of my own. And I hate dancing, so we could just go to prom for a little while and then go to K.S.'s house and play DDR and maybe a little guitar hero, even though I suck.

I know that sounds absolutely terrible to you. Why on earth would you want to do something like THAT when you could just ignore me instead? You're absolutely right. I totally see your point now.

...

Yeah.

I've changed my mind, by the way. I'm not sorry at all.

Guess Who Doesn't Have a Valentine

I know im the best thing to happen to my schools gay comunity, and that every gay guy i meet wants me, Its not that im cocky, i just know im too good for every guy around me. But im sorry to myself that tomorow is valentine's day and guess who doesnt have a valentine yet again. I do deserve one and im sorry that in my confidence i may have pushed away guys that could have been great for me, and that ill continue to do the same thing in the future.

Ridiculously Jealous

I'm sorry that I got so ridiculously jealous over something stupid and I should probably say sorry for all the times in the future that I'm sure to do exactly the same thing over and over. I'm sorry I tend to let how I feel influence the little things but I just can't help it. I'm just really the jealous type and even though you aren't mine to be protective of I can't help my instincts as wrong as they might be.

Placation

I'm sorry I let you continue to placate yourself with me. I'm not who you want, and I'm sorry I'm not strong enough to leave.

I'm sorry that you are so weak that you won't even try to get past her. I'm sorry that you are so little that you don't care who you hurt in your attemt to be self-gratifying. I'm sorry that you will ultimately end up alone, because one of these days I will find the strength to kick your sorry ass to the curb. She's not going to take you, and your bridges here are on fire.

Busy Head

Little daughter, I'm sorry you inherited my busy head and thus my insomnia, too. Plan parties in your head. Build houses, plant gardens, write pop songs... all in your head. Do you have any idea how many magnificent homes I've built in my head at 3 in the morning? You're bright and creative and sensitive and caring. Your busy head is a blessing. I love you, my dear.

The One I've Been Waiting For

I'm sorry I'm too scared to tell you that you're the one I've been waiting my whole life for.

Leading You On

I'm sorry I'm leading you on. I'm giving you the impression that you have a chance - you don't. Not now, not ever. You're lovely as a friend, but the attention you're showering upon me is preventing me from telling you to stop.

I'm so sorry.

For Taking Up Valuable Time

I realize that my friends are busy, and that their time at the computer is limited, but I keep sending them articles, links, funny pictures, thoughts I have, etc. I'm sorry for taking up your valuable time. It's selfish and unfair. In a word, it's ME. And I'm sorry about that.

That I Ever Told You

i'm sorry i ever told you about this site, that i worked up enough courage to write an apology that you'd know was from me, because now i look for the one that's yours and it's scares me to death

I'm so sorry

A Hopeful Valentine

Valentine's Day is around the corner. I'm sorry that I secretly wish you would pop out of nowhere and ask me to be your valentine so I would forgive and forget everything that happened between us. It's been a year since we last talked and I really do want to apologize, but I'm just too freaking stubborn. I guess I should be sorry for that, too. It doesn't matter. It seems you replaced me already. Guess I gave myself more worth than I really am.

Dying Inside

I am lost and no longer in control. I am dying inside and I don't know how to reverse the damage. I'm sorry that the only ounce of hope I have left is being spent wishing you would pull me out of this, because I can't seem to get back to normal on my own. I'm sorry that I can't help but think that wanting to die is my normal.

Last Night's Kiss

im sorry i kissed you last night when i was drunk,i no your in a long term relationship and every time i think of it i cringe, but everytime i think of you i still want to kiss you i and i want you to belong to me and not somebody else.

15 Years

I'm sorry for letting you ruin 15 years of my life. I'm sorry that I didn't leave the first time you hit me. I'm sorry that I've drug our children through 15 years of hell...and now an eve worse hell as we all face your revenge. I'm sorry that you can't see how bad your children are hurting when you pull them into court after court trying to disprove me as their mother, getting shut down each time. I'm sorry you can't see that I am a wonderful mother...and I' sorry that I couldn't be your wonderful wife. Your expectations of me were wayyyyy too high, and I could never have loved you enough. I'm sorry that your biggest motivation in life is to get even with me...no matter who gets hurt. I'm sorry that our marriage didn't work out; it never would have no matter how hard I tried. I'm sorry you didn't even put ANYTHING emotionally, financialy, physically into our reltaionship or even try to keep it together. I'm sorry I didn't turn you into the police a lot earlier so that you could have gotten the help you need and we wouldn't be here where we are today. I'm sorry that I've moved on with my life and that you can't take that. I wish that you would move on with yours!! I'm sorry that you have to look so hard to find something to nail me on...even if it hurts your children. I'm sorry that you feel it's not your responsibility to financially support your children...your case is before the Attorney General now; probably gonna go to jail...not my doing! I've begged and begged you to be responsible; now the law is going to force you to be. And baby, by the way, Happy Divorce Anniversary!! And believe me, for me it is a happy one!

For Your Bad Marriage

I am sorry that we lost each other. I am sorry for youre bad marriage. I am sorry for my bad marriage and divorce. I want to apology youre wife and my husband. I am sorry because you loved me. I am sorry because I loved you. I am sorry because I lost oure baby. I am sorry for everything,what I do and what I didnt do. And the most of all I am sorry because I never told you how much I loved you...

...and sorry for my bad english!

Sorry this Website Exists

I'm sorry this website exists.

So Infatuated with You

I'm so sorry I can't stop thinking about you. I'm sorry all I do is complicate things by feeling like this when you're never going to feel the same for me. I'm sorry that you're the first thing I think about when I wake up and the last thing I think about when I go to sleep. I'm sorry I'm so infatuated with you and I'm sorry that when I told you that you reacted absolutely perfectly and made me adore you even more. I'm sorry.

Can't Hold it Against You

I'm sorry that your dysfunction led you to manhandle me in front of all the other guys in that shack at Monticello.

I'm sorry that I can't hold it against you. I owe myself at least that.

We Had to Break Up

I'm sorry it didn't work out.

I'm sorry I contacted you again...it won't happen again.

I'm sorry I miss you so much...

I'm sorry for the things I said and for the things I didn't say that could've helped you to see how much you meant to me.

I'm sorry we didn't try harder...

I'm sorry for not being strong enough to end it sooner...instead I chose to stay and bicker with you...until I was pushed to do it.

I'm sorry I couldn't agree to a break...we had to break up.

I Pretended Not to Care

im sorry i pretended not to care becasue its easier please please please make the first move.

She Doesn't Love You

I'm sorry she doesn't love you; I know you wish she did. I'm sorry you're not strong enough to kick her out of your life once and for all. I'm sorry her craziness intrudes on all aspects of your life, including your ability to raise your children in a healthy home. I'm sorry you gave her 10 years and 2 children only to learn that she'd rather screw that god-damn artist. I'm sorry she's infected your heart with her fabulous red hair, adorable ass and sacred womb. I'm sorry there's not an antibiotic for that. I'm sorry you think she's so wonderful when really she's not. Wonderful people don't treat their children the way she's treated her children. Wonderful people don't cheat on their loving husbands. Wonderful people don't sacrifice their families to drink and drug and party and screw. I'm sorry she doesn't have more supportive people in her life, eliminating the need for her to squat in your guest room. I'm sorry you don't see that it's horrible for your lovely, lovely children to have the two of you living this way. I'm sorry she's the only woman I've ever hated in my entire life. But most of all, I'm sorry you don't see what's right in front of your eyes: someone who loves you and thinks you're bright, kind, handsome, genuine and worthy. I'm sorry you don't realize that I'm the one who wants to grow old with you and make you happy for the rest of your life. And I'm sorry I can't get involved with a man who has his nutty ex-wife living in his guest room.

It'll Never Work Out

i do not regret a thing, i would do it all over again, i'l keep doing it, and im sorry it'll never work out...but to me you are everything i need

I'm Sorry We Weren't Soul-Mates

I'm sorry I wanted a divorce.

I know that even now, over four years later, you don't really understand why I could no longer be with you.

I know that you wanted to love me and wanted to me to love you back.

I'm sorry we didn't understand one another.

I'm sorry our children will never again know what it's like to live under the same roof with both their parents.

I'm sorry I lied that one time early on and I will forever wonder if I hadn't, would we still be together.

I'm sorry I stopped loving you. You're a kind man with an enormous capacity for caring.

I'm sorry I stopped being attracted to you. You have a wonderful athletic body.

I'm sorry we weren't soul-mates. I really wanted for us to be.

That I Acted Indifferently

I'm sorry that I acted indifferently. I am sorry that I hurt your feelings. You're a great guy, but I am seeing someone exclusively now and didn't now how to tell you without hurting your feelings. So like the immature hag I am, I acted indifferently - so you would be the one to cut me loose. Sometimes it's easier to be rude than to tell the truth.

You are such a good-hearted person, and that's why I couldn't tell you that I chose someone else over you.

You deserve someone better than me anyway.

Someone who isn't "apathetic."

A Terrible Intern

I'm sorry I'm such a terrible intern, I'm doing my best.

Children are Cruel and the World as Well

I'm sorry that your life has been so hard. I'm sorry that I can't be there for you all the time right now. I wish things were different, I wish you could trust yourself and me, and decide for good. I'm sorry that children are cruel and the world as well. I love you.

My Very First Dog

I'm sorry I had to give you away. I'm sorry that he gave you to me when I wasn't ready to have a dog yet. You are such a good boy, you're the best boy. You always gave me unconditional love and I couldn't return it in the way that a good dog owner should, so I had to give you to someone who could.

You deserve a big yard. You deserve a big house. You deserve endless hours of swimmming, and fetching, and laying around in the sunshine.

I know that you still love me. I hope you know that I will always love you. You were my very first dog. You will always be my boy. But I just wanted you to know how very sorry I am that you aren't with me today. That you won't be home smiling at me when I get home from work. I know you're in a better place, but buddy, I'm still sorry for giving you away - my sweet Pooh Bear.

Can't Say No to You

i'm sorry that i can't say no to you, sorry that everything you ask of me is met with a smile and "sure", sorry that i even help you push me away to be with someone else, sorry that this world didn't work out for me

I'm so sorry

Abandoned

i'm sorry that i abandoned you. it's the worst thing one person could do to another. inside i always thought that i'd be able to go back to you, perhaps i still believe that a little. but you're with someone else now, someone new. you deserve to be happy and to be treated right. i couldn't give that to you. i couldn't be happy. but i wonder: could i have tried harder? tried to talk to you more and to believe in us? i wonder if i will always regret this, if it will eat at me for the rest of my life. will i always be lonely, missing you, and wondering if i walked away from my one true love, the one person who was devoted to loving me for the rest of my life? i don't know the answers. all i know is that you didn't deserve this and i'm sorry.

For Not Understanding

Im sorry for not understanding, my lovely Son.

I know you wont read this but tonight i have learnt so much..

How all these mental things are related.

My fears prevent me from trusting..if i havnt learnt it for myself..i cant learn it from others..i always think they have an alteria motive..my baby, my issues get in the way of helping you..and yet you are so depedant on me.

Its because i love you so much that im afraid to put you into the hands of others..i would never forgive myself if they were wrong and messed up with you..and i didnt fight for you..I know sometimes the fight isnt real..but sometimes it IS..i have protected you in the past..no one knows how hard it is for me being strong all the time and feeling so alone.

I will make a change tomorrow..i understand now how much you need me.

I wont be afraid of you..i will listen to you..even if i dont understand or dont agree..i will listen..because whats important to you is important to me.

Baby, im sorry for being so afraid..

I know love is a big part of the cure..and without it one disorder can run into another..

I will tell the doctors that too.

Im sorry i rejected you and called the police..i realy had no choice.

But i love you so much..your pain is my pain.

Tomorrow we`ll go see the doctor and sort things out..anything to make you happy again.

That Goddamn Kiss

I'm sorry I can't forget that goddamn kiss.

I wish I could erase you from my mind.

I'm sorry we ever met.

Cheated on the Test

sorry i cheated on the test...and im sorry see it as cheating myeslf if i dont because everyone does and it doesnt actually matter anyway

Sorry You Chose to Break Up Instead

I'm sorry, that being the person i trusted most isn- wasn't enough for you. I know you'll never see this. but i can't help but wish that on chinese new year celebrations you'd give me some hope that you still care. even though i can't make it back.

I'm sorry you're going to have to make the first move. I'm sorry i finally got sick of apologizing for things i didn't really feel was my fault. I'm sorry that you can't see the reason why i was upset with you and was trying to explain to you why i wasn't happy.

I'm sorry you chose to break up instead.

We could have been so much more. I'm sorry that you couldn't see that, or chose to ignore it.

I'm sorry i know you'll never make the first move. and neither will i.

I'm sorry that the next time (if ever) if we meet i'll have to smile faintly at you. even though i want you to hold me when i cry.

I'm sorry i dead-en my eyes everyday now.

I just can't take everything now. I feel so goddamn alone. Its not all because of you though. I'm sorry i can't confide the rest in you now.

I'm sorry the last time i heard your voice was so many months ago.

I wish i could hear your voice one more time.

I'm sorry i pray to God (even though i doubt his existence, but i know you probably believe in Him) for you to find someone else, who's better, purer, more innocent, more happy, and has less issues than me. Most importantly someone who will be able to make you happy.

Actually. I hope you don't see this. I have too much goddamn pride to admit to you how much you mean to me. Goddamn my pride.

I'm sorry I still waste my time daydreaming about you. especially now that it will never come true. For god's sake s please, i beg you, find someone else. i cant ever make you happy again. find someone else who can give you that happiness.

I'm sorry i cry each time i think of someone else making you happy. looks like i didnt quite manage to shut out my feelings.

most of all, i'm sorry that our two month relationship deathanniversary is coming up.

goddamn it i said too goddamn much and now someone is gonna connect it to me. goddamn.

i'm sorry im editting out the dates now.

That You Never Wanted Me

I'm sorry that you never wanted me

I'm sorry that I remind you of my father

I'm sorry that you have no interest in me or my kids

I'm sorry that you are missing out on watching your grandchildren grow up

I'm sorry that everyday I wish that you would be my mother and just love me

That I'm Waiting

K-

I'm sorry that I'm waiting until school is over, just for you. I mean, I want to wait to be with you and everything, but everyday it kills me a little more. I cry a lot because of this and I'm sure you're aware of that... But why couldn't you have told me that you couldn't love me sooner than you did? Because you didn't tell me that you weren't in condition to love anyone for those two or three weeks, I got hurt a lot because I was trying so hard to just show you that I love you. I didn't get anything back from you and I should have seen why. Sorry for continuing with that.

Now I just feel stupid and young. I really wish that school wasn't so hard for you, because then none of this would be a problem at all. You are ALWAYS so busy with school and whatever else. I barely am even able to talk to you anymore. It's either that or when I do talk to you, you always have to go do stuff and I never even get to talk to you about the things I want to talk about. I don't care if you are not wanting to love anyone right now. You still are going to get love from me, whether you know it or not. Maybe you don't think I would do that for you still, I don't know. But for your part, I told you to remember me and my feelings for you because they are never going to change. Please never forget that.

I'm also really scared that once school is over you won't love me anymore. That's what's so dangerous about you letting go of your feelings for me. When you told me you loved me, I believed it and took it to heart, and eventually started loving you. I'm not going to let either of our feelings for each other be wasted. To me it doesn't matter how long we openly loved each other. What was there was worth it to me and it still is.

We exchanged thoughts and found out a lot about the way be both feel and think. That's honestly not fair that out of no where you're leaving me hanging in one place to just wait. I know, I know. Life isn't fair, I don't care. I just hate the fact that if whenever we hang out now I can't act how I want to because you say can't have a loving relationship.

Also, what about everything we discovered? What about those unfinished thoughts? Is that just gonna go down the drain now? You never even told me what you're going to do with the feelings you have for me. I have no idea what's going to happen when school is over. I know once you said words expire, so my words probably mean nothing to you right now. The words you gave me haven't left me yet, and I'm not letting go until you give me no other choice. I don't want that to be my last option though. I really want things to work out for us. I want a fair chance with you to prove to you that I really am worth it. I've been taking chances to just prove that to you in the past and I haven't gotten to do everything to show that to you. I just feel cheated, like I lost all my chances. I want one more chance when you get time to love me.

I fear that this is all my fault. I cry to you so much and I complain about what is bothering me. I know you say "no worries I understand" to me when I do this. Honestly, I don't believe that's how it is. I don't see how anyone could put up with me. That's why I think that this is my fault, just because I'm so annoying and persistent.

I'm trying so hard to be strong in front of you... But all of this hurts so bad. I know that the image of me to you used to be a strong, intelligent girl. I don't know how you see me anymore. But I hope it's still somehow similar.

It just sucks now because I'm reading through old conversations and catching more of your hints that I've never seen before and it just made me think a lot about how you really did feel for me way early on. And now just seeing what position we are in now, it just makes me even more depressed.

Just one last thing... You probably won't be able to take me to the sweetheart's dance either, you'll probably be too busy like always. Hell, maybe you just won't want to go with me anymore.

I'm so sorry for everything I do and say. I will always love you... No matter what.

-W

Granddaddy

Granddaddy, I am sorry that you are gone. Your memory will live forever.

For My Part

I'm sorry I have seasonal relationship affective disorder, and that every January I start picking fights and sabotaging the relationship. I'm sorry I made up something to be mad at you about yesterday, and even though it wasn't even fair or true, that ended things for us. I know you're responsible for things not working out, too -- maybe mostly -- but I'm sorry for my part.

Your Strength and Magic

I am sorry for not believing in your strength and magic. I am sorry for doubting you and feeling weak and scared. I am sorry for not always seeing the light when it's shining all around. I am sorry sometimes I can't see my way out. I am sorry I believe in you all the time but continue to doubt my faith in you.

I am sorry I don't always see how beautiful you really are every single day the way others do. I am sorry I put him and others before you when everything I really need to be ok and well is right here. I am sorry for not always seeing the truth. And I'm sorry for any time I have ever lost you.

I Will Never Forgive You

I am sorry that I will never forgive you, and will hate you for what you have done to me with my last dying breath.

Caught Up in Your Game

I'm sorry your such a jerkoff. I got caught up in your game and fell for the lies.

Now everyone knows the real you.

Sorry everyone will see you for the DICK that you are.

Such a Fuck Up

im sorry that im such a fuck up and that i embarrass you

im sorry that you dont like admitting that you like me

im sorry that i couldnt wait for you any longer

and im sorry that i love another now

hell, its not my fault, youre the one who waited

Sorry I Started That Fight

I'm sorry I started that fight. I'm sorry I said I didn't want to watch you, I'm sorry I pulled away when you tried to hug me, I'm sorry that I ignored your nice compliments when I was seething. I'm sorry it took me three days to calm down. I'm sorry you were having a bad week too. I was sorry I started that fight Before I saw you holding hands and being sweet to her, but I was even sorrier afterwards. I keep coming to visit you meaning to say I'm sorry but I'm afraid you'll think it's because of her and that every time I get mad at you (and I'm sorry to say that I will...) I'll need a rival to forgive you. You have no rivals for my attention. I'm sorry that I'm going to have to ask you to stop hugging me just when you had decided it was safe to start again. I'm particularly sorry that I have to tell you that your hugs make me want to crawl into your lap and snuggle, even though it would be undignified, probably cut the circulation out of your legs, upset her and possibly you. (On a side note, I'm sorry I'm not smaller and lighter.) If you want to be friends, I'm sorry I'm going to make things awkward. I'm sorry if I made you feel alone when all you've made me feel is liked, safe and appreciated. You really are a wonderful man and I'm sorry you have such unfortunate taste in women.

I Was a Bad Date, and I'm Sorry

I don't remember your name, but you were a very cute, nice guy who an acquaintance introduced me to, and you asked me to go with you to a concert at the university. I ended spending the whole day hanging out with my friends from the dorms, and only later did I realize that you were upset. You see, I didn't realize this was a real "date". Frankly, no one had taken me out on a "date" in forever, and I was just used to hanging out, and truthfully, it never even occurred to me that you would be interested in me that way. I thought you were just a guy taking me out to get me out of my sllump, as a friend. Maybe you sent signals that I didn't pick up. The more I think about, the less sure I am that you really were interested in me beyond as a pal. But I know that I pissed you off and for that I am sorry. If I'm guilty of anything, it's for having such low self esteem at that point that I couldn't possibly believe you would be into me.

A Loser

im sorry im a loser

Abusing Substances

I'm sorry that I started abusing substances. I consume alcohol and get buzzed almost ever other weekend. I even started smoking and crossed over to the dark side. I'm sorry I left my pure ideals behind. I'm sorry most people don't know, especially my parents.

When I read the apologies about people screwing up in relationship and random crap, I can't help but feeling guilty. I'm sorry J. It really was my fault. If only I said yes, didn't complicate things, and worried what other thought about me/us, then maybe we'd be happy together. I hope that is someone else's has that fairy tale ending.

That I Hurt You

im sorry that i hurt you

i didnt mean to.

i swear were just friends

please love me again...

Signs of Missing Me

C - I'm sorry that you were too afraid to believe in us. You went running back to your old life, your "cage", where you will forever be cooped up like a wild animal, hiding in the mountains.

So sorry that you turned your back on something most couples can never hope to have, and you will never have with anyone else.The fire.

I'm sorry you nearly destroyed me, and never even cared.

Most of all, I'm sorry you are leaving signs of missing me, and I am unable to do anything about it.

You had a chance to shine.

Sorry I Never Told Anyone

I am sorry I never told anyone he molested me. If I had told, it wouldn't have happened to you.

For a Random Weekend

im sorry you think youre going home "for a random weekend" its not random. and im sorry youre going becaues its my last and i dont want you to ruin it. im also sorry i know you said that because it shows i still care. and im sorry i do.