Pulsating Through Me
I'm not sure who I am apologizing to. Maybe it's you. Or maybe it's me.
I can't get the thoughts of you out of my mind. Pulsating through me.
Our first kiss, amazing, the way your hand always found mine, your intoxicating scent, your lips pressing against mine, the feeling of security and the butterflies every time your arms were around me, the feeling of your warm body against mine. I'm sorry I miss you. I'm sorry I can't forgive myself for letting you slip away. I remember what you said to me, the times you told me how much you cared, how I was special. I told myself I was strong, I could live without you, I can, I just don't want to.
I can't get the thoughts of you out of my mind. Pulsating through me.
Our first kiss, amazing, the way your hand always found mine, your intoxicating scent, your lips pressing against mine, the feeling of security and the butterflies every time your arms were around me, the feeling of your warm body against mine. I'm sorry I miss you. I'm sorry I can't forgive myself for letting you slip away. I remember what you said to me, the times you told me how much you cared, how I was special. I told myself I was strong, I could live without you, I can, I just don't want to.
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2 Comments:
best of luck. it's sooooooooo hard, but.... time. trust time.
Oh my goodness. I hope you send this to the person you have written it about. He might just forgive, you never know. Don't leave such kind words left unsaid.
The person you don't want to live without might feel the same way, someone has to be the secure enough one to say it before it's too late. If he was so open with his feelings then you probably need to be the one to step up and say these words or send this direct.
Don't let it be a mystery or your ego/pride blocking, it sounds like you bruised his first so, get on it.
Relationships I have learned take a lot of work because we all have baggage. If you get into a groove by NOT judging, compromising after understanding each other's history you may be shocked to find that meeting each other's needs isn't so much to ask for and when you really love them it isn't work or anything that you even need to request, good ones just 'know.'
It isn't about losing yourself or some freedom balloon you must let go of and strap on the ball and chain. If you are respectful and honest it is the most secure and freeing feeling if you do it right.
Send this if you haven't said it or sent it already. A lifetime of misery wondering? For what is more important, an ego? Then tame it!! Truly, in all areas or you'll lose everything esp experiences born from fear that should never stop something like this...how dumb? Time wasting by standing on ceremony and a flimsy one at that, c'mon!
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