Beautiful & Maybe Still a Lil Pathetic

I'm sorry I initially started dating you because you are friends with my daughter's fathers Attorney. I'm sorry you're such a lousy kisser. I'm sorry your frustratingly small. My beloved X is probably yet a bit smaller than you but damn it's true when they say it's the "Motion in the Ocean" . I'm sorry you drive an ugly Geo. I'm not shallow but damn dude(!) I'm sorry I asked for a Tiffany bracelet for Christmas. I only choose it because you non-challantly mentioned THREE times how "well off" you are. I choose the cheapest one for crying out loud, ONLY two Bens! Sheesh, why'd you have to make me feel like a gold-digger?!. If I WAS a gold-digger I wouldn't be with you. I'm sorry I let you get comfortable with ME driving 30miles out of my way every weekend to come & see you. I'm sorry that you don't like Chicago. I was born & raised & LOVE it!I really started liking you. Although, it may have alot to do with the fact that you will soon be in law enforcement & possibly the F.B.I. I love the Police. It takes a strong person to do such an honorable job. I have high respect for the Police. I'm sorry I don't think your man enough for me. I wish you the best in your life chosen career. Somehow I think your man enough to go Federal, but not man enough to handle a woman like me. I'm sorry I plan to keep you only until Valentine's day. I'm sorry I still thinking about my X. Three frkn years later...I still love him. I'm not sure I'd go back to him, but the times were good. He was my best friend. I don't think we could ever be that close, no wear near. I'm sorry I'm so frkn PATHETIC. Hey, at least I'm Beautiful!

Chicago, IL