Sorry for 2007

To: Diana T

What do you do when you love someone so much that it hurts? How do you show someone how you feel when you can’t utter a sound? How do you reach out to someone that’s unreachable? How do you show someone how many times you cry at night when they’re not there? How do you show someone how much you care about them when you don’t want to come off too strong? How do you check up on things to make sure they’re not stressing when you can’t pick up the phone and dial? How do you show her your not pointing fingers and you just want to make her happy and make her believe you? How do you open your heart without the fear of being let down and not scare her away? How do you say your sorry to something unconditional that words fail to communicate? How do you let her know that this letter as an entity fails in it’s purpose as a replacement for your heart? How do you say you constitute to the makings that already be? How do I show her that she is inside of me?

Sorry for 2007 I love and miss you. It’s yours truly.