For Being the Rock That Held You Down
I'm sorry for being a burden, for being the rock that held you down when you wante to rise up. I'm sorry for breakng my promise... I usually keep my word and I failed you. I'm sorry for cutting again, even though you haven't seen the new scars. I'm sorry you will never understand why, even though it's seems obvious to me. I'm sorry, so sorry that I let him hurt me. I'm sorry that I never screamed "stop". I'm sorry you'll never understand how scared I was-- how scared I am and will always be. I'm sorry I never told you anything-never will because I never can. I'm sorry that you never understood me, never understood why I felt that I never belonged in our pathetic excuse for a family. I'm so deeply sorry you will never understand. Mostly, I'm sorry God that I have drifted so far away from you love and mercy.Please forgive me even though I don't deserve it.
The underserving and forever unlovable,
R2










































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