I'm Just Sorry About Everything

I'm sorry I fell in love with you. I didn't mean to.

I'm sorry I hoped you could feel the same way back. I know you can't.

I'm sorry I need to fantasize about you to get through the day. I tried to stop.

I'm sorry I can't be a good friend to you like I want to be, like you want me to be, but every little smile you give me, every time you touch me casually, or chat to me, it give me hope.

So, thank you for caring, thank you for sitting on the phone with me when I was depressed and for reading my writing and for letting me kiss you that one time when we were drunk and hold you when you left.

You'll never know how I feel. I'll never tell you. I'm sorry for that too. I'm such a coward, but I've seen you destroy too many relationships to risk it. I'm sorry I'm saying this on an anonymous blog and not to your face.

I’m sorry that you have to feel like nobody loves you when, on the day you left, three of the people who came to see you of did, and we went to pieces after. Saying goodbye, even though it was only for now, was maybe the most painful thing I ever did. I felt as though someone was trying to tear my heart out of my chest and I couldn’t even stand up, not that I let you see. I managed to get inside first.

I'm just sorry about everything.

I'm sorry that, for all I say that I should and I will, I can't quit you.

That I Kissed You

I'm sorry that i kissed you. it wasn't right and it wasn't fair on your girlfriend.

im sorry that every time i see you i want it to happen again.

im sorry that i've pinned all my hopes on you being the one boy who changes my mind.

it's not fair on you.

Love & Friendship

I am sorry that I love him more than I love you. You are one of my best friends, but he is the reason i can keep going. I am sorry that I have been lying to you for 2 years and if i can get away with it will keep lying to you forever.

mostly i am sorry that I dont care i am ruining our friendship even though he does not love me back.

Trust

I'm sorry that I hurt myself to get back at you.

I'm sorry that you don't trust me.

I'm sorry that you can't tell me your problems or worries.

I wish you could trust me. I wish I could help you, make you feel great and amazing like you deserve.

I'm sorry if I ever made you feel like I didn't want you around, or if I ever made you feel like I don't love you.

I love you very much.

Sorry Mom & Dad 2

I am sorry Mom and Dad, for making you go through this recovery process with me once again. I am sorry that you have had to watch me destroy myself over the years, time and time again. I am sorry for making you feel so helpless, worried, and I am sorry for wasting so much of my life. I wish I was the daughter you wanted me to be, I know when I was born you never envisioned your daughter being a chronically anorexic, self harming individual. I am sorry that I keep falling short of success, and that I never meet your expectations. I hope someday I will make you proud the way your son does.

The Perfect Family

I'm sorry that I'm a burden on my family.

I'm sorry that I never amounted to what my parents wanted.

I'm sorry that I'm the stupid one out my family.

I'm sorry that I'm not the oldest daughter you wanted.

I'm sorry that my mother treats me diffrent from my younger siblings.

I'm sorry that I've made my mother hate me.

I'm sorry that I've lead my father to believe I'm slightly mentally retarded.

I'm sorry that my sisters and my brother don't respect me.

I'm sorry that I'm related to my family.

I know like would be so much better for them if I wasn't here.

They would be the perfect family.

To My Husband 2

I'm sorry I let you make me feel worthless. I'm sorry I let you take me for granted. I'm sorry I care that you look at those stupid pictures on the Internet.

Most of all, I'm sorry I can't bring myself to pray for you and to forgive you. You're my husband.

An Apology for All the Horrible Things

I am sorry for all the horrible things I have written to you in emails. You know I'm not like that in person. I would never be able to look you in the face and say those things.

I'm sorry that I am driven by emotions and that my emotions ruined our wonderful relationship.

I'm sorry that two people who loved each other, complimented each other, got along so well together and deeply cared for each other, can't remain together.

I am sorry that we live so far apart.

I am sorry for the pain in both our pasts.

I'm sorry that I didn't cherish you enough.

I'm sorry the distance tore us apart.

I'm sorry for not being a better girlfriend to you. For not being sweet all the time. For taking you for granted.

I'm sorry I didn't look hard enough for a job.

I'm sorry I didn't see what my actions would do to our relationship.

For Getting You Crucified

I'm sorry for getting you crucified.

Mentally Ill

I am sorry for being so screwed up, and mentally ill. You all, the whole family counted on me being the one who would suceed, I tried so hard to please you. But I can't. I can try to please me. I am one of many, nave mutiple emotional, and mental diagnoses, and that will not change.

I am sorry for my father, and how he does not admit his sister's kids molested my siblings. He is sick, mentally, and in denial. I feel so guilty, so worthless.

Sorry I'm Not the Perfect Mother

I'm sorry I'm so impatient with you. I know you are still learning and are so young. Please forgive me for my frustration and irritability. I do love you, more everyday in fact. I'm sorry I'm not the perfect mother.

Your Secret

I'm sorry I'm not going to keep your secret. And I'm sorry the only reason I'm going to tell people is because you told on me.

Sorry I Can't Let it Go

I'm sorry I can't let it go. I'm sorry I can't let you go, even if you are the most self centered person on earth. You were one of my best friends. I wish you could talk to me, and I am sorry you can't and that I desperately wish you could, no matter what I might say.

You Don't Know What I Did This Summer

I'm so sorry for what happened this summer. I never thought I would be the type of person who would be unfaithful, especially to you. Things had been rocky between us for awhile and you were never there... I know there is nothing that can justify what happened but I just want to say that in some ways, you kept pushing me further away.

Well the summer is over now, and I know that it will never happen again. We are attempting to repair what was broken and for that I am grateful and can promise that I will put my heart & soul into this.

I'm sorry for everything that happened this summer. I'm sorry that it took almost losing you for me to realize that I still love you. I'm sorry that although we are attempting to fix things, I still feel that things will never be the same between us again.

Lastly, what I am most sorry about is the fact that I never had the guts to tell you what I did this summer. I know that if you ever knew, you would never look at me the same way again and I'm so scared of losing you forever. I'm SO sorry for keeping this from you but it's only because I love you and still want to make things right again...

I'm Sorry I Died for You

I'm sorry I died for you.

That I Keep Hurting Myself

I'm sorry that I keep hurting my Self. It's not fair to either of us. What happened happened and that was a long time ago. I don't even recall what the whole thing was about, the incident that came between us. Anyway I'm truely sorry for the pain it has caused both of us.

I'm Sorry I'm Not Buying It

I'm sorry I'm not buying it. I do know that it would make your life easier if I would just let you keep up appearances and play along, and I know it wouldn't hurt me to do that--but I won't. I'm sorry that makes things hard on you, it's hard for me to do too.

A Father's Involvement

I'm so sorry I told your father I was having you. Iwish I had kept my mouth shut and given you the chance to one day when you grow up have a good father, and never know this man. I'm sorry I let someone so self involved have such a large piece of your life entitled to him. I love you, and I wish I could take it back.

That I Don't Love You Anymore

I'm sorry that I don't love you anymore. I promised myself that through all of the abandonment and improvident nature and selfish self serving you put me through so that you could live out your dreams, I would never ever ever stop loving you, even if I would never be with you again. But I don't love you anymore. I'm not sorry for you for that, I'm sorry to myself for being as bad a person as you in the end.

A Secret Admirer

I'm sorry I drive by your house every day even though you barely know who I am. I go out of my way to pass your house every time I need to run errands on that side of town, and I fabricate errands to run on that side of town. Somehow it makes me feel better when I drive past to know that you are right there, when I see the lights on in your studio and know that you are 50 feet away.

I'm sorry I have created an entire fantasy world in my head about you and I. I look forward to weekday afternoons above all else . Once a week or so you say "how are you today?" or "how's it going?" and it makes the sun shine that much brighter on my day that YOU spoke to ME.

We had a whole conversation last week, and you actually came looking for me and walked up to me to have that conversation. It was simple, not a big deal, an informational conversation on your part. For me... I am still reliving the way you looked into my eyes when we were talking for those 3 minutes.

I'm sorry I can't let this go and just be cool about it. I do try to appear cool about it when I'm around you, but I can scarcely take my eyes off of you and I think you know that. But then, you watch me a lot too and the way our eyes meet every afternoon make me wonder if you ever think about me at all when I'm not there?

Do you ever wish you weren't married the way that I wish you weren't married?

I'm sorry.

Sorry About Stalking You

Sorry about stalking you. I was just so stupid and insane. I never said this to you and I know we'll never see each other again..or we will sometime. I hope you'll forgive me anyway.

I'm Sorry That I'm Not in Love With You

I'm sorry that I'm not in love with you. I'm sorry that I said "I do", but have never really been in love with you. I'm sorry that I only married you because you were pregnant. I'm sorry that I am going to leave you for a 19 year old college girl who loves and respects me. I'm sorry that you love me and I don't feel the same.

That I Can't Save You

I'm sorry I can't be the perfect friend and always make your pain go away. I know you said I don't have to and I shouldn't expect to be able to, but I'm still sorry. Sorry mostly that you have to suffer and I can't save you.

A Relationship

I am sorry that we didn't go to school together...we would've had a kick ass time. We would've been a great couple. We could have made out at lunch and in-between classes. We could have cut school together and been naughty.

I'm sorry we hurt each other. No matter what you think, I honestly don't want to make you feel bad.

I'm sorry that I make things difficult in our relationship. I don't mean to.

I'm sorry you think I don't trust you; but how can that possibly be? I have placed my life - literally - in your hands time and time again. I have made choices that could alter so much in my life for you over and over.

I'm sorry you think I hide things from you. The truth is I have been more transparent with you then ANYONE in my life. I have shared more and been completely open with my heart and body.

I am sorry that the way we built our relationship gives us both cause not to trust one another. The sad part is I am not sure how we fix that or if we can.

I am sorry that our relationship hurt the one relationship you wanted most in your life.


I am NOT sorry for the following:

That we met,

That we became friends,

That we were open with our hearts,

The Disneyland Trip in February 2005,


That we fell in love....I never will apologize for that.

That I Hate You

I'm sorry that I hate you (I know it's not nice to hate people). Mostly though, I am sorry that you won't go the f*** away. You really do make me sick.

To All My Friends

I am sorry for being short and irritable to all my friends who are there for me as I go through this horrible breakup. Your the best.

A Missed Kiss

I'm sorry, sometimes, that I didn't kiss you that night at work when you stayed after everyone else left and helped me out.

We smoked cheap cigarettes and you told me about how hard it was to leave your ex and his kids, and about your brother. I told you about my wife and her boyfreind and how unhappy I was.

But loyalty was and still is like a rock in my throat. Ever present, ever constraining and choking.

I only knew you for a few months before you got fired, but you'll never know how much you meant to me. To have a freind again, it had been such a long time.

I'll remember than night for the rest of my life. Even as things with my wife start to patch themselves up, as we have a chance for a happy family again, as our kids grow up and life moves on. I'll remember sitting there in the night, smoking those cheapass cigarettes.

I don't know if I should have kissed you, but part of me wanted to. Part of me still dreams of life with you. Part of me wishes I had found you first.

But who knows ? I probably didn't mean as much to you as you did to me.

For Knowing Your Password

im sorry for knowing your password.

I Am So Sorry Father

i am so sorry father

you always worked so hard

you said so little

so much guilt in you

from your own father

who never approved

i should have been

a better daughter

please forgive me

i cry all the time

for you

i love you

Lonely Even When You're Around

I'm sorry that I don't know how I still feel about you. I'm sorry that I have not been treating you kindly, and I"m sorry that you don't think I'm the same girl as I was when we met. But I grew up and that's all I can say. I'm sorry that I suck at explaining how I feel. I'm sorry that I'm so confused. I'm sorry that I have had small crushes on the side without telling you. I'm sorry that I am the way I am. I'm sorry that I feel so lonely even when you're around.

That Night In Utah

I'm sorry for that night in Utah. I was high, and for Christ's sake, you were too. I don't know if you are the victim here or if you are just really good at making me feel guilty.

You bitch.

Yeah, I'm sorry for that too.

That I Cannot Just Say It

I am sorry that I cannot just say it. I am sorry that I cannot figure out how I feel. I cannot express my constant quandary, and I apologize that I cannot tell you that I love you, because when I finally decide that I do not, something about you always pulls me back. My contrasting words wage wars with one another, as a reflection of the questions in my heart, and I am sorry that they caught you in the middle. I do not want to be so blunt as to say that we never had anything more than friendship and never will. When you moved, I thought that it solved my problem, that you would move on. And then I wouldn't have to find the words anymore. But you remained there, as if you had never gone anywhere at all. Now these words are overdue, and every word I say causes you pain. In the end, I am sorry you still remember me.

You Just Don't Get It

I'm sorry that you just don't get it.

The Boyfriend You Wanted

I'm sorry I couldn't be the boyfriend you wanted. I'm sorry I'm too emotional and hot headed. I'm sorry I pushed you too hard and too fast. I'm sorry I couldn't understand you better when we were together. My emotions got in the way. I'm sorry I ruined our relationship and our chance at happiness. I'm sorry I couldn't communicate these things to you when they would have been accepted. I'm so very sorry you will never be my wife. I'm sorry for being a fool. I'm sorry for a million other things. I'm sorry you will never really understand me.

I'm Really Sorry

I'm really sorry. I know that I always tell you that I just like being in the same bed as you...that's all bullshit. It's stupid, but I like having you there, even though you like that asshole from either colorado or portland, I can't remember.

Seriously, he looks like a member of the Nazi youth. He is a dumbass. I'm sorry for that too. I feel responsible. Maybe if I were nicer you would have never liked him.

I'm sorry that I have sexual fantasies about you.

I Always Thought You Were Wonderful

I am sorry you thought my nickname for you was insulting. I'm sorry you had to listen to me complain about David. I'm sorry I put that quote in the high school newspaper. I thought the quote was pedestrian enough not to matter. I'm sorry my need to fill space made for an awkward situation for you. I am sorry we didnt talk again before you graduated and moved to New York. I am sorry you were so offended I went to your father's funeral. I went because I loved you. I am sorry we won't be like the old women sitting at the cafe on that card, friends into old age. I'm sorry our children will never know each other. I'm sorry we never understood each other. I always thought you were wonderful.

That I Still Love it When You Call

I'm sorry that even though you are engaged to her you still think about me. You probably should have thought about that before you asked her to marry you. I'm sorry that I still love it when you call.

Just Go Away

I am sorry that your life has taught you that all men who are kind to you must be sexually interested in you. I am sorry that my best friend and lover may have confused you in this way. I am sorry that it makes me so angry when you pester and hound him, trying to get him to change his mind and just sleep with you. I wish that I could be kind, and accepting, confident in my bond with him, but I find I'd much rather tell you to take your baggage and go. I hope the best for you, but I'm sorry: just go away.

Cryptographle

I'm sorry I wrote a longer cryptographle than you. I'm sorry.

I'm Sorry I Love You

I'm sorry you made the wrong choice. And I'm sorry you chose the woman who will never love you as much as I do, and who has never been there for you. And I'm sorry that you don't love me.

I'm sorry I love you.

Control Freak

I'm sorry that sometimes I'm a control freak and that I can't just let you be yourself.

That I Don't Feel the Same

Im sorry that i don't feel the same anymore, im sorry that i think i may be making a mistake by not telling you this, or by not.. i dont want to lose you.. but its not the same when we are together anymore.. i need to look for other things and new experiences.. and maybe i will end up realizing that we are meant to be together.. im sorry that isnt now, please do not forget about me because i will never forget you. I'm sorry for breaking your heart, even though i havent told you yet.

Nonreciprocal Love

I'm sorry I can't be the kind of person you will fall in love with. I think you are wonderful and I love you in spite of your oddities and your downfalls and your addictions and your selfishness. You make me smile and I'm sorry I can't return the favor.

A Better Boyfriend

im sorry for the way i treated u.i wish i could have been a better boyfriend. i love you. and i always will

For Rejecting You

I'm sorry for essentially rejecting you. And I'm sorry for being a two-faced piece of shit. I didn't reject you because "you arent my type" like I told you. That was a lie. The only reason I rejected you is because of what my friends would think about me dating someone like you. I don't know, you just don't fit the mold of someone I would normally be expected to date. The truth is, however, that you're really fucking sexy and so I'm sorry.

Maybe tomorrow, next week, month, or year I can tell you this but I probably need to get drunk first.

Bad World

I'm sorry that the world is bad

I Can't Leave Well Enough Alone

I'm sorry that I couldn't just let our flirtation evolve in its own time into something that could have been beautiful. I'm sorry that I got manic about how much you like me and started fabricating things in my head about how wonderful it would be when we were together, when we actually spoke to each other instead of just grinning and waving every afternoon in the car line at school. I'm sorry I told my family that we were talking and that you like me as much as I like you when in fact I think you are probably happily married and not interested. I'm sorry I can't just leave well enough alone.

I'm Sorry That People Like This...

I'm sorry that people like this (I'm sorry we are still friends) actually think they should be allowed to even use the word 'friend'. And I'm sorry I really actually hate them entirely, wish bad things on them, even though I don't know them.

I'm Sorry We're Still Friends

I'm sorry I'm a bad friend, I'm sorry I tell you I'll do something and I never do. I'm sorry I screen your calls and avoid you. I'm sorry I talk bad about you behind your back. I'm sorry we're still friends.

I Like You

i'm sorry that i suck at telling you i like you

For Posting About This Site

i'm sorry for posting on my blog how pathetic this site is. just posting into the ether doesn't make amends. people in our society need to take responsibility, not shirk it anonymously.

I Apologize for Being in Love

i apologize for being in love with someone i'm not supposed to be in love with. I love you, someone, for all your wonderfulness and all your weirdness (which is substantial) and everything. I love you. And I'm sorry. that's all.

Do the Right Thing

I'm sorry I was too quiet on the phone tonight. I just wanted to show you how much I love you and your child and wanted so much to not do something wrong this time like I always do. I wanted not to make you mad at me for once. I guess I wanted it so mad that I got scared, and then I had a hard time speaking up. I'm sorry. I just wanted to help and do the right thing because i love you both so much.

For Many Things in My Life

I am sorry for many things in my life, but I can not always live with regret. Those that deserve an apology I am never scared to say it to their face. But these are the thoughts of my heart...Most recently, I am sorry to my ex boyfriend...I know how much you love me, but it is not fair to either of us if I don't feel exactly the same. I am sorry to my Arturito, at least I wish you were mine. Maybe I took things too fast, but I wish you would at least call me. I am sorry to myself for caring too much. But most of all I am sorry to my love in Costa Rica. I am so sorry that I had to leave you and that I don't call, but it is painful for us both. I can only hope that you still think of me and keep me in your heart. You are the only man I've even thought of marrying. I am sorry to all those ex boyfriends who have wanted to marry me...my heart just isn't in to it...

For Being a Drug Addict

I apologize to SOCIETY for being a DRUG addict. I lied,cheated and stole my whole life. I hurt a lot of people and animals too they know who they are.

I now use SKILS to guide me.

1. No Stealing

2. No Killing

3. No Intoxicants

4. No Lying

5. No Sexual Misconduct

I also participate as a member of NA and go to a meeting everyday, call 5 addicts in Recovery,Have a SPONSOR(brain), Work the 12 steps of NA, I also help carry the message to the sick and suffering addict (they know who they are). I have been CLEAN 5 months 5 days and that is a MIRACLE. Really it is the only one I need. Thanks for reading I feel better when I tell the truth. I sucked when I was on DRUGS. Now I only SUCK when I am Unkind which does happen. I am human and I make mistakes it's just cool to care that I made them and try to correct my errors.When I was high I was Bedeviled and disconnected from all feeling.Now I can cry when I am sad not 20 days later. So If I hurt you I have Changed everything and feel safe that I am not here to harm anyone but most of all Myself. Self Love is the key to Happy Joyous & Free !!!!

Sorry for Kissing Your Best Friend

I'm totally, completely sorry for kissing your best friend. I know we weren't dating but I know at the same time that we had both expressed our feelings for each other. I have plenty of rational explanations but I guess when it all boils down to it, I did it and I wish I hadn't. I would do anything to take it back--to have you speak to me again. Hopefully you will forgive me one day. I think everyone should have a second chance as long as you aren't a repeat offender of the same offense! And I would never do that again, not with anyone and of course not with any of your friends...

Please forgive me. Please talk to me again. Let's go back to how things were last week...

That I'm Crazy About You

I'm sorry that I'm crazy about you. I think that our hookup is supposed to be without strings attached, but unfortunately it's not that simple. You have an amazing effect on me. It hurts that you didn't return my call. I know, I'm too old for you, but I can't do a thing about that. You are the sweetest man I've ever met, and the most beautiful. I guess that we'll always have music.

Raising Hell

I'm sorry for kicking a car, upturning a bike rack, and generally raising hell. We were drunk. I'm so sorry.

For Still Being in Love With You 2

I'm sorry I'm still in love with you. I knew you were using me, and I let myself believe it was more, then punished you for lying about it--we both knew that I knew it wasn't real. It wasn't fair to you that I let it keep going.

That Your Baby Fell Off the Bed

I'm sorry that your baby fell off the bed when I was watching her. It made me feel guilty for years and gave me bad dreams when I had my own children and I know that's because if I had reached out to stop her she wouldn't have landed on her head. I'm glad she's ok but I should have known that babies can't understand to stop at the edge of something. I was twelve years old and I already took childcare classes. I'll never forget the way it sounded when she fell or when she cried. All because I was so irresponsible.

Donuts

Sorry I didn't bring you those donuts Margret. I didn't know it would hurt your feelings so much.

As the World Turns

I'm sorry that I thought the world revolved around me. I'm sorry that I thought you should worship me. Even though I never expressed it... I thought it inside. I know that you are not interested... Cause you don't even pursue a friendship with me. Thanks for making that clear! It will be hard for me to move on - especially after all that time in a foreign country. You were ignorant there to.

I apologize for reading into things. Keep living.

Not Enough Notice

i want to apologise to my employer,for notgiving her enough notice before resigning

I'm Sorry We Aren't Together Now

I'm sorry I can't be with you to take care of you when you're sick, to make you soup and kiss your head and give you vitamins to make you feel better. I'm sorry I can't kiss your lips or hold you, the best I can do is tell you how much I love you and miss you and how much I cannot wait to be your wife and spend the rest of my life with you. Waiting to be together has been one of the hardest things I've ever had to do in my entire life. I miss you. I love you. I'm sorry we aren't together now. Soon......

Family

Mom I sorry you have abandanment issues but you brought this on yourself. I'm sorry but I'm going to keep my distance from the family. I'm sorry NO ONE in the family has any respect for me. The more harder I tried the worse you all acted toward me. I haven't done anything to deserve this. I'm sorry but I don't understand why does this family view kindness as weakness or why you all feel the need to take advantage of the love I had for you.

So, I'm moving out of state. Starting a new life and sorry but you guys aren't invited.

I'm tired of trying to win everyone's respect. I'm tired of envying orphans. I'm tired of this family and I'm sorry but it didn't have to be this way. I'm sorry but I'm going to have to keep all of you at arms length from now on. I'm sorry but I have to do this for my sanity and my own self-respect.

That You Cheated on Me

Please get it through your head that our relationship is over. Please. I don't ask for much. But you need to stop coming over to my house.

I'm sorry you cheated on me. That was wrong, btw. And I'm sorry that I can't accept you back knowing how much you love me. But you've done me wrong so many times and I can't take it anymore. I love you.