That I Can't Be With You

I'm so sorry that I can't be with you even though I love you. Our relationship was amazing for so long and for it to end like this breaks my heart. I don't know if we will ever be able to repair our relationship. I'm also sorry that I don't know if I want too.

To Elissa

Elissa,

Sorry I had to stroke your game. All the people at the clinic who matter to me are just sick-and-tired of your bullshit. You play games, you get hurt you play with me, you get jerked. Attempting to get my car towed from the company lot was the last fucking straw. You don't get it. That place is my second job, I don't need you.

Sexual Satisfaction

Think you so much for coming over last night, you were amazing, it felt like the first time for me I have never been so sexually satisified

For Anonymous Apologizing

I'm sorry so many people feel the need to apologize anonymously to make themselves feel better without actually giving the benefit of an apology to those they've hurt.

Your Pictures

I'm sorry I never gave back your pictures from your trip back in seventh grade. I threw them behind a bookshelf in my room once it got to be too embarrassingly late to return them without explanation. I guess I'll find them when my mom moves out of this house. I never even really looked at them, either. They're pretty repetitive.

To My Wife

I am sorry... to my wife. I am sorry for finding the most wonderful love of my life, and it's not you. I am sorry that I can't take the perpetual complaining and constant bitching you dish out. I am sorry that, even when someone tries to do something nice for you, you find fault in it. I am sorry that you have not yet received that what the world owes you. I am sorry I cannot even get myself to even touch you to get your attention, much less kiss you on the cheek. I am sorry that I have been having the most wonderful affair with the most caring, affectionate, responsive, loving, woman in the world. I am sorry you have never liked her since you met her - Even before a tiny little spark set my heart on fire. I am sorry that I love her more than anything in the world.

I Wish I Knew

I wish I knew how to apologize so that you'd accept it. Large ones, small ones, ones that express the small sadnesses when I know I've missed something, I've missed some joy that was you, some moment that came and went and I didn't celebrate it.

Ah, but even now, there is this small joy in apologizing, in seeing the error, slowly, writing, as speaking will not do. There is this small joy that I think you could not understand or share, and for that I am sorry but the apology is yours to make. It's not for me, it's for you.

For Still Being in Love with You

I'm so sorry that I cannot get over you. The two years we spent together were filled with everything "just being so right," and though it soured in the end, I still, even after half a year, have never gone a day without thinking about you - without wishing you still loved me, and wishing we were still together.

I'm sorry for borderline cheating on you, and I'm sorry that I ended it because I couldn't take it anymore.

I'm sorry for still being in love with you, DEB.

Emotional Infidelity

I'm sorry that I don't believe in emotional infidelity. I'm sorry that I have to keep secrets because of it. I'm sorry that I chose someone else. I'm sorry that I cannot be all you need.

To My Dear Ex-Fiance

To my dear ex-fiance. I'm so sorry that I'm not sorry I called our wedding off. I see the pain it has caused you, and for that I'm truely sorry. But it is better that you feel badly now, knowing you will get over it, than for us both to be miserable for the rest of our lives.

Cheating Heart

I am sorry for cheating on you. You cheated on me first, and you played me for a fool all the while. I wanted to see what it was like fooling around. It was fun at first, but the 2nd time wasn't as fun. I have never been able to forgive you for what you did. I was pregnant with our 2nd child at the time you were cheating on me!! You confessed about your affair only because you were in harm's way. I knew what was going on before that and remembering asking you if you were cheating on me, and you lied straight-faced to me and said you weren't. You must've thought I was as stupid and ignorant as you. I may be now, for having two affairs.

But, because of that and how you've treated me, I'm glad that I'm getting divorced from you finally!!

I'm sorry I didn't do it sooner!!

I'm going to be with the one person who has always really loved me and would never cheat on me!!!

Icy Hot & Astroglide

I'm sorry for putting Icy Hot in your bottle of astroglide. That was really wrong of me. But you need to know where and where not to put your dick. I do believe you owe me an apology as well.

Wasted Years

I'm sorry for all the many years I let you abuse me. I'm sorry that you had to find comfort in other peoples arms to be happy with me. I'm sorry that you went and married a royal b"tch who treats me like dirt underneath her feet because she thinks I am telling lies about you; when in reality the truth is finally coming out. I'm sorry that you let her get away with that. I'm sorry for letting you go sooooo long without paying any child support while we struggled to find food to eat and money to pay our housing payment, all while you drove around with your brand new car and fancy things. I'm sorry that you refused to purchase anything for your children, full knowing I was getting no child support or help. I'm sorry for all the lies you've told and all the people you have hurt so that you could look better. And most of all, I'm sorry for the years I wasted giving you unconditional love and acceptance when I could have been giving it to someone who had a heart.

To the Residents in My Care

Though you never see me grumble to your face, I do it behind your back before I come into your room when you need something. It isn't you personally. It's just that I'm tired all the time and never get enough rest. This position is so easy compared to what I used to do that I really don't have the right to be grumbling but to be honest I'd rather be napping or writing or playing computer games than taking care of you. Sorry I'm such an asshole. I actually do care about what happens to you. I'm just old before my time and crusty inside.

Dirty Sex Dream

I'm sorry for the dirty sex dream I had about your cute friend. Although I would never act on it even if the opportunity were to arise because I truly love you, I feel creepy about this dream and about the fact that I find him attractive. I would never destroy your friendship with him or our relationship because of lust, which is only a temporary thing. But the dream seemed so real that I feel almost as guilty as if I actually did it!

For Turning Her In

I'm so sorry that I turned your daughter in at our public school for living out of district. I know it is selfish, but I got sick of you dumping her off on me everyday, even though I told you several times that I couldn't keep her anymore. I reported her to the school, and now her whole life will change because of me. I know it will be easier for you, but she will be hugely effected. I feel guilty knowing that I may have changed the outcome of her life, because now she will be forced to give up the little niche she has carefully carved out for herself in exchange for having to start over in a new school. God, I feel so awful, but it's too late, the phone call has been made.

The Hacker

I'm soooo sorry for hacking your account. I had to or else everything would've gone psycho. Don't get upset. I am so very sorry.

For Putting You Guys Through This

I'm sorry for putting you guys through this! I keep thinking it's better for you this way and then I realize I am only stooping to his level and hurting you as well. I'm sorry he is such a jerk and that I am such a doormat to keep letting him do this! I'm sorry I don't have the balls enough to shut the door and keep it shut forever ensuring that you will grow up decent and not little clones of his stupid assinine self. I love you guys and I'm sorry.

So Much for This

I'm sorry I've put up with your bullsh*t for so long. I should tell you but then again, I'm too exhausted to deal with it. For now, you'll bask in your ignorance to the situation and for that I do not apologize because, well, you are ignorant to what I and others say about you.

To the other one, I apologize that you are so similar to the first, just ignorant to what people think and say about you. Get over it. A month a marriage not make...who are you? Renee Z? An Oscar you do not get for your horrible act.

To you both, you just do not know...I apologize but at the same time, you both realize that I just don't care...especially not enough. So much for this.

Noodlemix

I'm sorry I ate your noodlemix.

That I Can't Forgive You

I am sorry that I can't forgive you. You apologized because you got caught and for no other reason. If I allow us to continue together, then I am nothing but a doormat, and I can't do that anymore.

My Cousin and Best Friend

I'm sorry for sleeping with your long-distance boyfriend. He lives 16hr away from you and he was only 15min away from me. In our stupid minds, it was just a game, just for good times, fun sex.

You would fly to visit him and invite me over to his house. It was exciting being there and pretending not to know the house, his bedroom or him. He persued me-I know, it's still no excuse. I am family! I should no better.

Listening to you say how much you love him all day long when we chat on MSN, then I'd be with him at nights. I am so sorry my Cousin.

But he told you everything. And I still kept saying it didn't happen! I just couldn't tell the truth. I'm so sorry I have no guts!!

You forgave him and moved here to live with him. Both of you rejected me and I understand why, and I deserve it. I am sorry for not seeing what the consequences would be.

But what I'm really sorry for, I miss him more that her. I wish it would of never ended. And I'm sorry for thinking this way.

For Sleeping with Her Best Friend

i'm sorry i slept with her best friend in the church pew i know god will never forgive us...i know they are both pregnate with my children now..feathers from my torn off bloody angel wings all over the floor. black is my soul.

A Love Lost

I'm sorry that I truly loved you but I let our relationship slip away. I'm sorry that I had to learn the lesson of not taking loved ones for granted in such a painful manner ...and for having hurt you so deeply in the process. I'm sorry that these things have changed you. I'm sorry for the things that have happened since that have made it so we can never be together again. I miss you. I love you...

For Destroying His Holiday

I'm really sorry that I destroy my lovely x-boyfriend's holiday! He definitely didn't deserved it. I hate myself!

For Betraying Your Trust

I am sorry I told your secrets to people who didn't deserve to hear them. It happened when we weren't as close as we are now--and they were a bit too much for me to handle by myself. I hope you never find out that I have betrayed your trust, but am deeply sorry that I did.

When I'm Drunk

I'm sorry that i only call you when I'm drunk.

I'm Such a Bitch

I'm sorry that I'm such a bitch all the time. I'm sorry that I am always mad at you and you can't do anything to make me happy. I'm sorry you are "stuck" with me. I wish I could change but I'm too lazy to try. I'm sorry and I will understand if you leave me one day. I would leave me too!!!!

That I Want Anything from You

There is a hard iced over place when I think of you; I can show you the exact spot and trace it like an odd shaped continent. That is the place inside me that wells up; I am afraid and I threaten to leave you. I am sorry. I try to dissolve this place, but the hurt just feeds it, every little hurt adds to the one before because none of them have been soothed or acknowledged by you. If I could bring spring to this cold place I would. I try. I am sorry for the dramatics. I am sorry the house is never clean enough. I am sorry I forget to buy mouthwash and you feel you have to flee to your friends. I am sorry I want sex all the time. I am sorry I want anything at all from you. The need humbles me. I love you but if no love comes back to me, there's nothing sticky to keep me here.

Hope & Faith

I'm sorry for feeling this way, but I think I'm about to give up on us. I'm sorry for letting you hurt me the way you have. I'm sorry I want to take the coward way out, and just give up instead of wanting to make things work; but I've been trying to fix it for so long. I'm sorry for losing hope. I'm sorry I'm losing faith in you. Recently you have done nothing to make me feel loved; like you claim you do. I'm sorry for ever giving you the benefit of the doubt.

Sometimes I'm even sorry I gave you my heart; especially when you make me cry.

My Weight

I have let my body down. I am supposed to take care of it and I am running it in the ground with my weight gain. I see people all the time that are waaay bigger than me, but I am way overweight myself. I don't know why I have let myself go. I used to be very pretty and had a cute figure. I think it is too hard of work to keep that cute figure and that is why I choose the easier road, but when you think about it... it is really harder being this heavy. I see people looking at me thinking, she has gained weight! I also can see them thinking, she would be so cute if she would lose weight.

I hope I can find a way out of this situation. I don't know where to start. I am sorry to myself and all the people I have disappointed with my weight problem.

For My Sister

I am sorry that I have not told my sister that I am sorry. I want to, but I keep putting it off. You see, she was only trying to help me and she got hurt. I did not intend for things to turn out the way they did. I hate it so bad that I hurt someone so deeply and especially my sister. I also got hurt thru the situation and I had to get out regardless of who I hurt. I am living my life for myself and I had the choice to stay in the situation and live miserable or to get out of it. Well, I chose the better of the two and OMG, I feel so free and happy. I am sure she, along with a few others think differently of me now because of my decision but I do not think badly of myself. I did the right thing, it unfortunatly ended up hurting her. She didn't deserve it, but neither did I.

Thanks for listening.

I'm Sorry I Can't Control Myself

I am sorry that I drank too much beer, smoked too much weed and passed out in my own vomit on the kitchen floor and then puked in your hair when you tried to carry me home. I'm also sorry for giving you confusing directions and causing us to sleep all night in somebody's flower bed. I'm sorry you had to go into work with unwashed vomit crusted hair an hour and a half late, and I'm sorry that the bugs feasted on your flesh while we slept outside. I'm sorry I can't control myself and use alcohol as an outlet for my emotional problems.

Best "Buy"

i'm sorry i stole the amplifier from best buy. im sorry for stealing the radio and speakers too.

For Not Living the Life I Should Be Leading

i am sorry for not living the life i should be leading. i am sorry that i am stuck in a rut. i am sorry that i panic everyday and i worry about what your going to do. i am sorry for ever thinking you would ever come around to seeing how lost and dazed i am. sorry for never showing you my true thoughts. sorry for not having the courage to move on. sorry for becoming codependent on people. sorry for not being the daughter you wanted. sorry that i have let my life pass me by for 5 years and counting. sorry for ever thinking that things would change.

Sorry Forever for Not Telling You

I AM SORRY THAT YOUR "MAN HOOD" WAS NOT ENOUGH FOR ME AND I DRIFTED.

I AM SORRY THAT I WILL NEVER TELL YOU.

I AM SORRY THAT WE WILL BE MARRIED AND I WILL HAVE TO BE SORRY FOREVER FOR NOT TELLING YOU.

Anger Management

I'm sorry I e-mailed your boss telling him what a whore you are. I was just really angry and upset. I'm glad you weren't fired. So sorry. I'm also sorry I sent that picture to your dad. I know I have anger management issues. I'm getting help. Please don't give up on me.

Ill Feelings

I'm sorry that I think you're a bitch and I want to hit you with my car every time I hear your redneck hick voice. I'm also sorry that I hope you have the same future as other girls here living in a trailer with Billy Bob and hoping that he can stop using meth long enough for you to save enough money to upgrade to a double wide. I'm sorry that would make me happy.

Daughter

i am sorry i could not be a better daughter