For Getting Drunk

sorry for getting drunk at your house and talking about myself all night. I was a butthead.

My Multiple Apologies

I am sorry I am overly alert & anxious.

Sorry I am sceptical.

I believe I gave good advice.

I am sorry if I over stepped boundries.

I am sorry I have a hard time trusting others. I am sorry I have trouble with intimacy and being vulnerable. I am sorry I am distant and detached.

Belated Birthday

Sorry for missing your birthday buddy.

Sorry Mom & Dad

I'm sorry to my mom and dad and mostly to myself for not turning out to be the best person I could have. I've let myself down and wasted so much time. Now, raising my kids, I strive each day to help them to acceive their goals and dreams. Maybe I can't reverse time for me, but I can sure attempt to teach my children to be all they can.

Thank you God for this chance. I will not blow it.

Sign'd: One of your children

It Starts with an Apology...

Im sorry for messing up your big day.

a day that should have been filled with joy,

laughter, and good memories.

instead it it was the opposite. im am sincerely sorry.

I dont feel i deserve you anymore. you are far too good for me, and always brghten my day, while i seem to bring you troubles.

but i love you soooo much, i cant lose you. i will do everything in my power to be better, and make my mistakes right. i cannot go back and change them, but i can change.

it starts with my apology....

i love you, thank for still accepting me.

The Friend I Should Have Been

im sorry for not being the friend i should have been. but it wasnt all i wanted, you were what i wanted. just every time i started getting close to you i felt it was too good to be true. i never had a dream come true till i met you. i just dont know how to tell you how much i really love you.

The Jackass

I'm sorry I am such a jackass. I can't help it.

I'm Sorry Baby

I'm sorry if i hurt you

I'm sorry if i made you mad for checking out other girls

I'm sorry baby and you mean the world to me and i would never want to lose you

For Mom

I'm so sorry that you're gone and that I can't give you a Mothers Day present this year. I wish that my gifts in the past had been a lot better. I miss you a lot.

An All-Encompassing Apology

i am sorry.... thats the simple and short of it. to who? one might ask and i would follow with, everyone i have touched, and for what? another might shout, this would be followed with response of, everything and nothing. i know what i have done and i know what i have not done. i learned one thing this very day... and from the person i didnt want to be right, she told me, never cry over loved ones because the ones who really love you wont make you cry. that helps me and i hope this clears my mind.

For Lying

I apologize for lying to everyone

For the Things I've Said

I'm sorry that I hold back all my emotions until they explode out of my mouth like firey arrows aimed at your heart. I'm sorry that I don't make you address issues as they happen and let them build up inside of me. I wish I could take everything I said back and to have another chance at a wonderful life with you.

Please forgive me as I wish to forgive you. I love you

Please Forgive My Weakness

Where do i begin??? I fell in love with you!! My now husband. 13 years ago me and my 5 small children were left to fend for ourselves due to an abusive relationship. So abusive that their father was sent to prison for attempted murder. We were lost, in a world we never had seen before, and on state aid. You were kind. You told me things I wanted to hear. You felt sorry for us and didnt think we would survive alone. You were a single guy that could have had any woman you wanted. But as you say, you pittied us. You felt sorry for us. I feel that i should have been a stronger person and handled our lives on my own. I was selfish i guess. I was and still am as you were everything I ever dreamed of and still are. You had no money, living day by day in this 24/7 city, Vegas. And having a blast. I did not intentionally trap you.

As you know the last child at home is 16 now. I am still being selfish damn it as I am so afraid of you leaving me soon. I know we have nothing in common. You are unhappy very very often. I want you to be happy. I am truly sorry that I dont have the backbone to let you go from my heart.

When I asked you to take me to counseling on Jan. 3, 2000, you took me to the courthouse and married me instead. I am pretty sure J need counseling after being beat for 18 years by my ex. Again, you should not have to deal with my problems. I am sorry I allow you to control me. If I never allowed it you wouldnt dislike yourself for it. I am sorry that you dont have the picture perfect life and arent hob nobbing and keeping up with the joneses. Honey I cant replace the years for you but you have been a seriosley wonderful role model for the kids. Please forgive my weakness still. Understand me if you can but mainly remember you, and all that you are. Thank you for listening everyone.

" me "

A Confidence Betrayed

I'm sorry that you feel that I "betrayed your confidence". I certainly understand your failure to be able to understand that I am more concerned than that I need something to talk about.

I distinctly recall the day you told me about this whole affair. You said, "This is something you can't tell anyone", which I did not tell. When this madness progressed to you flying to Holland I still hoped it was only an imaginary venture that you would abandon before it actually happened. When the trip was delayed, I was elated that possibly he was going to let you down easy and you would never go through with this, but you did and from the second you left there was major concern for your safety which was well warranted. You put your mother and dad through pure hell.

I was obviously aware of your infatuation with him well before you wanted to tell me about it and very concerned as I still am about your lack of social interactions with other people. Your youth is a brief fleeting moment in time that you cannot reclaim once it is lost.

Okay, I am sorry for discussing things you wish I had not and it causing a breach of relationship, but for my concern I do not apologize nor for sharing that concern with others.

It is my desire for you as well as my own children that your relationships be only those which positively affect you now and for your future.

For Hurting My Family

I am sorry for hurting my family, and for trying to ignore the fact that my mind is seriously not functioning in a 'normal' manner. I am sorry that my sister has to bear the load when it is too heavy for me, and most of all I am sorry I did not do more for my mother and try to help her before she committed suicide. I am also suicidal, and I am sorry to the world for being like that. I can only pray to God for release...

Sorry I Lied

Im sorry that I lied. I lied about everything, except for when I told you that I loved you. That was the truth. There was more truth in that than anything i had ever said. I am sorry, just one more chance....I'll get it right.