Apology for Depression

I'm sorry that I let my depression ruin everything between us. I wish I had had the strength to see through all of the bad things happening in my mind. I wish I had been kinder to you.

Sorry to a Friend Who Passed

I am sorry that I did not share Jesus Christ with a young friend that was killed in a car wreck. I was working on it and had invited her to church but we never worked it out for her to come. I wanted to share Jesus with her but I was afraid. I didn't feel that I had grown enough as a Christian to answer all her questions. I thought I had time, she was only 22. She was the most precious person I have ever met and she was an angel on earth. It is because of me if she was not saved and did not go to heaven. I think about her often and wonder if she is in hell looking up at me saying "Why didn't you do something"? This is something I needed to share, thank you for this site.

To My Husband

I am sorry for having an affair behind my husband's back. I wasn't really hiding the relationship from him, only the depth of it, and the sexual aspect. I know now that was an awful thing to do.

To my husband: I know you would never forgive me if you knew, and I can't go back and not have the affair. I only wish I had been smarter and never strayed in the first place. I am unbelievably sorry, and feel terribly guilty, but I know if I told you, you would be so mad you might leave me. Then, I think I would kill myself. So, please forgive me for having the affair, and for being too scared of the consequences to be honest with you. I love you. me

A Simple Apology to a Higher Being

sorry to god.

Sorry is All I Can Do Now

I am sorry. I am sorry for not being who I pretented to be. Im sorry for the deception, I am far from perfect and you should know that. I am sorry for the horrible things I have done and the horrible things i will do....forgive me, and I know its not right but its the life i got, why have you forsaken me? Dont hate me, its not much but sorry is all i can do now.

How Nice You Looked

Beth-You were from such a poor family. You showed up at school one day in a new dress. You were glowing, obviously proud to be wearing something brand new. I wanted to compliment you, tell you how nice you looked, but I was too shy to do so. I don't think anyone else told you either, and I think that took some of the glow out of your day. I've always been sorry I didn't think less of my own discomfort and more of your feelings. I wish I had told you how nice you looked.

Sex Too Young

Of all the stupid things I did when I was younger, I feel sorry for having sex too young. It has ruined my adult sex life cause there is no excitment now - I had it too young. Older women just don't cut it, so i stay celebate. I wish this would change but it wouldn't. I've had 38 diff women and now nothing for six years.

To a Grandson

This apology does not only go to my grandson but to his mother, my daughter as well. There were many years that you, my little girl, had to take care of me, due to my addiction to drugs. Even now being clean the length of time that I have been, I still have defects/shortcomings that have not been resolved. It is with fear of my upcoming death thatI do not get close to you, my precious little grandson, and that I distance myself from you as well my baby girl. Death is a part of life yet I feel cheated, but it was poor choices I made that created some of the messes we went through then and some of the baggage you still carry with you today. Sorry is not enough, I will die with the disease of addiction but not from it, Higher Power willing.

The Idiot for Leaving

I am here because I just need to get this off my chest and tell somebody the terrible thing I have done. I was married, had two beautiful girls and a wife who loved me and would do anything for me. I had it all right where I was and didn't care,didn't know or just to dam stupid and/or stubborn to realize it. It started innocent enough. One day I walked into a gas station for a beer like I had done a thousand times before. This time however I ran into an old crush that was actually working there. We started talking, she was divorced but I was still married. Well I started going in there every day, seemed like I was getting something from her that I was missing at home. Eventually we decided to just take a day off from work and play, nothing serious, just go for a drive,relive our school days and catch up on life. It had been 20 years since I last saw her. I felt with her like I had felt with my wife long ago, but life has a way taking up your time for the little things. Thats I guess what I missed. Well one thing led to another and we started having play days once a week. That went on for months until it started affecting my home life. My wife knew something was wrong and she tried her damdest to help me. One day she asked me to go ahead and move out if I could. I thought she was tired of the bullshit I had caused and understanded where she was comming from. All the while I was too bullheaded to swallow my pride and try to rebuild what I was losing. Come to find out she really didn't want me to move out, she just wanted to jolt me into reality, it backfired for both of us I guess. As you can guess she filed for divorce and it's been almost a year now and i'm still with the "other" woman. Not that I don't love her, but I don't think I will ever have another lover like the one I hurt so bad. I also don't want to go the rest of my life alone. Most the time I can block out of my mind the constant reliving of the past in my head. Today is a day when I can't. If I could turn back time I would tomorrow. I could never go back because i know she would never trust me again. I didn't know it but I threw away my lover, my best friend, I guess you could say my soul mate. It tears me up inside but I really have no one to confide in. My own fault too. I know there is no way to stop the hurt but the easy way out crosses my mind every now & then. I would not do that to my two girls though, I have put them through enough. Life his hard, and I have learned the hard way. Take my advice to any guy in my position that might be reading this, MAKE DAM SURE YOU ARE IN YOUR RIGHT MIND AND THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE DOING OR ABOUT TO DO. I would never do it again. I regret every day since the divorce what I have done to myself and the rest of the people I love and that loved me. In the end, I hope I die young of natural causes. Maybe drink myself to sleep again. Thanks for everything. I hope this helps. Thank for the site. KJS

Your Email

Darling -

I'm sorry for being a paranoid ass and breaking into your email. I quit before I did anything and I feel awful about it.

I'm Not Going Anywhere...

I am sorry I left you repeatedly, sorry I ingnored your letters and phone calls sorry I was not strong enough to stay around and be there for you when you needed me. And most of all I am sorry for coming back and acting as if I never left. I thought about the things I said and did every day. The only way I feel I can convence you is to commit myself to you forever. say you will forgive me and share my life with me forever. Only time will reveal that I am not going anywhere you will not be.

For God

God, sorry that I don't believe in you, if you exist. Sometimes I just can't fathom that all these bad things could happen in the world and that you have the power to stop them but don't.

Notre Dame

I'm sorry the University of Notre Dame changed their mascot today from the "Fighting Irish" to the "Fighting Doberman Pinscher Genetalia"

To a Father

Dad,

I'm sorry that you don't enjoy life.

But because of you, neither do I.

We love you though.

From a Mother

The word sorry is too easy to say. My way to say sorry is in my attitudes, but you have not allowed me to do so. I try in many ways. Besides I don't know exactly why I have to say sorry, because you never tell me what I'm doing wrong.

But I'm saying sorry if I didn't raise you in the right way. I'm trying I swear, but I'm only human and your mother also.

Please call me. It's almost 10 years and I don't know nothing about you and the only thing I know is how sad it is living in this country without family.

I have only you Anderson, you are my only son. I'm alone and very sad. There isn't one day I don't cry.

Please call me. Love you.

Mom

The Housesitter

I'm sorry that I promised to take care of your dog and get some pictures copied and used the money for groceries instead. I was only 12 and my parents were out of town for three weeks and my brother's friends ate all the food in the house. I was embarassed and ashamed and did not know how to tell you what really happened. I'm sorry that you came home early and I did not have the decency to have kept your house clean. I thought I had more time to clean it up, but that's not excuse.

My Lion

My Lion,

I'm sorry that no matter how beautiful and wonderful you've told me I am, you obviously don't love me enough to stay with me. I'm sorry that I went to a girls only party hoping to make some new friends and was foolish enough to let my cell phone die so you couldnt contact me after I texted you that I loved and missed you. I'm sorry that you don't trust me and have no faith in me. I'm sorry that I can't stop crying and that it feels like my life is unravelling. Most of all I'm sorry that I can't stop loving you.

Your Cake

Bucky Dog

i am sorry i left you in that shelter to die. i am sorry i separated you from your very closest bud. the police said they would shoot you if we had another incident. i should have split town and kept our family together. i hope you are in a joyous free space. l am sorry i do not wake to your wolf kisses each day. i miss you bucky dog.

Mea Culpa

mea culpa, mea culpa, mea mazima culpa . . . I'm sorry I made so many crappy business decisions that only ended up costing you loads of money, not to mention grief. I'm sorry, sorry, SORRY it's so many years later now, and I've been such a low-life I've not been able to earn enough money to pay you back so much as even a penny. and I'm sorry you'll most likely not see one red cent even if we both live a million years.

For Not Saying Goodbye

I'm sorry i didnt pray for you. I'm sorry that i didnt see you on Christmas. I'm sorry i didnt say good bye to you geep.

Apology to Myself 2

I am apoligizing to myself. I am sorry that I let myself become so upset by him. I am sorry that I cannot be a stonger women who does not need a man to make her feel good. I am sorry that I let myself believe in him and what I thought we could possibly have. I am sorry that I deny my problems and shrug them off. I am sorry I can't totally be the person I want to be.

Broken Heart

I'm sorry I broke your heart. I'm sorry that I putmy pride ahead of your feelings. It's been 13 years and I think of it everyday -- alone with my stupid pride.

The Office

I'm sorry you have control and power issues and you feel the need to make people feel like crap to make yourself feel better. I'm sorry you are so incapable of even the simplest tasks and have to bully people in the effort of hiding your own inadequacy. I'm sorry you can't see the big picture and grasp the fact that you continually look like a fool to all the people you spend each day with. I'm sorry you don't realize you are just like Dwight on 'The Office' and we all let you get away with it b/c it would be too pathetic to actually call you out.

Apology to Myself

I am apologizing to myself. I am sorry for the way I have allowed myself to become confused of who I am. I am sorry that I have allowed other people to cause me to loose a big part of my spirit. I am not appreciative enough of me and have forgoten who I am. I have become unimportant to myself. I am sorry for that. God, If you are listening to me at all right now, I am crying out for some help. I need someone, I need something to help me. I am tired of being sad. I am sorry I am sad.

Hope someone is listening.

K

Parenthood

I am sorry my sister and I still have a disfunctional family who never really gave a crap. They should have never had children. They carried this on to our girls and I am sorry for having to make excuses for them my whole life. THERE IS NO EXCUSE my darlings. Some folks just should stay single and never cross that line into parenthood. But we are not sorry for having you girls and we love you and have been trying for years to change this awful cycle. Work with us girls...You are all grown with kids of your own now and we deserve your respect and praise here and there for sticking it out as single Moms and keeping our babies and showing them the right way to approach life. Love ya'll.............G

To My Beautiful, Precious Son

To my beautiful, precious son I am SORRY that Daddy and I can't live together. I am SORRY that I am not there to enjoy your years with you. I am SORRY that I am not a better mother. I've dealt with alot of obstacles with your father that prevents us from being together to raise you. I am Sorry that you saw daddy and I fight and get physical in front of you. Im Sorry when I dropped you off at the bus stop that same morning to go to school after the fight that I wasnt able to pick you up. I had to move out and to another state.... I am so sorry.... I'm sorry

My Country

I'm sorry I live in a country with an oppressive police state and the Patriot Act, and warantless black-bag operations by jack-booted thugs...

Is this apology monitored? Hmmm...

To a Child

I'm sorry that I married somebody who is such a bad stepmom for you.

Little Bean

I'm sorry, little bean, for leaving you in day care for so many days in a row. :(