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11.28.2006

Not as Strong as You Think I Am

I am sorry that I am not as strong as you think I am. I know you had so much faith in me. But I'm not very strong. I tried really hard to be strong, to smile even when it hurt so much, to believe that God really would take care of me. But I can't do it anymore. The pain I feel inside is so great and it is paralyzing. I don't have the strength to fight anymore - to fight for energy or strength, to fight to get out of bed in the mornings, to fight for my faith, to fight at all. Every day I think about what it would be like to just end everything. But I am scared. I am so afraid. I can't do it, but I want to so bad. I'm sorry I'm not as strong as you think I am.
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Anonymous Anonymous said...

You are. You are even stronger than that. You are stronger than anyone thinks or could possibly imagine. Each breath is a testament of truth that you are that strong. Take it one breath at a time, my friend. I believe in you.

6:35 AM  

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