You Don't Know What I Did This Summer

I'm so sorry for what happened this summer. I never thought I would be the type of person who would be unfaithful, especially to you. Things had been rocky between us for awhile and you were never there... I know there is nothing that can justify what happened but I just want to say that in some ways, you kept pushing me further away.

Well the summer is over now, and I know that it will never happen again. We are attempting to repair what was broken and for that I am grateful and can promise that I will put my heart & soul into this.

I'm sorry for everything that happened this summer. I'm sorry that it took almost losing you for me to realize that I still love you. I'm sorry that although we are attempting to fix things, I still feel that things will never be the same between us again.

Lastly, what I am most sorry about is the fact that I never had the guts to tell you what I did this summer. I know that if you ever knew, you would never look at me the same way again and I'm so scared of losing you forever. I'm SO sorry for keeping this from you but it's only because I love you and still want to make things right again...