A Relationship

I am sorry that we didn't go to school together...we would've had a kick ass time. We would've been a great couple. We could have made out at lunch and in-between classes. We could have cut school together and been naughty.

I'm sorry we hurt each other. No matter what you think, I honestly don't want to make you feel bad.

I'm sorry that I make things difficult in our relationship. I don't mean to.

I'm sorry you think I don't trust you; but how can that possibly be? I have placed my life - literally - in your hands time and time again. I have made choices that could alter so much in my life for you over and over.

I'm sorry you think I hide things from you. The truth is I have been more transparent with you then ANYONE in my life. I have shared more and been completely open with my heart and body.

I am sorry that the way we built our relationship gives us both cause not to trust one another. The sad part is I am not sure how we fix that or if we can.

I am sorry that our relationship hurt the one relationship you wanted most in your life.


I am NOT sorry for the following:

That we met,

That we became friends,

That we were open with our hearts,

The Disneyland Trip in February 2005,


That we fell in love....I never will apologize for that.