Wasted Years

I'm sorry for all the many years I let you abuse me. I'm sorry that you had to find comfort in other peoples arms to be happy with me. I'm sorry that you went and married a royal b"tch who treats me like dirt underneath her feet because she thinks I am telling lies about you; when in reality the truth is finally coming out. I'm sorry that you let her get away with that. I'm sorry for letting you go sooooo long without paying any child support while we struggled to find food to eat and money to pay our housing payment, all while you drove around with your brand new car and fancy things. I'm sorry that you refused to purchase anything for your children, full knowing I was getting no child support or help. I'm sorry for all the lies you've told and all the people you have hurt so that you could look better. And most of all, I'm sorry for the years I wasted giving you unconditional love and acceptance when I could have been giving it to someone who had a heart.