hey xbf
i am sorry for not being the kind of girl you wanted me to be. im sorry that im not like her who can just go around having sex. i am sorry i refused to have sex with u...maybe u might not have left me if i had..but then im not the kind of girl who would do such a thing just to keep a guy from leaving..but then these days i keep thinking what if i had given into u and ur pleadings..what if we had made love before we both went to our separate countries? would u have not left me then? would u have been able to wait till we met again? would u have not succumbed to that those open legs that bitch was dangling infront of u? all i wanted was for my first time to be special like all girls do..all i wanted was for us to have it special when we met in july..i really was planning to give u my virginity when we met up again..i realy did think u were worth it...im sorry that ur little dickhead couldnt wait much longer..im sorry that u went running when u saw her in those skimpy clothes that she adorns just for u..im sorry that she is a disgrace to the rest of the women who wear the veil..im sorry for the fact that eventhough u think ure very cool by having sex with her and being fuck buddies with her even after u guys broke up..that u dont know that the whole country knows about what u guys are doing.
im sorry for not being there for u when u needed me..but then i did all i could do for u while being miles away...
now im sorry that i wasted all those tears on u..im sorry that i cried my eyes out for u.im sorry that i let myself believe that u were the one..u were the person who would save me from everything else in my life..im sorry for myself..im sorry for thinking that you would come back..im sorry for hoping that you would come bak around saying ure sorry..im sorry for wasting my time..and right now im just so so so fucking sorry that i still cant stop thinking about u!! why cant u just leave me alone....
let me be..why do u have to invade my dreams..invade my thoughts..come up as newsfeed on my fb homepage? come online on msn...im sorry that even know i still smile when i hear from u..im sorry that I REALLY REALLY MISS U...
im sorry that i expected more from u..i guess once a playboy always a playboy huh? but then what we had was special..im sorry that u dont want me back..im just..just..just sorry okay?
ps: i still love..and yes im sorry for that too :|hey xbf
i am sorry for not being the kind of girl you wanted me to be. im sorry that im not like her who can just go around having sex. i am sorry i refused to have sex with u...maybe u might not have left me if i had..but then im not the kind of girl who would do such a thing just to keep a guy from leaving..but then these days i keep thinking what if i had given into u and ur pleadings..what if we had made love before we both went to our separate countries? would u have not left me then? would u have been able to wait till we met again? would u have not succumbed to that those open legs that bitch was dangling infront of u? all i wanted was for my first time to be special like all girls do..all i wanted was for us to have it special when we met in july..i really was planning to give u my virginity when we met up again..i realy did think u were worth it...im sorry that ur little dickhead couldnt wait much longer..im sorry that u went running when u saw her in those skimpy clothes that she adorns just for u..im sorry that she is a disgrace to the rest of the women who wear the veil..im sorry for the fact that eventhough u think ure very cool by having sex with her and being fuck buddies with her even after u guys broke up..that u dont know that the whole country knows about what u guys are doing.
im sorry for not being there for u when u needed me..but then i did all i could do for u while being miles away...
now im sorry that i wasted all those tears on u..im sorry that i cried my eyes out for u.im sorry that i let myself believe that u were the one..u were the person who would save me from everything else in my life..im sorry for myself..im sorry for thinking that you would come back..im sorry for hoping that you would come bak around saying ure sorry..im sorry for wasting my time..and right now im just so so so fucking sorry that i still cant stop thinking about u!! why cant u just leave me alone....
let me be..why do u have to invade my dreams..invade my thoughts..come up as newsfeed on my fb homepage? come online on msn...im sorry that even know i still smile when i hear from u..im sorry that I REALLY REALLY MISS U...
im sorry that i expected more from u..i guess once a playboy always a playboy huh? but then what we had was special..im sorry that u dont want me back..im just..just..just sorry okay?
ps: i still love..and yes im sorry for that too :|