I Think You're Fat and Ugly

Dear Me,

I'm sorry I think you're fat and ugly.
That you will never measure up.
That you will never be happy with what you have and who you are.

I'm sorry I'm not proud of you.
That I don't believe in you.
That I don't think anyone will ever love you.
That my negativity holds you back.

I wish we could find a way to get along.
That we can work things out.
Every time we get close to resolving things,
All it takes is for you to stand in front of a mirror
And I hate you all over again.

For my blindness,
For never loving you,
For my hate
I'm sorry

I'm Sorry You Can't Understand I Fell in Love

Te pido perdón papá porque esto no es lo que tu esperabas de mi, te pido perdón porque me enamore de un hombre hermoso, que me sabe amar y cuidar. También te pido que entiendas que eh crecido y quiero empezar una vida junto a el. Perdoname por no ser una hija ejemplar. Perdoname porque la gente no saber callar sus opiniones y te asen sentir mal cuando hablan de mi frente a ti. No les hagas caso, lo asen por no tener mejor que hacer. Yo te quiero mucho y eres el mejor de los papas. Me as ensenado morales que no cualquiera sabe, por ti soy la persona que soy, fuerte y feliz.
Te quiero mucho papá, y quiero que sepas que lo ago por mi. Ojala un día me entiendas.

Por hoy, te pido perdón por hacerte sufrir.

Too Young to Understand

I am sorry I've always been "too young" to understand.
I am sorry you can't trust me.

I always thought of you as my big sisters. I believed you'd love me and trust me above all because we are from the same blood. I never thought gaining your trust would be so much hard work; I didn’t know trust and all its wonders didn’t come easy.
I remember like it was yesterday, a year ago I asked you to confide in me, I said to you we should work on building a better relationship for our own sake. I told you that I loved you and I needed you in my life, you looked at me and laughed and proceeded to tell me you could never trust me.

Why??

What have I ever done but want my big sisters love and support.

In my heart I know I've never done anything to hurt you or lead you to think you couldn’t talk to me as a friend. Besides the fact that you don’t trust me, I still love you, I still think one day you WILL be the 2 best big sisters I could ever want, but as of now, I can’t help but be sorry.

I am sorry you can’t trust your little sister.

That My Love Brings So Much Pain

I'm sorry everything dont go the way you wish it would...
I'm sorry I hurt you so much..
I'm sorry i'm so negative..
I'm sorry tht my love brings so much pain...

To the Waitress at Friday's

I'm sorry I was such a bitch yesterday to you. I was PMSing and hungry and having quite a bitchy day. I should have been more patient with you. I'm very sorry if I made your day more difficult. Good luck in your future endeavors with terrible customers.

-Meanie

So I Could Keep You Longer

I'm sorry I made you stay in class just so I could keep you longer.

I Wish I Can Love You Unconditionally

i wish i can love you unconditionally...

partly i am afraid we wont work out all the way when you see my weaknesses... and i will have to suffer at that time..

i really want to cheer you up..

i want to see the smiling you..

i want to see the happy you..

please be happy...

For the Dry Tears I Cried

Im sorry I made you fall so deeply in love with me.
Chased after you for all three years.
then i uped in left you like you should have done me. Im sorry i never was the good girl you thought of me as. i never was just your lil one but his and hers too. i never though it was realy going to effect you. im sorry you thought i was just your girl when you acted like you never gave a damn or never wanted to show attion i found one of your friends who did. ya best friends ya team mates to please dont look at me as a hoe cause all i wanted was you to love me like i loved you. but you had to have it your way and i had to live by your rules and that change sweet lil me to whos ever would b. late nigth convos with who knows who, just the simple fact that i lied to you. three years of lies you pick now cus im sorry for the dry tears i cried.

Everyone Can Love But Me

I'm sorry, I'm too selfish.
I'm sorry, I don't have the strength to succeed
I'm sorry, I shut everyone out
I'm sorry, I'm restless

But most of all I'm sorry 'cause it feels like everyone can love but me