To Emily from Lola

Emily,

I am sorry that I have a boyfriend, I am sorry that you are jealous of him. I know we are best friends, but you have changed. Go smoke pot, go have sex with guys you "love", go hang out with my boyfriend and ditch me. I'm sorry I don't tell you everything anymore. I'm sorry I am more mature then you. And I am sorry that I can't be there for me when you don't tell me your in trouble.

-Lola

Using You for Your Dick

i'm so sorry I touched you that first night. then it escalated into a three year long one night stand. you're straight and i'm not, and you do it for pleasure. but i do it for emotion, or at least i imagine that it's there. i'm sorry i couldn't be your real friend. i'm sorry i've been using you for your dick.

My Warped Way of Thinking

I'm sorry I cheated on you.

I'm sorry I left you.

In my warped way of thinking, I thought I could come back when I was ready.

I have always loved you and have never been able to move on.

I keep holding off getting involved because I'm afraid there is someone better.

There isn't.

Fins and Fur

i am sorry i was born into a family with freaks with no tact that think they can say whatever they want to me and expect niceness in return. i'm even more sorry that i insult them in a nice, sophisticated way instead of just ripping them to shreds with rudeness like they do everyday. the only family members that don't do this to me have fins and fur. no wonder i like them better.

Trust Issues

I'm sorry I don't trust you.

To Badger from Rage

Your sorry... not even close to how I feel. My thoughts, words, actions, and inaction's as a result of my additions.....(I really thought and believed I had it under control)I have destroyed those additions that was a cause of a lot of pain and misunderstanding between the two of us. ( I'm sorry it took you leaving and me acting like a MADMAN for me to understand and see what I did not see before hand)I'm sorry that it has taken what it took for me to get the help I needed to find my way back to you. I am here always and forever, regardless of what others have to say, I'm here for us. I know your afraid, I know your scared, I know your lost. I am your constant and I'm back. I'm sorry I lost my way for awhile I just need you to know and believe I am sorry

To the Guy With the Girl Who Wants Someone Else Who is Me

I am sorry that you confessed your feelings and that I hastily turned you away. I understand that my feelings should be this way because you are already taken but I am fearing that I falling for you. Your smile and voice are constantly running through my mind now, my mind is constantly cluttered with thoughts of you. I am sorry for everything and I just don't know what to do.

Maybe You Wouldn't Have Killed Yourself

I'm sorry I was a bitch to you. I'm sorry I never called you. I'm sorry I backspaced because I was too nervous to leave you a comment on myspace. I'm sorry we never had more time to talk. Because maybe, just maybe, you wouldn't have killed yourself.

A Little Smarter and a Lot Sorry

I'm sorry you don't respect me enough to honor my silence. I'm sorry again that you feel badgering is a way to encounter me. I'm sorry you left angry. I'm so very, very sorry that in over a year you have not come to know me better. That you do not understand that if I choose to be silent it is most likely one of two things...either I've been hurt or I'm afraid and very sure my own words will hurt. I'm sorry Paul behaved like an ass that night and I'm sorry i wasn't smart enough to lie to you about it. So I'm a little smarter and a LOT sorry.

That I Can't Work Through Your Issues

I'm sorry that I can't work through your issues.
I know how hard it was for you to let me in this much. I'm sorry.
I want to help you.
I hate that you won't let yourself love anyone.
I hope that one day I will have the patience needed.
I hope that no one hurts you in between.
I wish I had what you needed right now.
I love you and I'm sorry.